10:16 PM 12/27/2017
Buffynicity #1: I think it was pretty major. Recently I bought a 3d scene on Content Paradise of a room with a magical pentagram on the floor. Then just last night I bought another room on Renderosity which also has a pentagram on the floor. Then this afternoon I bought a “Firefly Independents flag”, which has a black five-pointed star on it. Then tonight I decided to start skipping around with Buffy, since I only have 8 days of ATT Fullscreen left, and I chose the episode where they go to a college Halloween party. I had forgotten until I saw it again that there is a demon that’s been summoned when a student draws a pentagram on the floor, so that was an extremely cool magical happening.
8:17 PM 12/28/2017
Buffynicity #2: I had been looking earlier that day at my Pinterest feed for the first time in weeks, and I saw a picture of Laurel and Hardy, although the actors were out of character. Then that night they mentioned Laurel and Hardy in the episode.
Right now I need to go run, but I’m in the midst of the darkness. The darkness is becoming solid, which I’ve hoped for for a very long time.
10:18 PM 12/28/2017
Buffynicity #3: Last night when I went to run the counter attendant was wearing a novelty cap with two horns like a Viking helmet. Since time is running out for Fullscreen I decided to skip ahead to season 5 and picked the episode where Anya and Willow summon a troll. I had totally forgotten that he wears a viking helmet with horns on it. So that was another very good one.
It was so fun watching that show for almost a year.
I’m feeling very fuzzy now, about to run off to King Spa. I’ve forgotten so much of what’s happened in the last couple of weeks. It’s very frustrating and I realize now I’m going to have to keep track of transits minute by minute again. I know that on Wednesday the 20th the Moon sextiled Chiron and squared Uranus in the morning and one of my co-workers came to me to solve a problem that turned out to be a misunderstanding. The timing was so close to the transits that it was obviously linked and I made a note of it, but not detailed enough to remember now. Still, it was validating.
However this is the first time I have to admit that I just don’t remember anything meaningful about most of the rest of the week. I have to take a different approach to this now.
On Friday I do remember an amazing dream circle though, Mercury went direct and the Moon sextiled Uranus just as I got a letter about some serious financial karma and half a dozen really important people came to the dream circle. It was kicking off my vacation and all these amazing relationships and invitations rained down on me, showing that all the good and bad karma of my life is interwoven and finally coming to some kind of coherence or conclusion.
I don’t remember much about Saturday. Sunday I was at Kingspa. Moon conjunct Neptune was appropriate. Square Mercury, trine Jupiter, sextile Pluto, I felt like a complete success. Venus followed Taurus into Capricorn as I was leaving. I’m much more able to focus on my own life. There is much more going on as I write these things now, although it may seem there is less. I believe this is an important step toward deeper channeling.
I don’t remember much about Christmas. It all went great and Tuesday and Wednesday were also pretty smooth. I was focusing on all the amazing 3D stuff I’m getting, and also an invitation to play D&D in the upcoming year. Also a friend has some major conjuncts with Antares in her chart and I expect big revelations when I meet with her on Sunday.
On Wednesday the Moon conjuncted Uranus about an hour before I got off work and that was validated when a huge project we had suddenly go hit with went awry and I had to scramble at the last minute to straighten it out. It all worked out but it was definitely a major unexpected event I found out about right at the time of the transit.
The Mars trine Neptune was exceptionally powerful as my vacation began. I knew I was getting what I wanted and I knew that an era of seraching was ending, that forces are circling around me now and bringing life to a focal point.
Yesterday I received a lot and now as I write I can see that my perspective on what I receive is changing. I’m not being so vague about it all. I’m not emotionally involved with the story of the world “out there”. I’m gaining control and presence.
Now that I think of it, on Wednesday I had my first totally clear image of what Kara does. Until now she’s been the least vivid of my guides but that’s because I wasn’t ready for the power of her intelligence. This is what I’ll be working on today at King Spa.
The other image I got yesterday was of how pathetically unimportant my experience of Morton, Illinois in the 80s was in the cosmic scheme of things – especially how trivial the popular music I loved was.
I dithered around this morning, not getting much done. Now I find that the Moon trined Pluto just now and is VOC until 11:31 tonight. What an interesting day to be at King Spa! Nothing but the Moon sextiling Chiron to look forward to.
As repetitive as this blog as been, I can see that over the last year it has been instrumental in changing my relationship to time. I’m still working to balance the two modes – blogging transits versus doing 3D.
I’m also getting a handle on a specific karmic issue that haunts me in my dream states – Justice versus Darkness. I want to be a white knight but I have to accept the dark reality of something I’m not sure of. Lots of revelations are still to come I’m sure.