12:41 PM 10/8/2017  It’s hard to believe I’ve gone six days without a blog entry.  My mind has been on other things, mostly 3D rendering.  I did a good one this week.  And then yesterday I went to my alderman’s office to get a flu shot and of course I got sick and slept all night.  Tonight I’m going to Chi! Ka! Go! and now I’m working with my guides to understand what type of narrative I’m in.

As for Buffynicity, I’ve forgotten all but a minor one:

Buffynicity #1:  As I was leaving the toy store on Friday I saw a giant model of the head cockroach from “Ants”, a movie I enjoyed because the animators did a good job on his facial expressions.  I was thinking of buying him and then that night I went to run and then that night I went to run and watched this:

Cut to an alley. Three tough guys are lighting up cigarettes. The Three
come around a corner at a steady, deliberate pace. The men see them
coming and leave.

Cut to the Bronze. A cockroach is being chased along the floor.

Boy:  Get it! Go get it, right there!

Girl:  I got it!

She holds the roach up to the bartender and drops it into his jar.

Girl:  Free drink, please.

The bartender nods his head and goes to get the drink.

Willow:  Ah, the fumigation party.

Cut to Buffy and Willow sitting at a table.

Buffy:  Hmm?

Willow:  It’s an annual tradition. The closing of the Bronze for a few
days to nuke the cockroaches?

So that was cool because it was only about four hours between seeing the toy and watching the episode. (But I just remembered it was a grasshopper not a cockroach in that movie.  However it is Buffynicitous because I really did think it was a cockroach for two days until just now).

But I’m not going to bother with the rest, I’m just going to catch up on transits:

What really derailed me from keeping this blog was a very important meeting I had on Tuesday.  It changed the way I see the world and what I think I’m doing in it.  I had to make some adjustments.

So the Moon conjuncting Neptune, sextiling Pluto, and opposing Mars and Venus, as well as Venus trining Pluto, were all related to this earth-shattering afternoon I had getting all kinds of amazing information that is making me rethink who I am.

I was still reeling from this on Wednesday and I felt the Moon conjuncting with Chiron was related to the healing I was experiencing, reassessing my past life in light of these new energies I’m working with.  Moon inconjunct Jupiter brought a sense of optimism, with a new direction for the future.  The Moon entered Aries and I posted my second render on Renderosity, a picture of a charcter based on one of my angels.  The Sun inconjunct Neptune brought a pleasant sensation of accomplishment over being involved in the online 3D community and having more confidence in my intuition.

Thursday I was downtown again.  Moon opposing Mercury was all right although a delivery I’ve been trying to recieve for over a month was ultimately cancelled and will have to go through a different company.  It wasn’t too bad but there was a sense of ridiculous futility about it.  I was on my wat to lunch and feeling pretty good when Venus conjuncted Mars.  I don’t remember too much about it now but in general I’m gettting a better sense of focus on this world, and how to deal with clients.

Full Moon squaring Pluto I was still pondering all the insights into the collective that are coming this week, with the terrible shooting in Las Vegas and the death of Tom Petty, and an impending leap forward in my mediumship.  I have a sense that something is about to happen.

Friday was fun, with the Moon trining Saturn in the morning.  I felt pretty excited about the weekend, and about my next picture.  Venus inconjunct Neptune added to the excitement.  I’m having a lot of new perceptions that are making me a little uncomfortable, but very often the clouds break open and I can see my spiritual home much more clearly than ever before.  It’s as though I might almost be able to remember who I really am. 

The Moon inconjuncted the Sun as I was getting home and it brought a sense of happiness for the weekend ahead.

Yesterday I went to meditate and when I got home I was getting a lot of cleaning done, reorganizing my toy collection and displays, and then I noticed that the alderman was giving away free flu shots so I went down there and had some interesting psychic insights.  The Moon sextiled Neptune and I was having some good experiences, working on my heptalogy, but then unfortunately I drank a little alcohol and it didn’t work out well because the flu shot made me sick.  I had some fun, but then I wound up sleeping a lot.  I woke up this morning still a little under the weather as the Moon went VOC, but I’m much better now. 

The Moon is about to sextile Chiron and I definitely feel that this sickness has been a way to more rapidly assimilate all the new vibrations I’ve felt this week.  I feel like a different person.  I’m on my way down to Edgewater as the Sun approaches conjunction with Mercury, and then tonight I’ll be doing readings at CKG when the Moon enters Gemini.

All the Pluto aspects tomorrow make me think I’ll be getting a lot of information about my role in the collective tonight, which I’ll be processing tomorrow.  I’m looking forward to it.