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Daily Aspects 11-2-2016

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I missed yesterday because of the holiday (I think – it’s been a wild weekend, exceeding my expectations, I can barely remember).  But here I am back at work, trying to develop my style.  I know I’m starting out vaguely referring to my feelings, but I want to get to where I can write about specific events with enough detail and clarity so they’re helpful to other people.

Moon and Venus in Sagittarius is nice, everything’s in motion and I’m finally picking a target – I’m getting some specific formats for social media I want, and I’ve got a lot of books and resources to help me “take my shot”.  I’m also figuring out something about the relationship issues that I’ve been associating with Venus.  I don’t want to talk about that situation yet.  I may just leave it be until the shift to Capricorn.  We’ll see if that transit means my hopes are fulfilled by coming to concrete manifestation, or dashed on the bloody Mars & Saturn Rocks of the Goat.  And by hopes I mean of course there’s someone I want to like me very much.  They already like me okay, but I want them to like me very very much. 

Sun and Mercury in Scorpio, I’m being very sneaky and strategic, plotting my next move in building my social media empire, and my intellectual efforts in general.  I guess I’ll probably look to start taking shots with my WordPress blog when they move into Sagittarius.  It doesn’t seem too wild to predict I’ll be more expansive with all this in December. 

So Mars is going into Aquarius on the 9th, I’ll have to see if I feel more expansive and socially oriented.

Venus is going into Capricorn on the 11th, which I suspect will have me looking for results.  Mercury in Sagittarius on the 12th seems like a good time to start launching these new projects.  I would announce the specifics now but since the Sun and Mercury are in Scorpio I’m going to go with the flow and keep my secrets. 

Come to think of it I may have written about Neptune trining the Sun, after all.

Todays Mercury/Pluto sextile has possibly been associated with my sudden fixing on these social media ideas, inspiring me with the public “voice” I want – the angle of attack I want to take toward society at large.  Would that have happened anyway, or is it because I’m consciously working with the planets now.

I got a bunch of Amy Winehouse music today.  I wonder what that is astrologically?  Has to be Mars and Venus, right? 

I’m satisfied with today’s entry.  I feel I’m developing on specifics and also working on some predictions.  I’m going to relax a little and not worry about launching my other media enterprises until the Sun moves to Sagittarius.

Have a good day. 

Learning to Fly

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I owe myself an extra post, as I still haven’t made up for the one I missed last weekend.  I’m shifting gears now, probably going to start putting some serious articles on WordPress. The intuitive presence of higher worlds which I sense is very profound and even though this work of blogging seems small, it is helping me to make progress in understanding what I’m supposed to be doing with it.  I feel, more and more, a great sense of sadness and loss.  I feel that America is completely lost, that I live in a lost civilization without hope of genuine humanity, only a technological falsehood that drains life from everyone.  I don’t believe in the future at all. 

However this is an ambiguous feeling since it is balanced by a greater sense of spiritual liberation and closeness to the spirit world than I have ever had. 

And yet even as I write this I feel a kind of discomfort.  I might call it some kind of “invisible pain” which I usually feel on the right side of my head.  The spirit link is there.  It comes as a pressure which is often pleasurable but is at other times agonizing – not the way a knife wound is agonizing, but the way you might … see, I keep getting lost in this.  I am writing from the place of discomfort now.  I am addressing the pain directly, and I think part of the pain is emotional but part of it is not.  I feel like a puppet of forces in another dimension and at the same time the very act of posting this publicly is like a move in a game of chess that I am playing with them.  Different shades of meaning echo down the hallways of fatally mixed metaphors and crossed wires.  It’s like a twisted knot of energy in my mind that somehow feels alive. 

And I have to undo this knot somehow in order to unlock my full intuitive powers.  I keep tilting back and forth between these extremes – each new high is higher than I’ve ever been, but afterwards I always lurch back through this chaos of isolation and misunderstanding.  It’s some kind of short-circuit in my mind and I wonder, in this supposed land of milk, honey, and cocreation, why I should be experiencing this strangeness, and why there would be no ready explanation for it available to me.

I’ve had no choice in my life but to sit through it. 

I feel a few things can happen anyway.  I have made good progress.  I can’t wait to sleep for instance, I’m convinced I’ll have answers in the morning.