Daily Archives: January 13, 2017

Captain’s Log Stardate 2017-1-13-2314

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Came home early tonight, breaking my habit of mall-walking.  I posted a porn story on Fetlife, and the next day I found out [Name Removed} has a story on the Amazon bestseller lists.  That called up a lot of politics and bullshit, reminding me of that fake piece of garbage K., and also that girl [Name Removed] from California.  It’s useful that it makes the dark echo in the inner planes that gives me boundaries.  So some magic, and some explanation for all the negative relationships can come down at last.  It’s a specific inner echo, it’s also related to that time I messaged L. from O.T.O.

Why would it be important to be among these people?  I don’t know, but tonight I have begun to see “Elizabeth”, based on that girl I knew in 1st grade, and also “Charlie”.  They are related to the Avengers Coven — Michelle Pfeiffer and Samuel L. Jackson.  It’s very grounding and makes me feel like I could get out of here.

Aspects 1-12-2017

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Interesting turbulence with the moon, it has just entered Leo, which should be cool, but it’s going to be inconjuncting Neptune, Venus, Pluto, and Mars between now an Saturday morning.  Those will be the only aspects, too.  So this is a time when I’m studying my Moon in its native Leo, reconciling its conflict with these other planets. 

It makes sense since (as I wrote before) I am at last working on writing stories with regularity.  I just posted the beginning of a serial on one of the other forums I’m on, and already I got some positive feedback.  I have stories to put here as well.  So I’m shifting my sense of who I am as I settle into the idea of writing regularly for the rest of my life. I am confident I’ll do it as two years ago I began working out and I have been doing so regularly, at least 5 times a week, since then.  This new habit feels just as regular.  I can do this writing thing now, I have the hang of it.  And I am bringing all the stories I’ve thought of over the years into print, so it’s a voyage through the past and a change in my sense of self.

I must say that Moon in Cancer was a wonderful thing for me.  It’s definitely one of the high points of my month, and also positive aspects with Neptune really make me happy.  Not to mention my lifelong fascination with Scorpio now makes sense as I integrate Mars-Sag with Neptune-Scorp in the 9th house through writing. 

That’s enough for now.  I’ll have to approach these inconjuncts thoughtfully and write about what I learned on Saturday, as I won’t be home tomorrow.