The Buffy Diaries 9-16-2017

10:50 PM 9/17/2017

Catching up with the narrative of my life, it’s been a wild weekend.  The more I experience, the less I have to talk about.  As usual, the Buffynicities are blending into a stream so there’s only one, relatively minor one:

Buffynicity #1:  On Thursday I posted my first picture to Renderosity.  There’s a woman in it with her ears showing through her hair.  On Saturday I was at an event sitting next to a woman whos hair was similar, except shorter.  Then tonight Cordelia showed up with a haircut just like the woman on Saturday.  Her ears weren’t showing, but it was the same length.  It’s the only one I could really think of outside the continuous flow of images I get now, which aren’t for public consumption.

As for transits:

The Moon sextiled the Sun, squared Jupiter, and trined Chiron.  Venus sextiled Jupiter.  I was having a great day, listening to Smashing Pumpkins, getting ready for a big event in the evening and also picking up a lot of items on Daz3D and Renderosity.  I joined Renderosity Prime and raked in the swag.  I also used some of my Platinum coupons on Daz3D.  It was a day of imagery and a sense that I could do anything.  It was also healing in the sense that I felt I was getting what I wanted out of life, finally able to get control of my own inner imagery.  That was the Jupiterian sense of order and expansiveness combined with Venusian imagery.  I even got some positive comments on my Renderosity profile, making me feel like I belonged there.

The Moon squared Uranus and entered Leo that evening as I was receiving a lot of psychic insight around the event, and also meeting a couple of people who are interested in my work as an intuitive.  There was a lot going on and now I have to think about what to write about it, but I saw more clearly than ever and the Uranus aspect was definitely validated.

Saturday Mercury conjuncted Mars and the Moon inconjuncted Neptune – I was out watching William Corgan perform a new single, seeing a rock star up close for the first time, and then at a magical ritual receiving a lot more.  The aspects were validated but I still have to think about what to write, if anything.

Today the Moon trined Saturn while I was meditating and I felt like I was getting answers.  The Moon sextiled Jupter while I was on the way to Highland Park to see William Corgan again.  It was very deep.  I got a lot of insight into all the daydreams about rock music I’ve had over the years.

Then I was at John’s cricle while the Moon inconjuncted Chiron, conjuncted Venus, and trined Uranus.  I was channeling very solidly, struggling to balance the forces of spirit versus my own personal resentment at how insane this process of learning to channel has been, but with a lot to look forward to after this intensely magical weekend.  I really got ahold of something this weekend and it’s going to build. 

It’s going to get even bigger tomorrow with the Moon conjuncting Mars and Mercury and opposing Neptune.  I feel like something totally insane is going to happen.  It may have something to do with making connections with the intuitives I met on Friday.  I know I’m ready to hang out my single now.  We’ll have to see what happens.  I’ll be listening to a lot of Smashing Pumpkins.