8:12 PM 11/5/2017

Holy crap, I haven’t written the Buffy Diaries in ten days!  I’ve been having extraordinary experiences, and also I’ve been spending the rest of my time in the increasingly fascinating world of 3D illustration.  But I hadn’t realized I haven’t been keeping track of what’s going on – especially through my Halloweeen vacation, which exceeded expectations in every way.

So first I’m going to try to catch up with transits:

10-26 –  The Moon conjuncted Pluto in the morning, so once again Pluto was active on a day I was working downtown.  All went smoothly as the day progressed.  The Sun conjuncted Jupiter in the afternoon and I was feeling enthusiastic about Halloween and my upcoming vacation.  I was expecting to do readings at a party on Friday night and contemplating my role in the grand scheme of things as an intuitive.  The Moon sextiled Chiron that night, but I don’t remember much about it except that I was getting ready for a very big weekend – the fact that so much would fall together on my vacation only emphasizing the synchronous nature of it.  I was so excited that I wound up staying awake until the early morning, even though I was expecting to have to stay up until 2 am the next night.

10-27  Moon entered Aquarius, getting me past rotten old Capricorn just in time.  I was mostly brooding about the logistics of the evening, getting together with a friend I haven’t seen in a long time, making it to the Chicago Theatre and then to this unknown location to do readings until 2 am, which I was dreading since I wound up staying awake late the night before.  I was actually kind of dreading being involved with a huge crowd of people I’d never met, getting involved with advertising and politics and stuff like that.

But the Moon trined Mars and squared Jupiter in the afternoon, and I was out of work and ready for my Halloween vacation.  I made it home as the Moon squared the Sun but then I got a text that the reading event was cancelled.  My friend and I were both actually relieved not to have to deal with the stress of it. 

The show was amazing.  I was in deep spirit contact the whole time.  Things are coming together for me on an intuitive level.  This is the fourth time I’ve seen Tori, and I am still congratulating myself for making it happen successfully after months of planning and wondering when to buy tickets. 

After the show Venus squared Pluto and Mercury sextiled Pluto, and I was definitely feeling the effects on my relationship to the collective of earth, and also the world of entertainment.  I’m much more confident now and everything is simpler.  I stayed up all night drinking and slept in the next day.

10-27  In the afternoon I went down to Edgewater to get my Halloween comics.  The Moon trined Venus and squared Mercury the next night as I was participating in a ritual.  Once again I got good spirit contact.  My whole approach to writing about spirit contact is changing now because of the depth of these experiences.  I can see this world more from the outside and I don’t resent so much the impossiblity of decribing what’s going on.  I feel more a part of the energy and less an observer.

I stayed up late again and slept until afternoon.  The Moon entered Pisces in the evening as I was at John’s circle, seeing some old friends, getting some pretty amazing contact.  I met a new person who I had a really interesting conversation with. 

As I write I’m feeling more like I actually belong in my own life, which I’ve never felt before in this world.  Somehow the energy of my subtle experiences is finding it’s own completeness. 

10-30  Mondy I spent at King Spa.  I was awake in the morning when the Moon trined the Sun, but I got caught up in Poser and so I didn’t leave for the spa until after ten, which amazed me.  I think about 3D all the time and it only gets more powerful.

The spa was an awesome experience.  Every time I go it gets deeper for me, grounds me more completely.  Another great conicidence was that I looked for two weeks for a Groupon to get in cheaply and couldn’t find one, but then on Sunday one came up for 24 hours only and so I got one just in the nick of time.  Then they posted another so I already have my Groupon for Thanksgiving vacation.

The Moon conjuncted Neptune in the afternoon which was just perfect and I got everything I wanted out of it.  Now at least when I feel frustrated that I can’t describe what’s happening to me, I at least have specific things I can’t say.  For instance I’m getting deeper insight into certain psychic experiences I’ve had in some relationships that later turned out badly.  It’s like I can see the inner chess board better.  It’s disappointing though because it shows more and more that this physical plane just isn’t that great and isn’t going to turn out to be anything like I expected … or maybe not, there are spirits watching me write this, encouraging me that things can work out after all.

Anyway I got home and worked on more 3D.

I’m going to post this and then get on to the next days but I must say all this work over the last week is helping to heal my relationship with the past and the steady stream of images which has bothered me for years.  I feel more present in the world.

8:14 PM 10/22/2017

Buffynicity #1:  Just a minor one tonight, last night I was at a performance and one of the women made a particular pouty face that was very sexy.  I paid attention to it because it was so unlike the way she usually looks.  Tonight Buffy made a similar face in one scene.

Other than that there wasn’t much.  It was fun to see the first appearance of Spike again.  I remember back last February or March when I first watched it that I was thinking about doing “Buffy Mash-ups”, editing some video together to certain songs.  But I find that Buffy is not readily available on Youtube or anything, so it would take some work to get the scenes into usable form.  Instead I am now into 3D. 

I’m making headway with the Poser manual.  I’m starting on the section about managing files, which is good because I’m picking up a ton of cool stuff super cheap. 

I feel like getting more personal with my blog now.  For instance, I love Sarah Michelle Gellar and I have this fantasy that she and I are both from the same planet.  Maybe we were friends in another lifetime (sigh).

8:54 PM 10/22/2017 I just read the latest Cable and Doctor Strange. 

As for transits, Friday my boss laid an extra project on us an hour before I was off work which precipitated a new level of psychic involvement there – I had to think about some different issues around relationships at work.  The Moon trined Neptune while I was staying a little late to get things done and I was seeing politics in a very different way.  But then I had a nice evening, picking up a Green Lantern statue and coming home to work on 3D.  My heptalogy is getting super cool, and I’m actually writing stuff on the next scene.  I can see it pretty clearly.  After years I know how it begins and I’ve got a few lines.

I stayed up late drinking and listening to music.  I got that when my main character gets drunk he listens to “Night Train” by Guns ‘n’ Roses, and his girlfriend listens to “Round and Round” by Ratt.

I slept in the next morning and then worked on some more 3D and then I went to a cool burlesque show.  I was wondering if I really needed to see it, thinking I should possibly just stay at home and get things done, but I wound up having a very deep psychic experience.

I stayed up late again feeling really good.  Lately my weekends are getting better and better.  I’m finally getting ahold of that feeling of freedom, alchemizing it so I always have it on tap.  The Moon trining Chiron and inconjuncting Uranus were related to the unexpected healing I got from watching this show. 

So I slept in again and didn’t really get moving until Mars entered Libra, which is an interesting change to study.  The Sun is on its way into Scorpio now.  I went to Edgewater and stopped and sat in a church for an hour or so, feeling very much closer to Jesus since I venrated the relics of Padre Pio a couple of weeks ago.  Life is making a lot more sense, even though the darkness of the people I’ve known has been very disappointing.

Tomorrow the Moon squares Neptune in the morning and Venus inconjuncts Neptune in the afternoon, so I’m expecting a lot of great telepathy.  I feel a new sense of dedication to be in control at work and learn to express my true self.

This weekend I’m taking my usual Halloween vacation.  I’m going to see Tori Amos, do readings at a big party, attend a ritual, and then see the Bodines again.  On Monday I’ll probably go to King Spa and then on Haloween I’ll be doing some deep stuff.

Venus will be squaring Pluto and Mars will be sextiling it right after the Tori show.  So it looks like I’ll be tuning into those energies at the party I’m doing readings at later that night. 

No really specactular aspects after that it seems, except the Moon will be conjuncting Chiron on Halloween.

All in all I feel the spirit world all around me in a much more relevant way than ever before.  The pieces are falling into place.