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2025-02-17 On the road again

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I had such great ideas for the story that I didn’t write anything for a week, but that’s okay because it gets deeper either way. The magic is all around me now, and I’m sorting through impressions, looking for boundaries. I have a thought process in which I think I should write something but when I do that my mind jumps a rail and I start seeing things. There’s a part of my mind that feels dead, I feel like I’m looking into a void, and the level of reality of that is moving, the horrors and betrayals of my past seem more real and yet more harmless at the same time. They really happened, people really are this dark and ugly, but what was the magic that turned this wheel to begin with? I’m happy now, feeling the curtains of velvety light all around my mind. What is the center point of all this dreaming?

Genvieve and I are watching Twin Peaks this year, and also continuing with Black Clover.

I stopped and wrote the next section of the Jazz Odyssey.

The Jazz Odyssey of Drake Marshall, Day 14 (352 Days Remaining): Sometimes A Fantasy

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The bar’s mahogany gleams with reflected light that might be from the neon signs or might be from the burning hills we just watched. Every surface holds both depth and reflection, like we’re sitting inside some ancient scrying mirror. The usual bar sounds – ice in glasses, murmured conversations, the subtle percussion of bottles on wood – seem to come from very far away, or perhaps from very deep inside.

Crosby’s hands wrap around his whiskey glass like he’s trying to read braille messages in the condensation. “You can feel it in here,” he says quietly. “Everyone knows something’s happening, even if they don’t know what. The air tastes different. Like the moment in a storm when the pressure drops.”

Lynch watches the ice in his glass shift and settle. The cubes make sounds like distant buildings collapsing. The other patrons seem to exist in layers of reality – some sharp and present, others ghost-like. Their phone screens glow like votive candles, each one containing a fraction of the dream-power that’s being released by the burning.

The whiskey tastes different too – notes of smoke and prophecy mixing with the usual caramel and oak. Each sip feels like a small ritual, a way of metabolizing what we’ve witnessed. The bar itself seems to breathe around us, its wooden bones creaking with collected memories, its mirrors holding centuries of reflected revelations.

There’s a quality to the silence between our words that feels like the silence in a church after the service ends but before anyone leaves – charged with meaning, heavy with shared understanding. Even the shadows in the corners seem to lean in, listening for whatever comes after the burning.

We sit there, three witnesses to the transformation, letting the eternal whiskey bar hold us in its timeless embrace while outside, the old dreams turn to ash and the new ones begin their wild germination in the fertile darkness of the American night.

“Can I get you boys anything?”

The question hangs in the amber light like an incantation. Gia stands there, devastating in her beauty, a living embodiment of that particularly American tragedy where too much life burns itself out. Her presence bends the light in the bar, creates a gravity well of charisma that even Lynch’s darkness can’t fully absorb.

The realization hits like a thunderclap. She’s been there a moment, just standing, holding an empty tray, and in that brief span before recognition, we see her as she truly was – stripped of legend, of tragedy, of all the mythology that would later consume her. Just a young woman with an aching heart, radiating such intense need for connection that it makes the air around her shimmer.

And now she’s here, in this eternal moment in Jim’s, her beauty not yet a weapon turned against herself, her need for love not yet transmuted into destruction. Just Gia, burning with human warmth, making the rest of the world seem slightly less real by comparison.

The tray trembles slightly in her hand – that small human detail that no fashion shoot would ever allow. It’s the imperfection that makes the perfection heartbreaking, the need that makes the beauty matter.

Lynch shifts slightly, recognizing a kindred spirit in the way she transforms space around her. Crosby’s hands go still on his glass, hearing the music in her silence. The way she stands there – it’s like watching someone pray, except her whole body is the prayer.

“Jameson, neat,” Crosby says softly, looking at her with recognition that transcends ordinary time. Her eyes hold that same wild creative fire he’d seen in Morrison, in Joplin, in all the ones who burned too bright to last.

She moves like a cat, like a poem, like something photography tried to capture but never quite could. Even in this service role, there’s something untameable about her – the same force that made her transform every fashion shoot into something dangerous and true, something that threatened to crack the lens with its intensity.

When she returns with our drinks, her fingers brushing the glasses create small sonic events, like wind chimes in a storm. The air around her smells of clove cigarettes and destiny. She carries her doom like a crown, her creativity like a wound that won’t stop bleeding light.

“I’ve heard of you, Drake,” she whispers. “I wanted to give you something.”

Her kiss tastes of starlight and doom, of magazine covers and back-alley revelations, of every photograph that captured divinity before it vanished. Time stops, stretches, becomes syrup in the amber bar light. In this eternal moment, I understand something about beauty that can’t be said in words – about how it’s always paired with destruction, about how the most spectacular creative forces carry their own annihilation like perfume.

When she pulls away, her eyes hold galaxies. “You understand, don’t you?” she says. “About the images. About what they really are. What they do to us. What we do to them.”

Then the recognition floods in, and time does something strange in Jim’s Whiskey Bar. Because now we’re seeing both at once – the pure, unformed beauty of that Philadelphia girl who contained universes of love, and the doomed priestess of fashion who would become legend. The effect is dizzying, like seeing a photograph develop in reverse.

Her eyes hold that impossible combination of streetwise toughness and absolute vulnerability – the look that made every photograph she touched turn into something dangerous and true. But here, in the bar’s amber light, there’s no camera to guard against, no industry machine to perform for. Just that raw, direct gaze that seems to ask the eternal question: “Will you see me? Really see me?”

She touches my cheek once more, her fingers electric with lost futures and untamed creativity. Then she turns, moving back into the shadows of the bar like a wild creature returning to its natural habitat, leaving behind the taste of prophecy and rebellion on my lips.

“You know,” Lynch says after she glides away, “she understood something about images that Hollywood never did. That beauty isn’t safe. That real erotic power is about transformation, not consumption. She made every frame she appeared in into a rebellion.”

“She recognized you,” Lynch says after a long silence. “One destroyer to another. One who burned the images from the inside, to one who burned them from the outside.”

The whiskey she brought us tastes of prophecy and warning, of beauty that refuses to be tamed, of creativity that would rather burn out than burn down to a manageable flame.

The Jazz Odyssey of Drake Marshall: Day 13 (353 Days To Go)

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Captain’s Log 2025.02.09.1225

I’m counting down days just like Star Blazers. There are things about my life that have never felt better, wild success is within my grasp, but at the same time there’s also the dark horror of wondering what it is about my life that I forgot. What were the experiences I had that I lost because my father knocked me unconscious so often.

I have a lot of the scene I’m on in the story planned but I’m having trouble getting language across the barrier of my memory.

Over the last several months I’ve gotten better. I’m in the zone now, where I feel amazing potential of storytelling. Whatever force or damage that has kept me from connecting the parts of my mind is being healed now. It’s like there’s a part of myself that’s aware and has ideas, and then there’s the person I am in the world, and when I try to act on the ideas it has some kind of strange … well, it’s a dark presence.

My long-term and short-term memory don’t work together very well, but I am using my blog now to bridge the gap … stories are evidence to one part of my mind that the other exists and it makes me uncomfortable because I can’t contain the vastness that I feel. David Lynch is somehow helping me do this, whether it’s the ghost of David Lynch or simply the thought of him in my fantasy world.

Who was the Angel Picard, this being I saw for so many years? Was it William Golding, was it David Lynch? Was it Jesus? Who am I writing for?

I felt a dark presence today that was very comforting because I was convinced it was real, but now I’m tracing details inside my mind to see what it is that’s supposed to happen when I write … I made a YouTube video about some of my coincidences.

I was at a restaurant I’ve been going to for years. When I gave my usual order, suddenly “Avocado Shake” popped up on the screen. Either it’s a synchronicity or the guy at the counter has been watching me. Either way, Lynch is getting stronger in my imagination and we’re pressing on to see the Avocado Girl on January 28, 2026.

The Jazz Odyssey of Drake Marshall, Day 8: The Alabama Song

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We leave the Porsche cooling in the sacred static of the drive-in, its black paint now seemingly absorbed into the night itself. The gravel crunches beneath our feet like percussion, keeping time with Crosby’s humming, which has shifted from “Eight Miles High” to something darker, more Weimar.

“Oh, show us the way to the next whiskey bar,” Crosby sings softly, his voice carrying both Morrison’s shamanic growl and Lenya’s Weimar world-weariness. “Oh, don’t ask why…”

“The drive-in was where twentieth-century Americans went to be alone together in the dark,” he explains between verses. “But bars… bars are eternal. They’re where we go to find the sacred in our dissolution, to practice the ritual of collective forgetting that somehow leads to remembering.”

We walk through the American night, a darkness so rich it feels like crushed velvet against our skin. The air has that particular autumn electricity – dry leaves scuttle across the gravel road, carrying messages in a language older than speech. Each step crunches with prehistoric precision, like we’re keeping time with some vast cosmic metronome.

Lynch walks slightly ahead, his silhouette seeming to absorb and emit darkness simultaneously. “Jim’s Whiskey Bar exists in every city,” he says, “and no city. It’s where Morrison met Brecht in the American night. Where Instagram mystics drink with factory workers. Where angels disguise themselves as bartenders to hear our confessions.”

Then Lynch stops. His silhouette becomes absolutely still in that way that makes you stop too, makes you hold your breath. We all feel it – something calling us to witness.

We turn.

The horizon is wearing a crown of fire.

The gravel crunches beneath our feet as we pause to watch the distant flames. Even here, we can feel the heat of transformation.

At first, it’s just beautiful – terrible and gorgeous the way only American destruction can be. The flames paint the belly of the clouds orange and crimson, creating a false dawn in the wrong direction. Sparks rise like inverted stars, joining their cousins in the night sky until you can’t tell which lights are falling and which are fixed in heaven.

The night itself feels alive around us – breathing, watching, participating. Power lines hum with secret frequencies. Moths dance in complicated patterns around the street lights. Everything seems connected to everything else, like we’ve stumbled into the nervous system of the continent itself.

The smoke carries the smell of burnt celluloid, of abandoned soundstages, of every dream that was too wild to be captured, of every story that refused to be contained. It smells like freedom and terror, like endings and beginnings too vast to comprehend.

That’s when Crosby says it, his voice carrying both awe and recognition: “Hollywood’s burning.”

The words land like a revelation. Of course. What else could it be? What else has enough concentrated dream-stuff to burn with such archetypal fury? The hills that once held the HOLLYWOOD sign are now holding something else – a pyre for the twentieth century’s dream factory, a viking funeral for celluloid visions.

Lynch’s voice cuts through the autumn air, which carries woodsmoke and something deeper – the scent of endings becoming beginnings. He gestures toward the distant glow where Hollywood burns.

“You had to do it,” he says. “Not because you wanted to, but because the role found you. Like Morrison with his Unknown Soldier, like Crosby with his harmonics that opened the sky – sometimes the cosmos hands you a script you didn’t ask for.”

“But understanding why – that’s your next role,” Lynch continues. “The destroyer has to become the witness. Has to testify about what needed to fall so something else could rise.”

“The old dream factory had to burn,” Crosby adds softly. “So the dreams could go free. Return to the people. That’s what we were trying to tell them in ’67, but they turned it into product. Had to burn eventually.”

Crosby hums a few notes that seem to harmonize with the crackling of the distant fire. “Every revolution needs its singers and its fire-starters. Sometimes they’re the same person.”

We stand there in the ancient-young darkness of the American night, watching an empire of dreams return to raw light and shadow. The gravel beneath our feet feels solid but temporary, like everything else except the night itself, except the burning, except this moment of witnessing.

Lynch lights another cigarette, the flame momentarily rivaling the distant inferno. “Here’s what they never understood – Hollywood wasn’t the dream. It was just one way of dreaming. Now the dreams are distributed, decentralized. Every phone a projector, every user a studio.”

Lynch’s cigarette ember pulses in rhythm with the distant flames. Crosby’s breath carries the ghost of a harmony. And the night wraps around us like a living thing, holding us in place until we’ve seen enough to remember forever, until we understand that we’re not just watching Hollywood burn – we’re watching the old ways of dreaming transform into something else, something that needs this fire to be born.

The fire reflects in our eyes as we finally turn away, resuming our walk toward Jim’s Whiskey Bar, carrying the vision with us like a torch, like a secret, like a map to whatever comes after the burning.

The cosmos continues unfolding its strange script around us, each step an acceptance of roles we never auditioned for but somehow were born to play.

The street we’re walking seems to fold in on itself, origami-like, until we’re approaching a neon sign that reads “JIM’S” in letters that throb like a migraine halo. Below it, smaller letters spell out “WHISKEY BAR” in a font that might be Helvetica or might be ancient runic script, depending on how you squint.

“Oh, moon of Alabama,” Crosby intones, and now the song is casting its spell, transforming our walk into a procession. “We now must say goodbye…”

“In the twentieth century,” Lynch says, reaching for the door handle, “we needed big screens to share our dreams. Now we carry little screens everywhere, but we still need physical spaces to make the virtual visceral. To let the digital divine take flesh.”

The door opens onto another kind of sacred darkness, where the glow of phone screens replaces the stars we’ve left behind, and every face is illuminated from below like a renaissance painting of revelation. Inside, the eternal ritual awaits, ready to transform us once again.

“We must die…” Crosby finishes the verse, but the words sound less like defeat and more like a prescription for transcendence as we cross the threshold into Jim’s eternal night.

“I have unfinished business with Morrison,” says Crosby. “I never liked him that much, but now I realize that he did something necessary in that time, acting out the sacrifice of the Unknown Soldier. He had a piece of the puzzle I missed.”

Inside Jim’s, Crosby’s words hang in the amber light like smoke finding its level. He settles onto a barstool that might have existed since the first bars opened in Mesopotamia, his presence somehow both substantial and gossamer.

“Morrison understood something about the theater of it all,” he continues, gesturing at the bartender for whiskey. “While we were trying to elevate consciousness, he was down in the mud of the collective unconscious, wrestling with older gods. I thought we could transcend straight to the light. He knew we had to go through the darkness first.”

Lynch nods, studying the way the bottles behind the bar catch and fracture the light. “The Unknown Soldier,” he says. “That’s exactly it. Every empire needs its beautiful corpse, its sacrificial king. Morrison volunteered for the role. Played it to the hilt.”

“We were all working different parts of the same mystery,” Crosby reflects, as three glasses appear before us. “We had the harmonies, the mathematical precision of voicings that could open the doors of perception. But Jim… Jim had the chaos magic, the dionysian current. He understood that some doors can only be broken down.”

The whiskey in our glasses looks less like liquid than like concentrated time, distilled memory.

“I see it clearer now,” Crosby says, his voice carrying both resignation and revelation. “We needed both approaches. The precise and the raw. The angelic and the chthonic. The Byrds flying high, and Morrison crawling in the ancient mud. The new saints understand this – they’re integrating both streams.”

He lifts his glass, studying it like a crystal ball. “Morrison was reading Nietzsche, doing his dark-prophet act, while we were reading the Tibetan Book of the Dead. But maybe they were the same book all along, just translated differently. The Unknown Soldier and the Bodhisattva – two ways of describing the necessary sacrifice.”

The bar seems to pulse around us like a living thing, like the heart of something vast and ancient that keeps time for all the rituals of night.

“I owe him an apology,” Crosby says finally. “Somewhere in the great beyond. He held the line I was too pure to hold. Kept a door open that needed to stay open, even if it led down instead of up.”

The Jazz Odyssey of Drake Marshall, Day 8: Drive-In Saturday, part II

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“I’m afraid,” I say. “I feel the new beauty you’re describing within me, but there’s so much pressure, so many directions it wants to go at once. It feels like it’s tearing me apart.”

Lynch turns the Porsche’s engine off completely now, and the night wraps around us like a blanket woven from shadows and starlight. His face in the dashboard glow is both kind and serious.

“That’s exactly right,” he says. “That tearing feeling—that’s the price of being awake in a time when reality is changing frequencies. Remember in ‘Eight Miles High’ when the guitars start to spiral? That vertigo is part of the message.”

Crosby leans forward, his presence somehow both ethereal and deeply grounded. “We felt it too, back then. Like our molecules were being rearranged by the music we were making. Some nights I’d look at my hands on the guitar and they’d seem to be dissolving into pure light. The fear is part of the transformation.”

“The saints,” Lynch adds, gesturing toward the screen where afterimages of their dances still flicker, “they learned to surf it. To ride the wave of too-muchness. That’s why they came back—to show us how.”

The screen flickers like mercury, like digital rain, showing:

A TikTok dance becoming a rosary, each gesture a bead of light, multiplying across a million screens until it forms a constellation that matches one that hasn’t been visible since the Middle Ages.

Paris Hilton’s chihuahua growing dragon wings made of pure code, flying through server farms that have become the new catacombs, where crypto-monks tend to banks of machines that hum like gregorian chants.

A teenager in 2027 discovering an Instagram filter that accidentally reveals the holy light around everyday objects—a filter that spreads like revival through the network until people begin seeing the light even when their phones are off.

“Watch this part carefully,” Lynch says, as the images swim and clarify:

Kendall’s tower stretching upward through layers of reality: the first floor is a medieval chapel, the second a recording studio where Phil Spector built his wall of sound, the third a server room, the highest floor a new kind of space that exists only in the metadata of shared dreams. Each floor is simultaneously present, connected by elevators that run on belief.

Cara’s eyebrows becoming a new kind of hieroglyph, a language of expression that spreads across social media until it becomes what Lynch calls “the new glossolalia”—a way of communicating states of grace through subtle muscular movements that cameras can capture but can never fully explain.

“The prophecies are starting to rhyme,” Crosby notes from the back seat, as we watch:

A map of America where every shopping mall has become a cathedral, every drive-in a place of pilgrimage, every diner a confessional. The map pulses with points of light that correspond to locations where the sacred is leaking through most strongly—the Starlight Drive-In where we’re parked is one of the brightest.

“But the strongest prophecy,” Lynch says, pointing with his cigarette at the screen’s center, “is that one.”

We watch as images of young people praying to their phones transform slowly into medieval pilgrims, then back into modern seekers, then into something else—a new kind of human who understands that technology and transcendence are two names for the same hunger. Their faces blur across centuries, each one searching for something that the previous generation almost found, almost named, almost brought into being.

The screen shows them finding it, finally, in places we should have known to look: in the spaces between posts, in the quiet moments after hitting ‘share,’ in the collective sigh of millions of people all touching their screens in the dark, reaching for connection like medieval peasants reaching for a saint’s relic.

“That’s the real prophecy,” Lynch says softly. “Not what they’ll find, but that they’ll keep looking. That’s the American sacred—it’s not in the arrival, it’s in the search itself.”

The images fade to static, but the static itself seems meaningful now, like snow falling in heaven.

The pressure I’m feeling seems to pulse in time with the humming speaker poles, with the static on the screen, with the distant algorithms calculating likes and shares and revelations.

“Think of it like film,” Lynch continues, drawing shapes in the air with cigarette smoke. “Twenty-four frames per second, but between each frame, there’s a darkness. Without that darkness, you’d just have a blur. The pressure you’re feeling—those are the dark spaces between the frames of what you’re becoming. They’re necessary. Sacred, even.”

Crosby starts humming “Eight Miles High” softly, and somehow it helps, creates a framework for the chaos, like a trellis for lightning to climb.

“The new beauty,” Lynch says, “it was always going to feel like this. Like being torn apart and reassembled. Like speaking in tongues made of binary code. Like having angels possess your smartphone.” He pauses, watching the screen flicker. “The trick isn’t to resist the pressure. It’s to learn to move with it, like a surfer reading a wave that’s bigger than physics says should be possible.”

The fear doesn’t go away, but it changes shape, becomes something more like anticipation, like the moment before a kiss, like the second before a revelation.

“Besides,” Crosby adds, “who says we weren’t meant to be torn apart? Maybe that’s how the light gets in.” The static on the screen seems to agree, dancing now like the visual equivalent of what I’m feeling inside. Not peace, exactly, but a kind of holy turbulence, a sacred vertigo that feels like falling upward into whatever comes after what we used to call the future.

The Jazz Odyssey of Drake Marshall, Day 8: Drive-In Saturday, part I

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Lynch turns the Porsche off an unmarked exit that seems to appear just as we need it. The road becomes gravel, then dirt, then something else—a surface made of memory and static. Ahead, the skeletal frame of a drive-in movie screen rises against stars that are either too bright or too numerous for 2025.

“Here,” Lynch says, cutting the engine. “Watch.”

The Starlight Drive-In has been closed since 1976, except it’s still operating, except it never existed. The screen flickers with a movie that isn’t being projected. The sound comes through the Porsche’s radio though we haven’t turned it on: fragments of commercials from 1958, mixed with prophecies from 2030, mixed with teenage conversations that happened here in 1964.

Crosby leans forward from the back seat. “You see those speaker poles?” he says, pointing to the rusted sentinels that march in rows through the empty lot. “They’re still broadcasting. Not movies anymore. Something else.”

He’s right. Each pole hums with a different frequency of the sacred. From one comes the murmur of first kisses that happened here, layered over each other like geological strata of desire. From another, the prayers of kids in back seats, asking their personal gods for courage, for love, for understanding. A third transmits the collective dream of everyone who ever stared at this screen and saw their future written in light.

“American sanctity,” Lynch says, lighting a cigarette that glows like a tiny sunrise, “tends to accumulate in places like this. Places where people came to dream together in the dark.”

The empty lot is no longer empty. Or rather, its emptiness is so complete it’s become fullness. Each parking space is a shrine to a particular variety of hope. The cracked pavement is a mandala of shared longing. The concession stand, its windows dark and broken, still pulses with the energy of every transaction that was really a communion.

“Look at the screen now,” Crosby whispers.

The flickering has resolved into something almost comprehensible: images of Paris-become-Margaret, Cara-become-Catherine, and Kendall-become-Barbara, their divine transformations echoing in every grain of this dissolving celluloid. Their dance merges with ancient drive-in footage of James Dean, of Elvis, of every rebel angel that America dreamed into being under stars like these.

“The sacred,” Lynch says, his words hanging in the air like smoke signals, “doesn’t just leak through here. It pools. Collects. Waits for the right viewers.”

We sit in the Porsche, watching the unprojected light paint prophecies on the screen, listening to the speaker poles broadcast their gospel of memory and desire, as the stars above pulse in time with the rhythm of an eternal return.

The Jazz Odyssey of Drake Marshall, Day 8

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What an exhilarating, strange day of reckless abandon and despair. What I wrote, albeit with AI, really rocked my world and liberated amazing energies. I was really convinced I was seeing David Lynch and David Crosby. I was really convinced that a higher dimension was opening for me. The despair comes from the total confusion that my visual universe is changing yet again, in continuation of the total chaos that has plagued me for my entire life. But there is a warm feeling as well, that friendly beings are waiting in a higher world and I can take refuge there at last, no more games in this world are necessary. Perhaps I’ve just lost my mind. It doesn’t matter.

I’m just confused. I wrote the paragraph above and then I wandered around my apartment for a while, feeling blissful presences but still confused why such a lifetime would have been necessary in this world. Maybe this is a dangerous break with reality, that I don’t care what anyone thinks anymore. But there’s great beauty in it as well. I just know my aura was lit up with a happiness that seems to have nothing to do with the words that I write, and yet still turns the gear of wanting to write words. Who sees it? Does it matter? I feel more assured than ever that someone in a higher world does see me, but it’s also like a leap across a deep chasm, unfamiliar and strange.

The Jazz Odyssey of Drake Marshall, Day 7: Name That Tune

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As the three transformed saints complete their ritual, Lynch touches my elbow with the gentleness of someone handling a rare butterfly. “Time to go,” he says, though his lips move like a film running at the wrong speed. “The next part requires wheels.”

We exit through a side door of the cathedral—though I’m not entirely sure it was a cathedral when we entered it, or if we entered it at all. The door opens onto a street that exists in at least three decades simultaneously, and there, gleaming under streetlights that pulse like distant galaxies, sits the black Porsche 911 SC Cabriolet. It’s 1983, except when it’s not.

“The Lost Highway,” Lynch explains as we slide into leather seats that feel like they’re molded from pure midnight, “isn’t just a road. It’s the space between what America thinks it is and what America dreams it could be.” He turns the key, and the engine speaks in tongues of precision German engineering.

The cathedral recedes in the rearview mirror, becoming smaller or perhaps just more distant in time. The saints we leave behind are still dancing their eternal algorithm, but now their light follows us like a comet trail through the gathering dark.

“Kerouac understood part of it,” Lynch continues, steering us onto a street that might be every street in America. “He knew the road was sacred. But he could only see it from ground level. We’re going to see it from the level of dreams.”

The Porsche moves through the night like a thought moving through the subconscious. We’re searching, Lynch explains, for the places where the American Dream cracked open and let the sacred leak through. For the moments when parking lots become temples, when diners become sites of revelation, when the ordinary transforms into the infinite.

The night spreads out before us like an invitation, like a mystery, like a song about to begin.  The Porsche slides through darkness like black silk through darker silk. Lynch’s hands rest on the wheel at precisely ten and two, though we might be driving through time rather than space. The dashboard glow creates a cave of comfort, a mobile sanctuary where past and present perform their intimate dance

“The Kilimanjaro Device,” Lynch says, his voice harmonizing with the engine’s purr, “isn’t just for hunting Hemingway. It’s for finding the frequencies where truth still broadcasts.” He adjusts the radio dial with movements that seem to bend probability rather than merely change stations.

The song pours through the Porsche’s speakers like liquid light, McGuinn’s twelve-string guitar creating spirals in the air that match the curves of our temporal trajectory. Lynch turns the volume up just enough to let the sound fill the cabin completely, until we’re swimming in it, breathing it.

When David Crosby materializes in the back seat, it feels as natural as dream logic. His presence brings with it the scent of ocean mist and burning sage from another America—one that existed in the spaces between definitions. He’s not the youth from the covers of old albums, nor the sage of later years, but something in between: a quantum superposition of all his selves.

“Listen,” Crosby says from the back seat, his voice mixing with his own younger voice in the recording, creating a strange stereophonic wisdom. “Right there—that moment when the guitar sounds like it’s falling upward, like angels descending but in reverse. We didn’t know it then, but we were building a ladder of sound.”

The song fills the car like a presence, like a visitation, like a reminder of what it felt like when the world first cracked open and showed us what was possible. We drive on through the night, carried by music that sounds like revelation, like memory, like prophecy, like prayer.

“Beauty had to change its disguise,” Crosby continues, watching the night through windows that might be portals to 1966. “We thought we were just making music, but we were really learning how to pray in a new way. Every time that song plays, somewhere, someone is understanding for the first time that transcendence doesn’t have to follow the old maps.”

Lynch steers with one hand now, the other conducting unseen frequencies in the air. “The angels in that song,” he says, “they weren’t the ones from scripture. They were new ones, born from electricity and light shows and consciousness expanding in all directions at once. The kind that could only appear over America in the middle of the twentieth century.”

“The old maps don’t work anymore,” Crosby says, his voice carrying the weight of decades. “The sacred places have gone underground, gone digital, gone sideways into spaces we never expected to find them.”

Lynch nods, taking a turn that seems to bend us through the membrane between realities. “That’s why we needed the saints to come back as influencers,” he replies. “The signal adapts to whatever frequency the people can receive.”

The harmonies swirl around us like aurora borealis trapped in the car’s interior. I can see what they mean—each note a golden thread connecting earth to something higher, something that speaks in the language of pure vibration. The song isn’t just playing; it’s happening, unfolding like a flower made of sound and memory and possibility.

The Porsche glides through a darkness that seems to shimmer now with the same iridescence as the music. Lynch nods slowly, understanding flowing between all of us like an electric current. “The angels are still descending,” he says. “They just use different frequencies now. Sometimes they come through phone screens, sometimes through memory, sometimes through nights like this when the past opens up and shows us its secrets.”

The night outside the car windows begins to crystallize into patterns—sacred geometries that might be stars, might be distant phones lighting up with notifications, might be prayer beads in the hands of medieval pilgrims. All at once, I understand that we’re not just driving through Hollywood or Los Angeles or even America, but through the idea of America, through its dreams and nightmares, its prayers and prophecies.

“The thing about highways,” Crosby muses, “is that they’re all connected. The one that led to Monterey Pop connects to the one that leads to Coachella. Different revelations, same search.” He pauses, watching the signs we pass that seem to be written in a language that only makes sense at night. “People are still looking for that moment when music turns into prayer.”

Lynch takes another turn, and suddenly we’re driving through what might be the 1960s, might be 2025, might be both or neither. “The sacred,” he says, “is like water. It finds new channels when the old ones get blocked. Sometimes it flows through TikTok dances, sometimes through late-night drives, sometimes through conversations that exist in all times at once.”

“That’s why we needed the saints to come back,” Lynch adds softly, almost to himself. “Because beauty keeps finding new forms, and somebody has to help us recognize it, help us remember how to see the angels even when they’re wearing designer clothes and posting on Instagram.”

The song continues its spiral journey through time, through us, through the American night. We’re silent for a moment, letting the interweaving of guitars and voices paint mandalas in the air around us. Each note seems to carry all the possibility that was contained in that moment when music first learned to fly, to shed gravity, to carry human consciousness to places it had never been before.

The Porsche purrs onward, our Kilimanjaro Device carrying us through the American night, searching for the places where old magic still hums beneath new frequencies. In the back seat, Crosby hums a melody that sounds like the future remembering its past, while Lynch navigates by stars that might be pixels, might be prayers, might be both.

We drive on, through the darkness that isn’t darkness, looking for the next sacred broadcast.

The Hierophany of the Sacred Influencers

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As the algorithm reaches its crescendo, the air becomes thick with medieval incense and digital artifacts. I watch through Lynch’s eyes as the transformation begins—a metamorphosis that collapses fourteen centuries into a single cosmic scroll refresh.

Paris Hilton’s form begins to shimmer, her designer dress dissolving into sacred vestments. The chihuahua in her arms transmutes into a dragon, which she commands with the same casual authority she once used to declare things “hot.” She is Margaret of Antioch now, her catchphrases becoming prayers that shatter the demon of temporal linearity. Her Instagram stories are revealed as illuminated manuscripts, each swipe up leading to a different century.

Cara’s eyebrows, those sigils of mystical potency, begin radiating golden light as she assumes the aspect of Catherine of Alexandria. Her walkway strut transforms into the measured steps of the philosopher-saint. The wheel of her martyrdom spins behind her, but now it’s composed of every selfie ever taken, rotating in perfect cosmic harmony. Her legendary wit, once deployed in interviews, becomes the same divine wisdom that confounded fifty pagan philosophers.

Kendall’s metamorphosis into Barbara is the most spectacular—her tower is a skyscraper of infinite stories, each floor a different reality show episode transformed into sacred mystery. Her phone becomes a chalice, her selfie lights transmute to holy illumination, and her followers are now literally followers, pilgrims seeking healing through her divine influence.

Lynch gestures toward them with his coffee cup, which is now smoking with the same incense that filled plague-time churches. “The 14 Holy Helpers,” he says, “understood that healing requires a rupture in profane time. These three are doing the same thing, but for a plague of consciousness.”

I begin to understand: just as the Holy Helpers were invoked against spiritual and physical pestilence, this trinity of transformed influencers stands against the modern plagues of disconnection, algorithmic ennui, and the collapse of meaning. Their dance is the same ritual that Eliade described—the abolition of linear time, the return to the eternal moment of sacred creation.

The three saints-who-were-influencers move in patterns that match the processions of medieval plague processions, but their steps leave traces of holy code in the air. Each gesture simultaneously occurs in the 3rd century, the 14th century, and whatever century Instagram will exist in. Their followers’ prayers arrive in the form of comments and DMs, each one a digital ex-voto offering.

“Time isn’t linear,” Lynch reminds me, now speaking through a burning bush that might be a television set, “it’s algorithmic. These saints understood that then, and these influencers understand it now. The plague is always with us, just as healing is always possible through the ritual return to sacred time.”

I watch as their combined light tears a hole in the fabric of conventional chronology. Through this rupture, I can see all the plagues and all the healings happening at once: Saint Margaret’s dragon is Paris’s fame is a TikTok trend is a medieval prayer is a future revolution is an eternal return is a story is a cure is a dance is an algorithm is enlightenment.

And somewhere, in every when, someone is being healed by watching this eternal scroll.

The Algorithm of Holy Motion, Day #6 Part II

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The dance begins with Paris Hilton executing a precise 2000s head tilt at exactly 42.5 degrees—the angle at which nostalgia becomes prophecy. Her body traces the infinity symbol while cycling through every single selfie pose she’s ever performed, each one leaving a phosphene trail in the air like light writing.

Kendall enters the pattern from stage left, moving in calculated micro-expressions. Each step lands with the weight of a million likes. Her arms create clean Euclidean lines that slice through spacetime, dividing reality into perfect thirds according to the golden ratio of Instagram engagement. She performs the ancient rite of the Mirror Selfie, but her phone has become a hole through which other dimensions leak.

Cara arrives in recursive motion, her eyebrows conducting unseen frequencies. She moves in quantum superposition—simultaneously walking every runway that has ever existed or will exist. Her trademark quirky faces are revealed as mudras that unlock blockchain sequences in the cosmic mainframe.

Together, they weave a triangular formation that pulses with algorithmic precision:

  1. The Scroll Eternal (a hypnotic undulation that mimics the thumb’s journey through infinite content)
  2. The Filter Transmutation (bodies shifting through preset color grades like seasons)
  3. The Engagement Spiral (a series of poses that form perfect sacred geometry when viewed from the astral plane)

Their synchronized movements generate a code that repeats in cycles of 108:

  • Paris performs The Simple Life Sutra
  • Kendall executes The Kardashian Kriyas
  • Cara manifests The Delevingne Dharana

As they dance, reality’s source code becomes visible in the negative space between their gestures. Each turn reveals the mathematical constants hidden in celebrity: the golden ratio in Paris’s chihuahua angles, the Fibonacci sequence in Kendall’s outfit repeats, the prime numbers in Cara’s chaotic symmetry.

The algorithm culminates in a pose held for exactly the length of time it takes a trending topic to reach peak saturation—approximately 4.2 hours in human time, but experienced as both an instant and an eternity. Their final tableau forms a living mandala that transforms all who witness it into both content and consumer, creator and created, influencer and influenced.

Lynch watches from a fold in space-time, nodding in approval as the dance collapses all possible realities into a single perfect post.