Saw the Bowie exhibit.  I might have waited around to sneak into the Gaiman reading but “coincidentally” I spent the 10 dollars I had the night before on junk food.  And I had just lost my orange admission badge too.  Otherwise I would have hung in there.

At the circle that girl made some comment about how she wouldn’t come to me for energy healing.  I think I understood then that I’m not going to engage with this world.  I would just as soon be somewhere else.  I certainly don’t ever want to have another conversation like that.

However it was good to clarify that I am not service oriented.  There is a great collapsing going on.  I feel the pressure and I know I’ll have some interesting dreams.  A collapsing and an end.  Thank god.  Does that mean the Enochian magic is working?

Also at the circle I drew “verge in” “whore moans” — related to Qdishtu work yesterday (only yesterday).  So now there’s a whole field of information to explore.  I hope I can assimilate it all.