10:22 PM 5/9/2018  Sunday night went very well, as I officially assisted John for the first time.  I was aware of being observed from a higher world.  

Monday evening 4:58 Gemini Venus squared Pisces Neptune.  All morning I was feeling out of sorts, not functioning at all.  It’s been a week of tension as I struggle to work while feeling very dramatic emanations.  However Aquarius Moon trined Gemini Venus at 6:25 PM as I got home and I felt more in control.  I went to work out for the first time in months.  I didn’t run, just did a muscel workout, but after all that’s better for weight loss anyway.  My workout was right around the time the Aquarius Moon squared Taurus Sun – validating gregarious Aquarius, I was back in the public flow, focusing on concrete, Taurean developments.  As Aquarius Moon squared Scorpio Jupiter at 11:11 PM I was developing some good 3D imagery, getting more of the strategic/Scorpio control I want of the subconscious imagery in my images.  Transit validated.

Tuesday the 8th, Aquarius Moon sextiled Aries Mercury and I was looking on the web and happened to see an article about  Damaris Alexandra Reyes Rivas, the murdered gang member.  I felt very certain that I was in telepathic contact with her ghost, and validating the Aries/Aquarius transit I felt I could have a role in the world, among people, initiating the kind of spirit communication that such a horrifying murder demands.  I thought about it for quite a while.

7:39 PM Taurus Sun opposing Scorpio Jupiter.  I was playing MTG at GG with a friend (I’m using code names now, going back and forth across the line between public and private).  I was losing a lot but having a lot of fun.  My friend’s car had broken down.  I discovered quite a bit about dealing with peoples’ mental bodies but I also felt intimidated because I lost so much and I wondered what I shoudl act like.  I was also flashing back on a lot of adolescent male-bonding issues and memories of the old friend I’d talked to a few days before.  I’m still getting a ton of information about the past related to that.  But the Sun-Jupiter opposition was definitely validated in my sense of loss and discomfort, even though I was discovering quite a bit and ultimately it was a positive learning experience.

Jupiter oppositions usually suck for me.  I’ll have to work on them to improve them the way I have Lunar transits of Capricorn.

Aquarius Moon sextiled Aries Uranus at 9:29 PM.  I was sitting in a parking lot where I’d had my second Buffynicity in a while.

Buffynicity #1:  On the way to GG I stopped at McDonald’s.  Then when I got to GG, my friend called and said his car had broken down so I had to drive all the way back to the very same McDonald’s to pick him up.  This brought him that much closer into the loop of my life.  Furthermore, at the theater by this McDonald’s the marquee indicated that they would be showing “Goldfinger” the next night.  Only a day or two earlier I was thinking in detail about the plot for a revamped version of “Goldfinger” which I have made up, so that was a very definite emergence from the dreamworld.  It’s nice to start having Buffynicities again.

The Uranus transit was validated as I had an unexpectedly powerful experience of channeling and telepathy with my friend, and also many revelations about the flow of time and the origin of relationships in a higher plane.

The Moon entered Pisces at 10:11 PM and I was on my way home, processing the amazing transformations I’d experienced that night, feeling very vindicated in the magical search of my life.

Today Gemini Venus inconjuncted Scorpio Jupiter at 1:36 PM.  I had been struggling to concentrate all day, but I was making some headway.  I could feel someone in a higher world observing me.  At the same time I felt more fed up with this world than ever.  I was getting work done but feeling totally disappointed with every aspect of life in these United States, especially the entertainment business.  But my telepathy was increasing, so it was an unpleasant day but only in a minor way.

Buffynicity #2:  I thought all day about going to see Goldfinger, but ultimately decided not to.  Coincidentally, I got a call that I would have to pick up the books for Chicago IANDS tonight instead of tomorrow, something that would have been impossible if I’d gone to the movie.

This call came about an hour after Pisces Moon sextiled Taurus Saturn at 3:22 PM – validating the transit with a definite time-pressure issue as I wound up working about a half hour later than expected anyway.

Tomorrow the expected Pluto transit (because I’m working downtown) is at 3:13 PM.  I’ll be waking up as the Pisces Moon conjuncts Pisces Neptune at 5:27 AM – I wonder what kind of dreams I’ll have.

10:45 PM 5/9/2018  This is such a boring, stupid world.