12:35 PM 5/13/2018  I had an interesting dream this morning that included someone in my meditation group and since I attended that I’ve been having an overwhelmingly powerful experience of energy and light flooding my mind.  

5-10-2018 0527 Pisces Moon conjuncted Pisces Neptune as I woke up feeling pretty good.  I lay awake in bed for a while savoring the dream of life before I headed downtown.  Pisces Moon was trining Scorpio Jupiter as I was tying up loose ends and feeling very in control as I’d discovered a new way to use OneNote to keep track of e-mails and feeling better at managing than ever before.  Lately I’ve been focusing on reducing information to usable streams and overcoming the tendency to wander through a wilderness of possibilities.  I was at lunch when Pisces Moon squared Gemini Venus.  I was feeling a little dislocated from life as I’d forgotten my phone charger so I couldn’t listen to any music.  But on the whole I was feeling like it was an enjoyable day.

1:08 PM 5/13/2018  I had this sudden impulse to go into another room and at that moment the phone rang.  It was a wrong number.  The other person had been given my number falsely or by accident.  I can feel higher forces moving around as I write this, changing the meaning of a lot of my experiences.  I’m having certain daydreams which I’ve had repeatedly over the last few years and they seem to be healing or closing in some way.  

Pisces moon sextiled Taurus Sun at 12:58, right at the end of a big meeting.  There was another meeting scheduled for 2 PM and I tried to use the “power of intention” or whatever you want to call it to make it go well.  I was nervous but I focused on postive outcomes and in the end the meeting didn’t go as badly as I’d feared it would, even if there was some more work to do, so I suppose the sextile with the Sun was validated as a minor demonstration of a kind power.

Pisces Moon sextiled Capricorn Pluto at 3:13 PM.  The transit was validated as once again I was working downtown on a day Pluto made a transit.  Also the added work resulting from the meeting was related to the difficulty of Capricorn.  

1:56 PM 5/13/2018  I’m having amazing energetic experiences today, and some of the developments in relationships that have happened over the weekend are helping me to make subtle distinctions between inside and outside so hopefully I’ll know what to do with all these perceptions in the future.

Friday 5-11-2018 Moon entered Aries at 7:40 AM, and my focus returned.  I was able to deal with the problems that mounted up over the previous couple of days, and they worked out easier than expected.  I was actually cruising through a lot of it.  Aries moon conjuncted Aries Chiron at 9:52 AM.  I just had an insight as I wrote this that following these transits over and over will give me a 360-degree vision of how the forces are angling through this world.   Although the Chiron transit was validated as things were working out exceptionally smoothly and the troubles I’d had the day before seemed to completely vanish, it wasn’t as dramatic as such transits were last year when I was listening to the Buffy soundtrack all the time.

As I was writing that I had a microburst of visual information about perspectives on my Buffy watching, but I don’t know how to decipher it.  

The Sun in Taurus sextiled Capricorn Pluto at 6:10 PM.  I was getting ready for a night out at the movies, picking up a Mother’s day card and getting a haircut, very collective activities that validated the transit, especially since the movie that night was a Plutonian voyage into the underworld and death called “Mod Fuck Explosion”.

Aries Moon squared Capricorn Saturn at 11:35 PM.  The transit was validated as I was generally worried about whether I’d be able to stay up that night, having been awake since 5:30 that morning.  However I did survive and we got to the theater a few minutes after the transit.  There were other factors in the evening that also validated the transit, as the conversation that night was all about limitations experienced concerning the collective, as we had each tried to express our individuality and been thwarted in various ways by the stupidity and shallowness of the world we live in – which made the themes of “Mod Fuck Explosion” especially relevant.

Gemini Venus inconjuncted Capricorn Pluto at 12:05 AM, just as the movie started and the extravagantly fake style of the film certainly validated the transit, also the ironic comment on how vulgar and stupid the world is related directly to the Gemini element.  

2:12 PM 5/13/2018 As I’m writing this I’m feeling the center I need for my own feelings coming into focus.

Saturday 5/12/2018 Aries Mercury squared Mars Capricorn at 8:30 AM as I was leaving to go meditate.  I’m not sure I remember what was going on except I think I felt the square in the uncomfortable rush for time as I had to move a lot of the Chicago IANDS books and do some errands, and I was also pissed off that I’d gained weight from the night before.  I’d only had a few hours of sleep and I wasn’t going to get any more.  More dramatic energy changes are happening as I write this.

“Mod Fuck Explosion” was a bit of a revelation; I was very impressed with the film and I think it liberated some Mercurial and Martian energies of protest that I was feeling the next morning with the transit.  I was uncomfortable with the pressures of making it through the day, certainly.

But the meditation went well, and so did the Chicago IANDS meeting.  As I’m writing this I’m getting what I’ve wished for for a very long time, a more unified sense of “who I want to be”.  I know this blog is the instrument of the unification of these various facets of my spiritual experience.  

Aries Moon inconjuncted Scorpio Jupiter at 4:02 PM.  I was relaxing, having made it through the stressful day successfully.  I even managed a short nap before the meeting ended at 5 PM, so I felt the energies of the transit as a flicker or a brief wave that was not unpleasant, although I still felt the press of events.  The speaker was very powerful and I got quite a bit of insight.

I slept through the other transits.

Mercury entered Taurus this morning at 7:40 AM.  I had an interesting dream of being at work, surrounded by a lot of people who were very grounding – a Taurean dream, if you will.  The transit was validated in a new sense of seriousness and concreteness I have toward the spiritual groups I belong to.  Things are getting sorted out in a very definite way.  

Aries Moon squared Capricorn Mars at 11:31.  I was feeling some incredibly intense energies that were blissful but made it impossible to make decisions or get anything done.  The transit was definitely validated by the intensity of this psychic experience and I’ll have to look closer to see if these energies are specifically related to Mars, and possibly Kara, and what I might do with them.

Aries Moon conjuncted Aries Uranus at 1:05 and this transmission was continuing, unexpectedly lifting me out of so many conflicts of my past and showing me the souls of the people I know in a very new way, including much more information about higher structures.  The transit is definitely validated by the unexpected power of this transmission and the increased sense of accomplishment, like I might actually get something done here. Some huge section of my life is totally over and I’m very grateful as the people I’ve known in this life were just awful garbage.  Good riddance!  And I hate all this cocreative crap I’ve had to put up with from these silly half-ass cheerleaders.

The Moon entered Taurus at 1:15 and I began to be able to function better, assimilating the wild energies of Aries Moon and calming down enough to work.  Looking back I see that I started trying to write just before the Uranus conjunction but kept getting sidetracked by the psychic intensity of the transmission.  A lot happened but now I feel a bit more on track.

The Taurus Moon conjuncted Taurus Mercury at 1:57 and I note that it was a few minutes later, at 2:12 pm, that I wrote that I was starting to be able to feel a center to my feelings after a very wild few hours of being blasted with light from a higher dimension.    

6:34 PM 5/13/2018  I’m getting some good traction with – and I stopped there.