So much for the biggest Tea Party yet. I wish I could make people understand how wildly successful this bit of magic is. These movies get better every year and my life gets better every year. Nothing can express the incredible sensual rush and crush of the flood of intuitive information I get while I’m watching these, how at home I feel in the world now that I’ve been doing this ritual for … how long now? Has it been a decade? I think it’s quite possible but I know it’s been at least seven or eight years. And now the Tea Party is a part of it as well.

I know next year will be even better. My main thing now is going to be to analyze my experiences. See, there was one tiny flaw in this year’s ritual. When I started “The Crow”, the playback was queued a few minutes into the credits, where I had left off last year. Even after all that time, it had been a very poignant experience for me, and I savored it. However, it was the first time I’d streamed it on Amazon Prime and it was a pleasant surprise to find it at the same place this year. Because of this, however, I think I breezed through the final sequence. I loved it, but I didn’t have the same depth of immersion in the credits music this time around and it bothers me that I missed something I might have otherwise gotten. I want to be looking out for that next year.

This influenced me when I watched “Circle of Iron”. I think it was a good influence. I took to stopping the playback at certain points, especially about 20 minutes before the end, right before the final fight with Changsha, to really savor the fact of watching a movie. I have been having great spiritual experiences for the last two days, so this year I was just loving these movies as entertainment.

A client called me last night and I did a very deep intuitive session for her, one I couldn’t have imagined doing ten years ago when I started this. So I don’t need the movies to get me into a depth state, but they are still having a wonderful transformative power. This Halloween is so fun I don’t want to let go. So I’m forming an intention this year to alchemize this ritual artistically, to build up a framework for it through 3D illustration and YouTube videos, or whatever else I can think of, to get as much fun as I can out of next year. Maybe I’ll be able to explain what’s going on psychically. I hope so.

Happy Halloween, America.

Just finished “The Crow”. So much has happened, I feel much more complete as a person than I did last year. I can’t wait until next year to watch it again. Before I started “Circle of Iron” I wanted to somehow get at the healing that seems to be taking place. This is only the second Tea Party during which I posted online that we were available to answer questions, and someone who didn’t know that contacted me for a reading which was very powerful and took me into a deep inner state. So that little bit of magic worked. The confusion is much less. I suppose it’s too much to ask to articulate the strange energies I experience, but at least I know they’re real.