The Buffy Diaries 6-17-2018

11:23 PM 6/17/2018  I’ve been going through a very deep transformation, giving up a lot of focus on Saint Germain, doing more sex magic, and channeling Kara with a lot greater clarity than I ever hoped for.  I’m way behind on my astrological blogging but I don’t feel I’m going to give it up just yet.  

Leo Moon inconjuncted Capricorn Pluto at noon.  I was actually out shopping from the time I meditated this morning until that time, over at Jewel.  The transit was validated as my sex magic working, which started on Friday, was making me see everything differently.  I was getting a handle on the collective forces of Pluto in a whole new way and the inconjunct was like a bump in the road, a feeling of not belonging anywhere as the scenery changed dramatically.

Leo Moon just sextiled Gemini Sun and went VOC at 10:26.  I was finally making the changes to my bedroom that I’ve needed to for years, probably.  So the transit is validated as I am feeling sharper and more focused on magic than I ever have in my life.  I sold my Playstation 3 today – enough astral games.  I’m taking up Magic The Gathering with a vengeance at Grognard now and I’m so happy to have the shelf space free.  I spent all evening cleaning and moving things around, shortening up my altars and getting rid of things that have needed getting rid of for years.

But I’m VOC now as I begin to catch up with my blog.  I did take a nap this afternoon so I can probably afford an hour to do this, but I despair of ever catching up with that two-week gap.  

Friday the 15th Cancer Moon opposed Capricorn Pluto at 11:18.  I had a lot of work going on and I was getting it done but I felt very cold about it, like I was going nowhere in my life, just working at a nobody job with no future.  Transit validated by that.

Leo Venus trined Aries Chiron at 3:24 PM, and I was all caught up with work and looking forward to my weekend.  I had been dreading the drive all the way to Naperville for an event that didn’t really seem exciting, but the transit was validated that evening when my plans were canceled and I didn’t have to do anything but have fun.  Especially since that evening I wound up experiencing a very profound healing from a new direction in sex magic my life is taking.  My world is rocked.

Cancer Mercury was opposing Capricorn Saturn at 8:47 PM around the time I was unexpectedly communicating with the others involved in this magic and setting the whole thing up.  So the “opposition” was actually an exciting adventure, like a full Moon.  Transit validated.

Leo Moon was squaring Taurus Uranus at 4:45 AM as I was lying unexpectedly awake, feeling pretty amazing about the telepathic changes taking place. Transit validated. It was like I was awakened just to experience the transits because Leo Moon trined Aries Chiron at 6:01 AM and I was basking in the healing glow from the new development, and still awake at 7:14 AM when Leo Moon conjuncted Leo Venus.  Not to mention the group I joined was named after the “Morning Star”, which is Venus.  Transit validated.  

Leo Moon inconjuncted Saturn Taurus at 1:06 PM.  I was at the Art Institute and still having a little pain in my heel, so I had to head home.  But I was also thinking about the passage of time as I looked at the old paintings.  A minor transit somewhat validated.

I was back at home when Leo Moon opposed Aquarius Mars at 4:18 PM.  I think I was just getting home and I took a nap, but the collective energies were felt in the mental/Aquarian confusion I was having about being a part of this silly, stupid world where all these artists come to be influential and then civilization turns out to be a total dud anyway.  I don’t know what it means but my trip was certainly exciting, and represents and influx of mental energy, so the transit is validated.

Cancer Mercury inconjuncted Aquarius Mars at 8:03 PM.  I totally forget what I was doing, but I was definitely feeling inconjuncted with all the new energy coming in from the sex magic working, and my totally chaotic bedroom and my inability to get to work organizing things, which I am now overcoming at last.

Going further back, on Thursday the 14th, Leo Venus was squaring Taurus Uranus at 10:33 PM, right after I saw Caroline Myss at the Wilmette Theatre, and I must say that the transit was thoroughly validated by the unexpectedly grounding and focused spiritual presence I felt during that presentation.  I really walked out feeling like spirit forces had pulled me into one piece.

That’s enough for now, I think.  I’m going to try to get back to keeping this regularly.  It does seem that I’m entering a phase of getting rid of things I don’t need and streamlining my operation.  

Ha ha ha!  I just realized Neptune goes retrograde tomorrow.  This transit is already validated because just tonight, due to the sex working, I was looking up the “Royal Game of Ur”, the ancient Sumerian game I first played back on Prophet Drive in West Lafayette in the late 70s.  I was also reviewing the backstory of the “Ancient Kingdom” from my heptalogy.  This is going to be amazing.

Tomorrow the Moon trines Uranus and Saturn.  This is going to be very powerful and I am looking forward to a revelation from my angels.  

Furthermore, the actual retrograde is at 6:26 PM, half an hour before “Rio Bravo”, my favorite Western from childhood, starts at the Music Box Theatre.

Tuesday night Virgo Moon will oppose Pisces Neptune while I’m playing MTG at my first “draft” session of MTG at Grognard.

The Sun enters Cancer this week, and my parents are coming to visit this weekend.

Lots of good stuff and lots of images to put on the web coming up.