8:12 PM 11/5/2017
Holy crap, I haven’t written the Buffy Diaries in ten days! I’ve been having extraordinary experiences, and also I’ve been spending the rest of my time in the increasingly fascinating world of 3D illustration. But I hadn’t realized I haven’t been keeping track of what’s going on – especially through my Halloweeen vacation, which exceeded expectations in every way.
So first I’m going to try to catch up with transits:
10-26 – The Moon conjuncted Pluto in the morning, so once again Pluto was active on a day I was working downtown. All went smoothly as the day progressed. The Sun conjuncted Jupiter in the afternoon and I was feeling enthusiastic about Halloween and my upcoming vacation. I was expecting to do readings at a party on Friday night and contemplating my role in the grand scheme of things as an intuitive. The Moon sextiled Chiron that night, but I don’t remember much about it except that I was getting ready for a very big weekend – the fact that so much would fall together on my vacation only emphasizing the synchronous nature of it. I was so excited that I wound up staying awake until the early morning, even though I was expecting to have to stay up until 2 am the next night.
10-27 Moon entered Aquarius, getting me past rotten old Capricorn just in time. I was mostly brooding about the logistics of the evening, getting together with a friend I haven’t seen in a long time, making it to the Chicago Theatre and then to this unknown location to do readings until 2 am, which I was dreading since I wound up staying awake late the night before. I was actually kind of dreading being involved with a huge crowd of people I’d never met, getting involved with advertising and politics and stuff like that.
But the Moon trined Mars and squared Jupiter in the afternoon, and I was out of work and ready for my Halloween vacation. I made it home as the Moon squared the Sun but then I got a text that the reading event was cancelled. My friend and I were both actually relieved not to have to deal with the stress of it.
The show was amazing. I was in deep spirit contact the whole time. Things are coming together for me on an intuitive level. This is the fourth time I’ve seen Tori, and I am still congratulating myself for making it happen successfully after months of planning and wondering when to buy tickets.
After the show Venus squared Pluto and Mercury sextiled Pluto, and I was definitely feeling the effects on my relationship to the collective of earth, and also the world of entertainment. I’m much more confident now and everything is simpler. I stayed up all night drinking and slept in the next day.
10-27 In the afternoon I went down to Edgewater to get my Halloween comics. The Moon trined Venus and squared Mercury the next night as I was participating in a ritual. Once again I got good spirit contact. My whole approach to writing about spirit contact is changing now because of the depth of these experiences. I can see this world more from the outside and I don’t resent so much the impossiblity of decribing what’s going on. I feel more a part of the energy and less an observer.
I stayed up late again and slept until afternoon. The Moon entered Pisces in the evening as I was at John’s circle, seeing some old friends, getting some pretty amazing contact. I met a new person who I had a really interesting conversation with.
As I write I’m feeling more like I actually belong in my own life, which I’ve never felt before in this world. Somehow the energy of my subtle experiences is finding it’s own completeness.
10-30 Mondy I spent at King Spa. I was awake in the morning when the Moon trined the Sun, but I got caught up in Poser and so I didn’t leave for the spa until after ten, which amazed me. I think about 3D all the time and it only gets more powerful.
The spa was an awesome experience. Every time I go it gets deeper for me, grounds me more completely. Another great conicidence was that I looked for two weeks for a Groupon to get in cheaply and couldn’t find one, but then on Sunday one came up for 24 hours only and so I got one just in the nick of time. Then they posted another so I already have my Groupon for Thanksgiving vacation.
The Moon conjuncted Neptune in the afternoon which was just perfect and I got everything I wanted out of it. Now at least when I feel frustrated that I can’t describe what’s happening to me, I at least have specific things I can’t say. For instance I’m getting deeper insight into certain psychic experiences I’ve had in some relationships that later turned out badly. It’s like I can see the inner chess board better. It’s disappointing though because it shows more and more that this physical plane just isn’t that great and isn’t going to turn out to be anything like I expected … or maybe not, there are spirits watching me write this, encouraging me that things can work out after all.
Anyway I got home and worked on more 3D.
I’m going to post this and then get on to the next days but I must say all this work over the last week is helping to heal my relationship with the past and the steady stream of images which has bothered me for years. I feel more present in the world.