I’m feeling very good about my new project. I’m probably going to be working 60-hour weeks (at least) through the end of December, but it’s more like an adventure than an ordeal. It seems Aniston will be with me. I’m happy with the possibility that this project will bring my annoying daydreams about entertainers to an end. There was always something thrilling about entering the space of art and entertainment, but it’s been polluted by these awful people in the industry. These little steps I’m taking now, day by day, watching Friends and blogging, are going to collapse the nebulous fantasy and from all this a coherent emotional persona will emerge. I’ll be able to see the meaning of all the pointless time I’ve wasted on entertainment. Aniston brings me the news that I am something in this sphere, but now I’m going to find out how it’s supposed to feel.