11:15 PM 12/18/2017  It’s been seven days since I made an entry.  It’s all the holiday sales on Renderoisty and Daz3D.  I’ve been poring over them and not wanting to bother to think about it.  But tonight I had a decent Buffynicity, and I really need to catch up anyway.  I’m getting very clear with the spirit world.  I have a strong feeling of impending revelation.  As usual, words fail me and I can’t do much but repeat these vague descriptions, but still the process works to advance my perceptions even if the visible result isn’t much.

I’m going to work backwards.

Buffynicity #1:  Tonight there was brief scene with a character who reminded me of someone I know.  I remembered that this person I know had recently made a very funny joke about his grandmother.  Then within seconds the character on the show made a joke and mentioned his grandmother.  This came so close together that I knew I had to record it even though I’ve stopped paying very close attention to Buffynicties recently.

As for transits, this morning the Moon conjunct Saturn was relatively pleasant as I was arriving at work, although I did feel a little pressue due to a big event scheduled this morning, it actually went quite smoothly.  The Moon entered Capricorn right afterward and I was very mellow, looking forward to my Xmas vacation starting on Friday, feeling like I have smooth sailing ahead for the week.

The day went by fast and as the Moon sextiled Mars in the evening I was relishing all the new 3d stuff I’m getting on sale and feeling very focused with regard to the spirit world.  Something’s over with, I guess.  I’m much more able to focus emotionally on my own inner states and I think I’m getting beter control.

Going back to Sunday, Moon conjunct Venus in the afternoon I was feeling pretty good about myself and not wanting to move.  Moon squaring Chiron and trining Uranus in the evening found me unexpectedly falling asleep and then waking up around 9 pm to lay awake for several hours in a pretty intense trance, feeling ready for the week ahead.  I realize now I stayed awake all through the New Moon so it was definitely a magical event even though I had not expected it. 

The Uranus and Chiron transits were also related to the fact that I got down to Edgewater late, around 5. Graham Crackers was closed but instead I found St. Ita’s open and I went in and sat through the Mass.  It was very healing and brought a deeper vision of spiritual presence.  I felt like a lot of mental conflict about who and where Jesus is was unexpectely healed.

Saturday the Moon squared Neptune in the evening.  John and Lyn were having a party and I was getting a lot of information (and food) from hanging around everybody, but ultimately I fell asleep early and woke up in the middle of the night.  I may have been awake for the Moon conjuncting Mercury, but certainly was during the approach as I felt extremely confident in who I was.

Friday the Moon trined Chiron in the morning, right before Mecury conjuncted Venus and the Moon inconjuncted Uranus.  It seems like it should have been a powerful morning but I don’t remember much.  I was getting caught up with the last of the major project that has been going on for two weeks.  There were some unexpectedly cool sales and the 3D sites, as I recall.  And I was feeling great about my life.  In the evening the Moon entered Sagittarius. I was feeling  

6:13 AM 12/19/2017  I fell asleep and now I’m leaving for work, but I wanted to get this online because it’s like some kind of magical breaking of a barrier.  I’ll catch up further tonight.