11:11 PM 11/9/2017  I’m trying to make myself get back to blogging daily but I’m still obsessed with 3D.  I’m doing some amazing stuff, learning to work the software with greater precision.  I’m making a lot of magical images that are changing the way I see the world. 

I’ve got too much going on to go into depth about Buffynicities, but I did have a few:

Buffynicity #1:  Today I was listening to “Dark Sky” by Four Star Mary for the first time in months, and tonight’s episode was Valentine’s day when Oz is on stage with Dingoes Ate My Baby, who are really Four Star Mary, as they played “Pain”.

Buffynicity #2:  Possibly the most precise Buffynicity of the day, today I went on a nostalgia trip and listened to “Night Fever” by the Bee Gees, and then in tonight’s episode Xander was getting mobbed by girls to the sound of another slow 70s disco song, “Got the Love” by The Average White Band. As I write I remember I had a Buffynicity around the word “funky” a few days ago.

Buffynicity #3:  Tonight’s episode was about Valentine’s day and just today I bought a 3D character of a girl who has a heart tattooed on her chest.

Buffynicity #4:  I’ve been planning for a couple of days to buy a 3D character of Hecate on Saturday, and tonight Amy mentioned Hecate, which isn’t too unusual for a show like Buffy, but still I have been thinking of her. +

As for transits:  Moon trined Jupiter on Tuesday afternoon, we were having a big assessment at work with bigshots looking at all our paperwork but I felt I dealt with it well and things were turning out to be pretty easy.  Also I was feeling very happy to be running a financial surplus this week.  The Moon squared Mars that night and basically I was just working away at 3D, getting control of the dreamworld that I seem to live in.  Kara was coming through very powerfully.

Yesterday the Moon trined the Sun in the morning and I was feeling very productive, delegating tasks and taking care of business.  I took on a massive project by myself but I was able to listen to my iPod quite a bit so it was entertaining.  The Moon opposed Pluto later in the morning and I really felt it, really felt totally withrdawn from the world around me and on my way to a better place with the angels.  Then much to my surprise my boss cancelled the project I’d spent all day on, which made me relieved because it put me ahead of the curve on all the tasks I’ve got to do for the assessment, and also made me feel the general trend of my life right now is taking it easy and not having to stress so hard.

The rest of the day drifted toward the Moon trining Chiron in the evening, which I think had to do with some amazing breakthroughs I had with Poser, learning some tricks about the library that allowed me to generate a ton of amazing scenes very quickly.  My excitement level about 3D is only increasing.  I stayed up too late while the Moon inconjuncted Saturn, working on 3D when I should have been sleeping and dithering about taking advantage of a coupon on Renderosity.  Ultimately I did and I’m glad because I have some more amazing stuff to work with.

I think that the Moon squaring Uranus at that time also had something to do with a ghost I was seeing who seems to be assisting me.  His name is Simon and then tonight I had to write to another person named Simon.

In general I’m starting to feel like I understand where I fit in in this world.

The Sun was sextiling Pluto when I woke up this morning and I was feeling very happy as I was working downtown and so I could take it easy because I was riding the train.  Once again a significant Pluto transit on a day I’m working downtown – pretty amazing consistency.

The Moon entered Leo and I felt great, really in control and ahead of the game, where I stayed all day.  I was getting a rush of images and insights all morning and I think it was associated with the Moon squaring Venus.  I did feel it peak right at the transit.

The Moon was trining Mercury as I was out running errands.  I was picking up the books for the IANDS meeting this Saturday and congratulating me at how far I’ve come in the time I’ve been volunteering there.  Even with all the craziness I’ve been through, I’m still making progress.

When the Moon was squaring Jupiter I was knocking myself out with how awesome I am with Poser.  I’m really making images that impress me now, and I also took time to install DSON so I can get Daz stuff in Poser and expand my vocabulary.  I’ve got a bunch of amazing outfits for Victoria and Michael, and I’m getting a bunch of themes established.

Mars inconjuncted Neptune during this time and it felt really good, like I’m getting control of my own mind and life.  Even now I’m writing this more directly to the spirit world than I am to the human race at large on the physical plane.  This process has been successful even though it might not seem like I say much.

Not too much in the way of aspects tomorrow. I’m not going to bother to think about it too much.  I’m going to bed now, but I do intend to focus on tearing myself away from 3D enough to blog every day again.  I think I’ve been changed and now I’m learning to apply a new awareness to the old form.