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The Buffy Diaries 12-10-2017 Part 2

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10:27 PM 12/10/2017  Powerful Venus tranits bring powerful visions – especially since Venus was transiting my natal Mars only a couple of weeks after I discovered that I have Mars and Antares conjunct.  Moon opposing Neptune during the meeting added to the power of it.  I wasn’t “spacey”, however.  I was very focused and in control. Everything went off like clockwork, and as a few of my helpers were on vacay, I actually did a bunch of the work myself, which made me feel more in control.  It was unusually relaxing as there was no ritual afterwards (for months I’ve had a ritual to attend right after IANDS, but not this time).  The Moon sextiling Jupiter gave added confidence.  It was as though my work has paid off and I am now integrating my spiritual visions into the revenue streams.  In the evening the approach to the Moon trining Pluto was an integrating factor, bringing me closer to the collective so that now as I am blogging I am actually aiming closer to the world, more ready for people to read what I write, more conversational.

This morning Venus squaring Neptune brought a really profound, specific experience of the psychic “cloud” of evil I’ve been involved with over the course of my life being somehow dissapated.  The spirit forces seem to have decided that I am done with them and so some chain is now broken. 

12:30 AM 12/11/2017  I’ve been drinking a little, but I took a nap this afternoon so I should be in pretty good shape for tomorrow.  But I’m going to catch up here.  Mercury squared Chiron and the Moon squared Mercury and opposed Chiron this afternoon, which was very appropriate as there is a major change taking place.  It’s taking place now as I’m writing and it boggles my mind.  The old drama is done.  I am trying to figure out a way to express it but I can’t come up with anything except to say that I feel the “masters” are getting closer.  Venus squaring Neptune definitely brought the overwhelmingly powerful visions I love, although I wouldn’t call them visions anymore, but sense experiences.  I just want to get this written so I can go to sleep.  My mind is like a train wreck.  Moon squaring Chiron and opposing Mercury brought spectacular results and an amazing sense of confidence and prosperity.  I’m definitely getting over things from the past.  The telepathic experience of detachment from the “dark cloud” of the evil people I’ve known was definitely related to these aspects.  I was working on some good 3d during these times, and then I took a nap during the Moon inconjunct Uranus, which may have been related to the light bulb in the basement being burnt out when I went to put in my laundry. 

I stayed up late tonight listening to music and assimilating all the crazy things that have happened, like Lucy being downstairs spending the night.  Moon squaring Saturn definitely brought a sense of being pressed for time.  I feel great tonight, and I don’t want to let it go.  I’m very excited for the week ahead.  My only concern is that get up in time for work, which is appropriate since the Moon has entered Libra.  So all is going according to plan, I guess.  And here I go again. 

It’s interesting that after rushing to chronicle five days of heavy aspects, there are only two tomorrow, and in the evening – Moon inconjunct Neptune and sextile Venus.  I should have some nice, gentle perceptions of higher worlds. 

The big news of course is my Ascendant conjunct Fomalhaut.  I’ve always been fascinated with that name, and now I’m off on a new adventure of discovering what this means.  Look out world. 

The Buffy Diaries 12-10-2017 Part 1

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8:48 PM 12/10/2017  It’s hard to believe it’s been five days since I wrote an entry.  I’m trying to keep up, but 3d is my new passion and it takes up all my free time.  I’ve finished the chapters on Posing and Props and now I’m getting into cameras. 

Around 7 o’clock tonight I felt a very powerful spirit presence.  I talked to it for several minutes and then I went to run.  When I got home I realize that my friend Lucy was spending the night here and the depth and power of this spirit presence was familiar from other times that I have done shamanic work with her.  I sat and talked to her for a while, immersing myself in this presence more deeply.  Now I’m trying to blog from within it, shifting the background of the psychic space to a more focused clarity.

I don’t know what this depth of trance means but I certainly want to carry it with me through the work week.  I forsee the possibility that I may clarify this presence enough to articulate it.

Even as I write now I’m having some kind of inner conversation about what this is supposed to mean. 

Tuesday night was my last astrology class.  Wednesday morning Mercury conjuncted Saturn and the Moon squared Uranus.  I wish I could remember what happened, but I do recall that I felt the Uranus transit was validated. 

Mercury sextiled Mars, the Moon inconjuncted Mercury, squared Mars, and inconjuncted Saturn before it entered Leo.  Then Mercury sextiled Saturn.  I recall that I was very excited, having chosen to get Janus 5, a powerful Astrology software.  I was thinking all about Antares and Fomalhaut.

I just looked up Fomalhaut and it turns out my Ascendant is 2 degrees 59 minutes Pisces.  That’s pretty close to Fomalhaut, which is fun.

I don’t remember too much about what happened during the day, but all the intense aspects did build up to that evening when a friend an I held the first meeting of our Shamanic Literary Society devoted to Edgar Allen Poe.  It was extremely intense and I feel I got very powerful results.  “The Masque of the Red Death” was our story.  I felt that I contacted the ghost realms very well and I got a lot of insights into what it might have been like to live in the 19th century.  I can’t wait for the next one. So even though I forgot what happened during the day all the transits of Mars, Saturn, and Mercury were validated in that evening’s entertainment.

Thursday I was working downtown.  Moon inconjuncted Neptune and squared Jupiter.  I was getting a lot done.  Once again I was too lazy to blog so I’ve forgotten the day but the transits were validate in the afternoon, when the Moon trined the Sun and I was picking up the books for IANDS – I felt a very stable double-awareness of the physical plane and the spirit world at the same time.  Even as I write this now I can feel “them” changing my understanding.  I was looking back over the years I’ve spent working with IANDS and it seemed quite an achievement. 

I’m thinking now about all the people I’ve met and all their different experiences of spirit, and how sad it is that this country has so many people having such chaotically disorganized experiences in the midst of this totalitarian hell of coproductive emptiness.  I guess spirits are helping me now with this specific unpleasant feeling of chaos that I get thinking about all the money changing hands, all the fringe culture on the edge of fascism that we endure, always seeking the next experience while spending most of our time and energy rationalizing a way of life that has gone tragically wrong, and doing backfill on the total lack of genuine leadership that we face every day.

The Moon inconjuncted Pluto that evening as I was working on the Poser Manual, getting through Poses and into Props.  Once again there was a Pluto transit on a day I worked downtown. 

Working on the Manual makes me feel in control and genuinely a part of the online 3D community.  That’s another Plutonian aspect for me – the collective energies of the imaginal underworld.

Friday was very happy.  I was making a lot of headway on the last heavy project of the year.  In the morning my work e-mail was down, which was very validating for the Moon trining Uranus.  But ultimately I got it back and got a lot done.  Things are looking good for the next week.  Another unexpected thing was 50 percent off Daz Platinum Plus memberships the week before my quarterly membership was to expire, so it made me very happy to lock that in for a year. 

Even as I write this I feel someone watching over me.  It’s very nice. 

The Moon trined Mercury and Saturn.  I was feeling very good about the upcoming weekend, and my impending holiday vacation as well.  Venus was conjuncting my natal Mars and Antares as well.  Considering how well the weekend has worked out, I must say my enthusiasm was validated.  A 3D version of the ancient Babylonian Ishtar Gate went on sale and I can’t wait to make something with it.

The news that my ascendant is within one degree of Fomalhaut is working on my subcionscious now.  I’ve always love the sound of that word.  Now I have an excuse to work with it magically.  This has been a big year for me, first discovering I have Juno and Pallas in the 9th house, and now the fixed stars conjuncting aspects in houses 1 and 9. 

The Sun sextiled Mars as I was picking up comics and models on Friday.  I was definitely feeling good on my way to a circle.  And it was very powerful.  I worked with two of my roommates for the first time.  As I write I can feel a shift in my approach to writing, there’s a presence hovering over me and I’m writing for that presence now instead of an imaginary nobody out there in the stratosphere.  I have to ask myself what I’m trying to achieve with this. 

I’m listening to “All Night Long” now.  The Moon entered Virgo while I was on the way home and I realize now that this was why this weekend felt so magical.  Moon in Virgo is often the most magical time of the month for me.

Mars entered Scorpio on Saturday, which is another big deal and reminds me why I need to keep this blog, to keep track of things like this.  Surely this transit has a lot to do with my daydreams of Antares, the “Heart of the Scorpion”.  I feel much more focused now, much more like I’m getting things done.

Moon squared Venus as I was on my way to IANDS, happy to be going through my familiar routine, and yet at the same time distant, wondering how much I belong there.

I’m going to post this now and then get my laundry from the basement, and work on part II.