10:02 PM 10/18/2017
I had a pretty good circle on Sunday and then Monday went fairly smooth as I assimilated all the crazy meetings that I had over the weekend. Moon trining Pluto was the only thing going on. I don’t remember much of it, and I was very lazy about blogging because I worked on 3D all evening. I was very excited and got a ton of good deals on Daz3D, a huge amount of stuff was being given away free. I’m enjoying my new hobby, and the feeling of constant companionship that comes from getting deals on Renderosity and Daz3D every day.
I’m not as focused on details as I used to be, now I feel more like writing about my feelings about Harvey Weinstein and things like that. Monday night I dropped off the IANDS books and went shopping, and also to the library.
The Pluto trine was also related to a phone call I got that night from a friend, inviting me to do readings at a party – more relatedness to the collective and the underworld.
Tuesday I woke up 45 minutes late, “coincidentally” right before the Moon inconjncted Uranus. I had to skip my shower and rush to beat a huge delivery at work which had been announced by surprise the night before. It took all day but ultimately it went fairly smooth, leaving me to contemplate the trend of the last couple of weeks, where people announce to me new things I have to do which I dread because they soundn complicated, but actually they turn out to be pretty easy.
Also Monday night I witnessed a car accident, the second in a week. Twice in the last 10 days a car directly in front of me has been sideswiped by another car trying to pull past.
So the Moon was conjuncting Mars as I rushed to work on Tuesday and I guess I was feeling a sense of independence from it, refusing to worry about what would happen when I got to work, and I was vindicated because it all worked out fine. Rushing as I did I was only 10 minutes late. Maybe the rushing was part of the conjunction. Certainly the Void of Course Moon all morning as I worked on this huge delivery, trying to straighten out surprise detail, was very appropriate, timed perfectly to end as the Moon entered Libra in the afternoon.
The Moon conjuncted Venus that evening as I was watching Blade Runner 2049, very appropriate because that movie rocked my world.
Buffynicity #1: On the way to see Blade Runner 2049 I stopped at Lenscrafters to pick up my new glasses. In the first scene of BR2049 a Nexus 8 replicant puts on a pair of eyeglasses.
Buffynicity #2: BR2049 is about revisiting suffering from old killings. Tonight I finished episode 1 of season 2 of Buffy TVS, in which Buffy revists old pain, goes back and destroys the skeleton of the master.
So there’s a nice, neat one right there.
I was actually a little freaked out by K’s imaginary girlfriend. She reminded me a little too much of my own, and also of all the 3d modelling I’ve been doing.
Buffynicity #3: A model horse figures prominently in BR2049 and on Monday night I was using the horse in Poser for the first time, to make a picture of a chariot.
The Sun inconjunct Chiron this morning was related to the powerful sensations I’m having around BR2049. The Chiron feeling of past feelings recurring being very strong. The Moon inonjunct Neptune was wild. I found some really powerful images on Renderosity to work with and there are some psychic forces being liberated by BR2049 that I’ll probably never tell anyone about.
I worked on an amazing picture tonight as the Moon squared Pluto. I’m doing a lot of magic, feeling very integrated. I’m working downtown tomorrow, as well.
Tomorrow Moon sextiling Saturn, inconjunct Chiron, I’m expecting good feelings in the morning, catching up down there. Sun and Moon will oppose Uranus right before the new Moon, I can hardly wait for my big surprise. I hope it doesn’t suck. I doubt it will. I’m feeling too good.
Especially since the Moon will enter Scorpio.
All in all I’m feeling very timeless. 3D modeling is tying up the psychic forces in my life very nicely. There’s a lot going on, but I don’t have much to say about it. I feel I’m being lifted to a new level of perception.
My main thing is going to be watching for the Uranus conjuncts tomorrow.