Monthly Archives: October 2017

The Buffy Diaries 10-25-2017

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10:25 PM 10/25/2017

I’m blogging for the second night in a row, unusual.  Even though I thought about working on Poser all day, as soon as I got home I started reading comic books.

Buffynicity #1:  I was reading comic books in reverse order, just picking them up off my backlog pile, and I realized that this is actually a cool way to do it, reassembling the story in my mind backwards.  I plan to do more of it.  Then in tonight’s first episode I realize that Ethan has a figure of Janus, the two-faced, and Janus’s first face goes forward and the other goes back in time.  That’s why January is his namesake. 

So that was an interesting shift.

Buffynicity #2:  Again referring to the fact that I did nothing but read comics tonight, this conversation from the second episode:

Buffy:  So. What’d you do last night?

Angel:  Nothin’.

Buffy:  Nothing at all. You ceased to exist?

Angel:  No, I mean I stayed in, read.

So that’s pretty awesome.

No aspects during the day.  I caught up on a lot of work and felt very happy with my contact with Kara.  This evening the Moon was sextiling Neptune while I was unexpectedly totally absorbed in my comic book collection, feeling very happy to have discovered the technique of reading issues backwards in time. 

I’m still looking forward to my Halloween vacation and doing readings this weekend.  I’ll also be seeing the Bodines again. 

Nothing more to report right now.

The Buffy Diaries 10-24-2017 (part 2)

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10:11 PM 10/24/2017

This is part 2 because of yesterday’s typo.

It’s been so long since I’ve been in the daily swing of Buffynicity that I barely even noticed that I had four of them tonight – and really significant ones, too.

Buffynicity #1:  Today I was looking at a figure on Renderosity, a girl with leopard spots for Victoria 4.

https://www.renderosity.com/mod/bcs/?ViewProduct=106355

Then tonight Cordelia was dressed as a big cat girl for Halloween.  This was especially significant because Kara is making a major appearance today, which I’ll write about in a moment.

Buffynicity #2:  On the way to the health club I ran into an old friend I haven’t seen in months.  We talked as we walked all the way down the sidewalk together.  He is a channel as well.  Tonight I watched the Halloween episode in which Ethan, Rupert’s old friend and fellow magician, is reintroduced to the show.

Buffynicity #3:  Today I was looking up the feast day of Saint Bartholomew, which is August 24th, and noticing that that day is usually around the time of the Wizard World comicon, which I attend every year.  Then tonight in the first episode I watched, the frat episode, they were talking about making a human sacrifice on the 10th day of the 10th month – so there’s another example of checking for “feast days”.

Buffynicity #4:  A telepathic Buffynicity, I was actually thinking about human sacrifice right before I went to watch the episode, although that might not be such a surprise since I watched the first part of it last night and I knew what was coming.

Buffynicity #5:  A rock solid Buffynicity!  Tonight just for the hell of it I sat down and read 4 or 5 comics – Black Bolt, Cable, and a few others.  I was really stacking them up, taking them off the backlog pile until an “Army at War” comic was on top, which starred Seargeant Rock.  Then tonight (I was totally not expecting this) in the Halloween episode, Xander becomes a soldier when he wears an ensorcelled Halloween costume.  This experience stays with him through the entire series, and I bought this particular comic back during my last viewing of Buffy, when Anya and Xander mentioned Sergeant Rock on the show.  I remember that Sunday I was in Edgewater and there was some kind of Buffynicity around me acquiring this, which I blogged about although I’m not going to look it up now.

Buffynicity #6:  I’m not sure how perfect the timing is, but in fact, Halloween is coming up next week so even though it’s still a week a way, it is a bit Buffynicitous for the Halloween episode to come up now.

Buffynicity #7:  Now that I think of it, just yesterday I was posting that I had a daydream that Sarah Michelle Gellar was like my old friend from another planet, and then I had the Buffynicity of her looking like an alien on Twitter, and tonight Giles’ old friend Ethan shows up again.  Not Earth-shattering, I know, but possibly signficant.

I also had some synchronicities in the comics I read, but I didn’t bother to remember them.

Finally, the big bonus synchronicity, yesterday I noted that today the Moon is entering Capricorn, which usually brings money hassles, often with my car, and there is also a major Moon/Uranus tranit so I was expecting the unexpected.  This morning, right as unexpectedly expected, there was a light on my dashboard.  I spent several minutes dreading expensive car problems, but then looked it up to find it was just the low tire pressure light, coming on because it’s been so cold and wet the last couple of days here at the change to winter weather.

So that was a major validation!

So as I said I was having my surprise with the low-tire-pressure light around the time the Moon conjuncted Saturn this morning, feeling a little pressured for a few minutes but ultimately feeling vindicated that my predictions about the Uranus transit came true.

Then the Moon squared Chiron and Mercury trined Neptune and I was feeling pretty focused, getting a lot of work done and feeling in control. I was thinking a lot about the upcoming party I’m going to read at on Friday, and (unusual for a Chiron transit) not listening to music but instead focusing on Kara.  The Mercury/Neptune transit was especially powerful as Kara has “broken through” to me as never before.  I finally feel like I’m more “over there” in her world with her than here in this physical plane.  This was also related to the trine with Uranus, as I have been focusing a lot on my other angels recently and now here she is blasting away, taking me to a whole new level of spirit contact right on time for Halloween weekend.

Then the Moon was VOC all afternoon.  I caught up on a bunch of work and then tonight I messed around, instead of working on 3D I caught up on comic books.  The Moon entered Capricorn and I wound up having the most Buffynicities I’ve had in weeks as Kara continued to blaze through into this world for me and the Moon squared Mars.  My predictions were accurate and this was an unexpectely powerful day.

Looks like nothing going on tomorrow until the Moon sextiles Neptune and Mercury in the evening.  I’ll be stopping at the library, which is very Mercurial, and I expect to continue with Kara at this new level.  Mostly though I just want to muddle through the Capricorn Moon getting work done.

The Buffy Diaries 10-24-2017

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Oops I posted the wrong date, but I’m too tired to change it and 10-24 is only 45 minutes away, anyway.

11:04 PM 10/23/2017

The show wasn’t very Buffynicitous tonight, however I did get kind of a cool one anyway.

Buffynicity #1:  Last night I posted this:

I feel like getting more personal with my blog now.  For instance, I love Sarah Michelle Gellar and I have this fantasy that she and I are both from the same planet.  Maybe we were friends in another lifetime (sigh).

I was having this daydream that Sarah and I are both aliens from another world.  Then today she was in the news:

http://www.etonline.com/sarah-michelle-gellar-goes-full-unicorn-mermaid-showgirl-insane-halloween-makeup-pics-89689

Looking like an alien.  Even before this article came out I had seen her Tweet of the pic in the article and replied to it.  However I didn’t really realize that it was a Buffynicity until I saw the news article.  So that was really cool

As for transits, I had a couple of Neptune things today and as I expected I got a lot of psi awareness.  I also caught up a bunch at work and I’m gearing up for my big Halloween vacation.

Capricorn Moon is traditionally a downer for me.  I’m trying to stay postive – I’m hoping the Moon trining Uranus brings unexpectedly good news.  Capricorn Moons have been getting better for me steadily since my car accident months ago (he said hopefully).  Moon squaring Chiron and Mercury trining Neptune will probably bring some kind of psychic release.  VOC all afternoon after that, I’m just going to try not to worry, ride my little dream.

Moon in Capricorn and squaring Mars tomorrow night.  I guess I’ll have some momentum, anyway.  On the bright side Capricorn Moon will be over by the weekend.

As much of a downer as it might be, it will be interesting to see what I can predict from the aspects.

So I’m expecting the unexpected tomorrow – I was vindicated last week and it really wasn’t that unpleasant.  So I’m determined to beat Capricorn this month and that Buffynicity was very cool.  I would post a link to my actual tweet but I’m too lazy and I’m going to bed, having read all of Chapter 8 in the Poser guide tonight, I am finally into posing itself and raring to go tomorrow. 

The Buffy Diaries 10-22-2017

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8:14 PM 10/22/2017

Buffynicity #1:  Just a minor one tonight, last night I was at a performance and one of the women made a particular pouty face that was very sexy.  I paid attention to it because it was so unlike the way she usually looks.  Tonight Buffy made a similar face in one scene.

Other than that there wasn’t much.  It was fun to see the first appearance of Spike again.  I remember back last February or March when I first watched it that I was thinking about doing “Buffy Mash-ups”, editing some video together to certain songs.  But I find that Buffy is not readily available on Youtube or anything, so it would take some work to get the scenes into usable form.  Instead I am now into 3D. 

I’m making headway with the Poser manual.  I’m starting on the section about managing files, which is good because I’m picking up a ton of cool stuff super cheap. 

I feel like getting more personal with my blog now.  For instance, I love Sarah Michelle Gellar and I have this fantasy that she and I are both from the same planet.  Maybe we were friends in another lifetime (sigh).

8:54 PM 10/22/2017 I just read the latest Cable and Doctor Strange. 

As for transits, Friday my boss laid an extra project on us an hour before I was off work which precipitated a new level of psychic involvement there – I had to think about some different issues around relationships at work.  The Moon trined Neptune while I was staying a little late to get things done and I was seeing politics in a very different way.  But then I had a nice evening, picking up a Green Lantern statue and coming home to work on 3D.  My heptalogy is getting super cool, and I’m actually writing stuff on the next scene.  I can see it pretty clearly.  After years I know how it begins and I’ve got a few lines.

I stayed up late drinking and listening to music.  I got that when my main character gets drunk he listens to “Night Train” by Guns ‘n’ Roses, and his girlfriend listens to “Round and Round” by Ratt.

I slept in the next morning and then worked on some more 3D and then I went to a cool burlesque show.  I was wondering if I really needed to see it, thinking I should possibly just stay at home and get things done, but I wound up having a very deep psychic experience.

I stayed up late again feeling really good.  Lately my weekends are getting better and better.  I’m finally getting ahold of that feeling of freedom, alchemizing it so I always have it on tap.  The Moon trining Chiron and inconjuncting Uranus were related to the unexpected healing I got from watching this show. 

So I slept in again and didn’t really get moving until Mars entered Libra, which is an interesting change to study.  The Sun is on its way into Scorpio now.  I went to Edgewater and stopped and sat in a church for an hour or so, feeling very much closer to Jesus since I venrated the relics of Padre Pio a couple of weeks ago.  Life is making a lot more sense, even though the darkness of the people I’ve known has been very disappointing.

Tomorrow the Moon squares Neptune in the morning and Venus inconjuncts Neptune in the afternoon, so I’m expecting a lot of great telepathy.  I feel a new sense of dedication to be in control at work and learn to express my true self.

This weekend I’m taking my usual Halloween vacation.  I’m going to see Tori Amos, do readings at a big party, attend a ritual, and then see the Bodines again.  On Monday I’ll probably go to King Spa and then on Haloween I’ll be doing some deep stuff.

Venus will be squaring Pluto and Mars will be sextiling it right after the Tori show.  So it looks like I’ll be tuning into those energies at the party I’m doing readings at later that night. 

No really specactular aspects after that it seems, except the Moon will be conjuncting Chiron on Halloween.

All in all I feel the spirit world all around me in a much more relevant way than ever before.  The pieces are falling into place.

The Buffy Diaries 10-19-2017

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10:15 PM 10/19/2017

One vague Buffynicity tonight and one crystal clear one.

Buffynicity #1:  Jenny Calendar and Rupert Giles were talking about their second date tonight.

Jenny:  It’s okay. Although a good rule of thumb for a first date is
don’t do anything so exciting that it’ll be hard to top on the second
date.

Giles:  Believe it or not, since I’ve moved here to live on top of the
Hellmouth, the events of this evening actually qualify as a slow night.
(pauses and considers) Did you just say ‘second date’?

On Monday night I was talking to a girl I’m going to a concert with, we have plans to go somewhere else after and she said we were going on “two dates” that night.

Buffynicit #2:  Very specific indeed, this afternoon at work I was talking to a project manager who was looking for a delivery.  Our computer system said the “required date” was November 17.  Then tonight Chris’s mother was talking about her other son:

Mrs. Epps:  Westbury game. November 17, ’95. Daryl rushed 185 yards that
night. Four TD’s. He was MVP, and he made All-City that season.

That is so specific it’s funny.  It’s nice to have a super-clear one once in a while.  I still feel guilty that I’ve tapered off in recording them, but 3D is taking up all my free time.

Another amazing specificity was the Uranus aspects – Uranus opposing both Sun and Moon right before the New Moon.  Yesterday I wrote that I was “expecting the unexpected” today, and I certainly got it.

As it turned out this morning I had a dream about a co-worker.  He was saying something really interesting to me that I’m not going to write about, but that made me feel extremely magical.  Then when I got downtown he was there.  He’s not supposed to be there, you see, he works at my regular site, but today he and one of the managers were there and we worked together all day.  So not only was this the unexpected event that validated the Uranus transit, it was also related to a precognitive dream.

Otherwise, I was getting to work around the time the Moon sextiled Saturn, discovering I was going to have unexpected company all day.  Another odd thing I discovered, possibly related to Saturn, was that my phone and tablet hadn’t charged overnight.  I hadn’t plugged them in right, I guess.  So once again I was pressed for time, in the sense that if I needed either I wouldn’t have long to use them, and also having the worry that somehow my chargers were broken.  Ultimately I did in fact run my tablet all the way down today.

But I was feeling good as the Moon inconjunct with Chiron approached, catching up on a lot of work, and feeling very psychic because of the validation of the Uranus transit.

The Moon went void of course in the afternoon and I was feeling very out of sorts.  One project didn’t go as well as expected and took up a lot of my time so I didn’t get everything done I needed.

Then I came home and looked at sales on 3D objects.  I found some amazing stuff.  I “cast” a lot of the major roles in my heptalogy.  In other words I found 3D “actors” or “figures” to use in my illustrations, although I can’t afford to buy them all this week, at least I know what everybody looks like now.

I also swept the floor, very VOC.  Then the Moon entered Scorpio and I had some cool surprises regarding my next 3D illustration.  Then I went to run and had that cool specific Synchronicity. 

Not much going on tomorrow.  The Moon trines Neptune.  I might go see Blade Runner 2049 again, or not.  I’m looking forward to some deep spirit contact though. I finally feel like I’m getting the answers I want.

The Buffy Diaries 10-18-2017

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10:02 PM 10/18/2017

I had a pretty good circle on Sunday and then Monday went fairly smooth as I assimilated all the crazy meetings that I had over the weekend.  Moon trining Pluto was the only thing going on.  I don’t remember much of it, and I was very lazy about blogging because I worked on 3D all evening.  I was very excited and got a ton of good deals on Daz3D, a huge amount of stuff was being given away free.  I’m enjoying my new hobby, and the feeling of constant companionship that comes from getting deals on Renderosity and Daz3D every day. 

I’m not as focused on details as I used to be, now I feel more like writing about my feelings about Harvey Weinstein and things like that.  Monday night I dropped off the IANDS books and went shopping, and also to the library. 

The Pluto trine was also related to a phone call I got that night from a friend, inviting me to do readings at a party – more relatedness to the collective and the underworld.

Tuesday I woke up 45 minutes late, “coincidentally” right before the Moon inconjncted Uranus.  I had to skip my shower and rush to beat a huge delivery at work which had been announced by surprise the night before.  It took all day but ultimately it went fairly smooth, leaving me to contemplate the trend of the last couple of weeks, where people announce to me new things I have to do which I dread because they soundn complicated, but actually they turn out to be pretty easy. 

Also Monday night I witnessed a car accident, the second in a week.  Twice in the last 10 days a car directly in front of me has been sideswiped by another car trying to pull past. 

So the Moon was conjuncting Mars as I rushed to work on Tuesday and I guess I was feeling a sense of independence from it, refusing to worry about what would happen when I got to work, and I was vindicated because it all worked out fine.  Rushing as I did I was only 10 minutes late.  Maybe the rushing was part of the conjunction.  Certainly the Void of Course Moon all morning as I worked on this huge delivery, trying to straighten out surprise detail, was very appropriate, timed perfectly to end as the Moon entered Libra in the afternoon.

The Moon conjuncted Venus that evening as I was watching Blade Runner 2049, very appropriate because that movie rocked my world.

Buffynicity #1:  On the way to see Blade Runner 2049 I stopped at Lenscrafters to pick up my new glasses.  In the first scene of BR2049 a Nexus 8 replicant puts on a pair of eyeglasses. 

Buffynicity #2:  BR2049 is about revisiting suffering from old killings.  Tonight I finished episode 1 of season 2 of Buffy TVS, in which Buffy revists old pain, goes back and destroys the skeleton of the master.

So there’s a nice, neat one right there.

I was actually a little freaked out by K’s imaginary girlfriend.  She reminded me a little too much of my own, and also of all the 3d modelling I’ve been doing.

Buffynicity #3:  A model horse figures prominently in BR2049 and on Monday night I was using the horse in Poser for the first time, to make a picture of a chariot.

The Sun inconjunct Chiron this morning was related to the powerful sensations I’m having around BR2049.  The Chiron feeling of past feelings recurring being very strong.  The Moon inonjunct Neptune was wild.  I found some really powerful images on Renderosity to work with and there are some psychic forces being liberated by BR2049 that I’ll probably never tell anyone about.

I worked on an amazing picture tonight as the Moon squared Pluto.  I’m doing a lot of magic, feeling very integrated.  I’m working downtown tomorrow, as well.

Tomorrow Moon sextiling Saturn, inconjunct Chiron, I’m expecting good feelings in the morning, catching up down there.  Sun and Moon will oppose Uranus right before the new Moon, I can hardly wait for my big surprise.  I hope it doesn’t suck.  I doubt it will.  I’m feeling too good.

Especially since the Moon will enter Scorpio. 

All in all I’m feeling very timeless.  3D modeling is tying up the psychic forces in my life very nicely.  There’s a lot going on, but I don’t have much to say about it.  I feel I’m being lifted to a new level of perception.

My main thing is going to be watching for the Uranus conjuncts tomorrow.

The Buffy Diaries 10-15-2017

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10:06 PM 10/15/2017  No Buffynicities this weekend because I didn’t watch Buffy that much.  I’m trying to remember if there were synchronicities.  There were some amazing things that happened when I saw Concetta Bertoldi at the Wilmette Theater on Friday.

There weren’t too many transits on Friday, which went by pretty smooth.  As I said, Concetta Bertoldi produced some amazing information on Friday night and that had some resonance with the Moon inconjunct Neptune, I’m sure.  I felt very validated.

I was up late that night and then the next morning I skipped meditation and working out and just went to Chicago IANDS.  The meeting went very well and I got lots of insights.  I moved to a much clearer energy state and now I’m trying to process what it means.  Moon sextiled the Sun toward the end and people were paying attention to me and thanking me for my work, so I felt very validated. Then the Moon trined Saturn after the meeting and that was cool, I was rushing to get in some workout time after the meeting and I did manage to watch a bit of Buffy, but I don’t remember any specific Buffynicities.

I stayed up all night, cleaning and working on 3D, drinking a little and trying to assimilate the new energies I’m sensing.  I’m finally getting that context in the world that I want.  Moon inconjunct Chiron brought a good feeling of healing and putting broken pieces back together.  I was listening to “Bitter Pill” by Billy Idol and feeling very taken care of by my guardian angels.

The Moon sextiled Mercury and trined Uranus before going VOC and I felt spectacularly strange and wound up unexpectedly staying awake all night, too inspired and confident in my spirit contact to go to bed or worry about the future.

Mercury opposed Uranus during this time and looking back I can see how this related to the wild, exhilarating feeling that kept me awake all night.  I literally wound up staying awake through the whole void-of-course, falling asleep around the time the Moon entered Virgo.  That is extremely validating, to realize how spot-on the timing of that was.

So I was asleep when Mars opposed Chiron and the Moon sextiled Jupiter but I suppose I was feeling some of it approaching during the night.  I am having awesome psychic states but they are confused with anger –  I still resent how totally weird my life has been.  But I can feel the issues resolving so I can’t complain too much, except it continues to be an uncomfortable pressure in my mind.

I was awake in the afternoon and did my usual rounds, gaining telepathic insights so real I’m not sure that I need to blog about them anymore.  And no more aspects for the rest of the night.

The Moon is trining Pluto tomorrow.  I imagine I’ll be having some integration of all the amazing things I experienced this weekend.  I feel very calm and confident, like I’ve finally got the end of this journey in sight. 

The Buffy Diaries 10-12-2017

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10:40 PM 10/12/2017

I lost a good Buffynicity this week.  I wrote it down and then I forgot it.  Or maybe I posted it and forgot.  It was about Nazis.

Buffynicity #1 Redux:  I was reading a news article about Nazis being pissed off at the new Wolfenstein video game, and then that night they mentioned Nazis on the episode.

I think that was it, but I also remembered a much more serious synchronicity.  Saturday morning I had a dream about a sick cat.  It was coughing and very sad.  Then I woke up and a couple of hours later I discovered that they were giving free flu shots at my alderman’s office.  I went and got one and then got sick.  So it was a kind of precognitive dream.

I don’t remember any other Buffynicities.  I’m getting extremely lazy about them and spending all my time thinking about 3D.  My telepathy is getting much better.

I’ve also been thinking a lot about Harvey Weinstein.  His destruction will be a good thing for Earth civilization.  I’m feeling my intuition gradually aligning and I’m thinking more and more about including public affairs in my blog again as I make the transition to doing readings.

As for transits, Sun conjunct Mercury led to a lot of amazing readings at CKG that night.  Moon inconjunct Jupiter brought some decent money with it.  Moon entering Gemini was unusually postitive although I also felt a little numb from the new location and the crowd.  Still, it was an extremely good night and I felt very confident afterward that I can do readings well.

So all the Pluto and Neptune transits on Monday, Mercury and the Sun squaring Pluto, the Moon iconjncting it and also squaring Neptune and trining the Sun, all related to positive momentum and vision relative to the collective existence of the world and the forces of death – I can see things, people believe me, I might be ready to expand my practice to the public.  A lot to think about.

Jupiter entered Scorpio on Tuesday, and that makes me think about getting paid and also generally focusing on justice now.  I’m fed up with normos and I want to get things done.

I felt overworked and stressed all day, as I have big plans all week and there were also some projects that I got assigned that were stressful. 

The Moon squared Mars, Venus, and Chiron, and opposed Saturn.  Everything was all messed up and I just dreaded the whole week coming up.  I still felt under the weather so I went in late to work, feeling like I don’t belong anywhere and the world and not caring if I ever do.  I was also worried I would have to squeeze in a trip to the theater to see Blade Runner, considering it hasn’t done well at the box office.  But fortunately it will run in IMAX through next week and then I cancelled the plans I had for that night, so I was able to mellow out and work on some more 3D.

Venus opposing Chiron was good as I cleared out the stressful plans and suddenly just decided to go home and mess around with 3D, which I did.  I brooded a lot about Harvey Weinstein.  The Moon sextiled Uranus before it entered Cancer, making for an unexpectedly mellow evening when I felt I was beginning to catch up with myself.  I just got fed up with being “out there” in the world and went to sleep early.

Yesterday Mars squared Saturn and I felt pretty in charge.  I found some great new stuff for my 3D work.

I haven’t mentioned this before, but this weekend I started reading the Poser user guide and figuring out what all the knobs and buttons actually do.  It won’t be long before I have some idea of what’s going on.

The day went by pretty fast.  I thought a lot about all the events I have coming up this week.  I left early so I could get home and work out before going to play MTG at a friend’s house.  Venus inconjuncted Uranus as I got home unexpectedly early, looking forward to an evening of Magic and mystery.  The Moon trined Neptune right before and I did indeed have a lot of psi experiences interweaving the magic in the game with the relationships with the spirits who watched us play.  There were good synchronicities during play that we could trace.

Today I had a little trouble with jobs getting delayed and messed up, which validates the Moon square Mercury and inconjunct with Saturn.  But ultimately it worked out and I felt good swinging into a weekend of psychic events.  The Moon sextiling Venus and trining Chiron felt smooth and upbeat.  I know I’m heading for some good stuff, expanding my telepathy to a professional level.

Moon squaring Uranus and Venus sextiling Saturn had some significance as there was a little financial paperwork I’ve been putting off for a couple of weeks, and tonight I just spontaneously went on the web and did it even though I was still dreading taking care of it.  It worked out.  I did some awesome stuff with Poser and read some more in the manual.  I rand and watched Buffy and now I’m ready for my crazy weekend to start.

Tomorrow the Moon enters Leo.  It will inconjunct Neptune tomorrow night while I’m seeing a psychic live.  This should be fun.  I feel like I’ll get some good information about who and what I’m supposed to be in this world.   

The Buffy Diaries 10-8-2017

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12:41 PM 10/8/2017  It’s hard to believe I’ve gone six days without a blog entry.  My mind has been on other things, mostly 3D rendering.  I did a good one this week.  And then yesterday I went to my alderman’s office to get a flu shot and of course I got sick and slept all night.  Tonight I’m going to Chi! Ka! Go! and now I’m working with my guides to understand what type of narrative I’m in.

As for Buffynicity, I’ve forgotten all but a minor one:

Buffynicity #1:  As I was leaving the toy store on Friday I saw a giant model of the head cockroach from “Ants”, a movie I enjoyed because the animators did a good job on his facial expressions.  I was thinking of buying him and then that night I went to run and then that night I went to run and watched this:

Cut to an alley. Three tough guys are lighting up cigarettes. The Three
come around a corner at a steady, deliberate pace. The men see them
coming and leave.

Cut to the Bronze. A cockroach is being chased along the floor.

Boy:  Get it! Go get it, right there!

Girl:  I got it!

She holds the roach up to the bartender and drops it into his jar.

Girl:  Free drink, please.

The bartender nods his head and goes to get the drink.

Willow:  Ah, the fumigation party.

Cut to Buffy and Willow sitting at a table.

Buffy:  Hmm?

Willow:  It’s an annual tradition. The closing of the Bronze for a few
days to nuke the cockroaches?

So that was cool because it was only about four hours between seeing the toy and watching the episode. (But I just remembered it was a grasshopper not a cockroach in that movie.  However it is Buffynicitous because I really did think it was a cockroach for two days until just now).

But I’m not going to bother with the rest, I’m just going to catch up on transits:

What really derailed me from keeping this blog was a very important meeting I had on Tuesday.  It changed the way I see the world and what I think I’m doing in it.  I had to make some adjustments.

So the Moon conjuncting Neptune, sextiling Pluto, and opposing Mars and Venus, as well as Venus trining Pluto, were all related to this earth-shattering afternoon I had getting all kinds of amazing information that is making me rethink who I am.

I was still reeling from this on Wednesday and I felt the Moon conjuncting with Chiron was related to the healing I was experiencing, reassessing my past life in light of these new energies I’m working with.  Moon inconjunct Jupiter brought a sense of optimism, with a new direction for the future.  The Moon entered Aries and I posted my second render on Renderosity, a picture of a charcter based on one of my angels.  The Sun inconjunct Neptune brought a pleasant sensation of accomplishment over being involved in the online 3D community and having more confidence in my intuition.

Thursday I was downtown again.  Moon opposing Mercury was all right although a delivery I’ve been trying to recieve for over a month was ultimately cancelled and will have to go through a different company.  It wasn’t too bad but there was a sense of ridiculous futility about it.  I was on my wat to lunch and feeling pretty good when Venus conjuncted Mars.  I don’t remember too much about it now but in general I’m gettting a better sense of focus on this world, and how to deal with clients.

Full Moon squaring Pluto I was still pondering all the insights into the collective that are coming this week, with the terrible shooting in Las Vegas and the death of Tom Petty, and an impending leap forward in my mediumship.  I have a sense that something is about to happen.

Friday was fun, with the Moon trining Saturn in the morning.  I felt pretty excited about the weekend, and about my next picture.  Venus inconjunct Neptune added to the excitement.  I’m having a lot of new perceptions that are making me a little uncomfortable, but very often the clouds break open and I can see my spiritual home much more clearly than ever before.  It’s as though I might almost be able to remember who I really am. 

The Moon inconjuncted the Sun as I was getting home and it brought a sense of happiness for the weekend ahead.

Yesterday I went to meditate and when I got home I was getting a lot of cleaning done, reorganizing my toy collection and displays, and then I noticed that the alderman was giving away free flu shots so I went down there and had some interesting psychic insights.  The Moon sextiled Neptune and I was having some good experiences, working on my heptalogy, but then unfortunately I drank a little alcohol and it didn’t work out well because the flu shot made me sick.  I had some fun, but then I wound up sleeping a lot.  I woke up this morning still a little under the weather as the Moon went VOC, but I’m much better now. 

The Moon is about to sextile Chiron and I definitely feel that this sickness has been a way to more rapidly assimilate all the new vibrations I’ve felt this week.  I feel like a different person.  I’m on my way down to Edgewater as the Sun approaches conjunction with Mercury, and then tonight I’ll be doing readings at CKG when the Moon enters Gemini.

All the Pluto aspects tomorrow make me think I’ll be getting a lot of information about my role in the collective tonight, which I’ll be processing tomorrow.  I’m looking forward to it.

The Buffy Diaries 10-2-2017

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I wrote this last night but I was doing a render so I didn’t get it posted. 

10:31 PM 10/2/2017 

More death to mark Pluto going direct.  Tom Petty died today.  Hugh Hefner died last week, and I was already thinking about him.  And today of course the news was full of the mass shooting in Las Vegas.

Buffynicity #1:  Tonight I watched episode two of Buffy TVS, in which the vampires are preparing for the Master’s return by raiding the Bronze, interrupting the music, and trying to stage a mass killing.  And as I said the Las Vegas massacre has been in the news all day, a slaughter at a music show, not to mention Tom Petty dying, and this on the weekend Pluto, “Master” of the Underworld, goes direct.

Buffynicity #2:  It took me a while to get this one, but on Friday night I was at Keith’s Komix for the 22d anniversary sale and on “impulse” I bought Volume One of Buffy Season 8, even though I probably won’t have time to read it for a while.  I was kind of kicking myself because I could have used that money for something else, and I might even have got it on Ebay cheaper, but it had sentimental value because I was reliving old memories of Keith’s, where I’ve been shopping regularly for 9 years.  And then, voila!  I was unexpectedly reliving old memories of Buffy again when Fullscreen dropped Angel.  So that is not a coincidence at all, is it?  It’s the return of Buffy!  And in a minor footnote because season 2 of Angel is all about Darla, I was actually pricing a Darla action figure at the sale, but didn’t get it after all.  It is the Darla from “Welcome to the Hellmouth”.  Maybe I should get it this weekend.

And yes, hearing the horrifying story of Las Vegas makes it seem like a hellmouth.

So this is actually a spectacularly layered and signficant Buffynicity to mark the return of Buffy TVS on the first day of October when the Halloween sales have begun.  Wow.  I’m fairly stunned at how deep this turned out to be.  Especially since I didn’t even realize how synchronistic it was to have bought Volume One of Season 8 on Friday.

As for transits, the Moon entered Pisces today and I was appropriately lazy and dreamy, but I feel I’m making progress in this area, more able to understand what’s happening as my guides are much clearer now.  I went shopping in the afternoon and then when I got home I worked on a scene in Poser, which I am rendering as I speak.  It is my first scene with characters from my heptalogy and I feel that relates to the Mercury inconjunct with the Moon.

Tomorrow the Moon conjuncts Neptune, and Venus trines Pluto.  Moon sextiles Pluto, and opposes Venus and Mars.  I have a very important Meeting and I feel this day is going to be a big leap for me into the unknown, especially following this truly frightening and awesome emergence of Pluto.