Friday, June 16, 2023

12:14 AM

On a vessel at sea, swells coming up underneath, this is where the rockets of DES fly, pushing up swellling around carrying along and yet back and forth, sometimes in violent jerking not moving forward.  Support and failing simultanous.  What is the force here?  I am on a cruise ship there are other beings I suppose but can I trust them?  Everything is questionable, ambiguity waiting for some kind of revelation, someone to move, not quite stasis, always fading and reappearing.  Warm but not exactly comforting, a shadow zone between places, there is a sense of the all moving, whereas DES would overhwelm and force, this place draws one into inertia and confusion.  It is generalized, diffusing all thought into a vast expanse.  This is the first complete environment I sense though, on the water with a vast seascape and the sun in the distance, a ship nearby,  “ship arriving too late to save a drowning witch”, the Titanic?  A sense of loss, impending loss, I glimpse the terrifying wreck under the sea, the reminder of the gargantuan horror, and yet up here there is the pressure of impending sadness, all energy and life focused, compressed into a form that sadly cannot be resolved, a reminder of something that should be possible but never will be extending things out to the horizon like that dungeon master I’ll never see again.  Nothing here but a sense of being overwhelmed, with other people doing things and a slim hope of some other time or place.

That was exactly what I typed, and then on June 18 the Titan submersible exploring the Titanic went missing. I was wondering whether to post these scryings. The seemingly precognitive nature of this convinced me to do it, as an exploration of the blending of states of awareness.