The Buffy Diaries 7-18-2018

8:26 PM 7/17/2018  I had a Buffynicity yesterday that was very specific, but also sad:

Buffynicity #1:  I was looking on the AMC Theatres website for the first time in a few days and I saw there’s a new movie “McQueen” coming out about Alexander McQueen, and then within a few hours there was a news story all over the web about the death of Annabelle Nielson.  Even her Wikipedia entry was updated with it. She was a good friend of McQueen:

“He was my brother, my boyfriend, my soulmate. Most of the time people called me Mrs McQueen. Quite often we were sharing a bed,” Neilson, who was the last person to see the designer alive, told the Daily Mail in 2015.

Also the movie about Freddie Mercury of Queen is coming out this week, but that’s relatively minor.

The main thing is that I don’t think I’d ever heard of McQueen until yesterday, and then only because of this movie coming out on Friday, and then this news story hit within a couple of hours.

But there is some resonance in the two movies coming out close together, and now I’ll have to see them both.

10:29 PM 7/17/2018  I’m having an interesting evening when a lot of things are coming together.  The emotional focus I’ve been looking for in 3D is finally happening; inner planes of experience seem to be adjusting.  I’m having my usual experience of feeling overwhelmed by mental chaos, but I actually feel like I’m on the verge of finding the eye of the storm.

12:54 AM 7/18/2018  I’m too tired to go into detail but before I go to bed I want to note that the Lunar opposition with Chiron and the tribe with Mars are both validated by the profound experience I have had tonight of completion and fulfillment, and angelic contact.