I’m glad it’s over.  It was a horrible place to be.  There was nothing in it I loved or even cared about.  I always thought I would have some experience that made it all make sense, and I did get more psychic, but it seems that all I did was become more and more aware of what a horrifying darkness this world is.  

Why did I come here?  Like so many others I wonder, am I being punished for something?  What would I be trying to learn here?