I do feel better after a full night’s sleep. I feel more focused. I’m still not sure what’s going on but I had a great dream, very deep, and I feel like I’m going to discover something, some kind of unification of the space where my guides are with all the other layers of consciousness I sense, especially my memories of this lousy world and all the terrible, pointless people that I’ve known. So whether it’s the guides I’ve known or not, there’s definitely some other layer of the world that has me in its grasp, dissolving the linear story of the time I’ve been through, bringing me toward something else.