The Buffy Diaries 11-6-2017 Part Two

8:40 PM 11/5/2017

So in the late evening on Monday I started “The Crow” and it was much deeper and more real for me than ever, so deep I can’t wait until next year to watch it again.  This is really the most fun night of the year for me.  Moon sextiled Pluto in the early morning, giving that energy a boost.

The next day I don’t remember much.  I was working on a lot of 3d, and calling on the spirit world, and getting answers.

There are beings here now, watching over me, but I’m not sure what to say about them.  I forgot to write that on Sunday afternoon I saw the Bodine family at the Wilmette Theater again, and that was very profound.  “They” are asking me to think about some things now.  

I’m trying to remember what was happening when the Moon trined Mercury in the afternoon on Halloween, but I can’t.  It was very good for communication, however.  I felt I was getting to know everything I wanted to.  I know I went to run that day and had a couple of good Buffynicities, but I’m going to have to review some scripts to catch up because I haven’t recorded anything in a week. 

The Moon squared Saturn and conjuncted Chiron in the afternoon and I was feeling totally satisfied with my vacay, that this process has built up depth over the years just the way I wanted it to.  And furthermore something happened with my angelic connection that seems to have put an end to all that went before.  It’s almost like I’m on my way home now. 

They’re still putting gentle pressure on me as I write to shift to a higher frame of reference.  Two or three different states that used to feel widely separated are coming into one now.

The Moon entered Aries while I was watching “Circle of Iron”.  That feels very appropriate.  Once again, this ritual has gotten so deep that my chief response is that I can barely wait for next year to do it again.

11-1 Wednesday I woke up around noon but lay in bed contemplating the wildness of my week.  It really was one of the best ever, orchestrated perfectly.  I was struggling to decide what to do next and wound up watching a movie about Hugh Hefner, since he died about a month ago.  It was a really interesting perspective on how society has changed in the last century and I believe I was getting a lot of information about his spirit.  The Moon was opposing Mars at that time and it was appropriate considering all the Martian sexual energy and conflict that surrounded him.  In the evening it was raining and I had to return the video to the library and also run several errands.  Around the time the Moon inconjuncted the Sun I was making these excruciatingly slow drives through the traffic and the rain to take care of business, which was a bit of a drag but prepared me to return to work and also validated the transit’s influence.

11-2  The Moon squared Pluto in the morning, once again a Pluto transit on a day I was working downtown.  There was surprising little to catch up on after my vacation, I caught up pretty fast. 

Saturn squared Chiron in the evening as I was thinking a lot about Hugh Hefner, Lenny Bruce, and the ghosts of the 60s.  I was feeling very healed and magical after my vacation, like the whole week has set me on a new spiritual level.  I ran and then I made my way down to a comedy show in the basement of a comic store.  It was a very interesting psychic experience to be in the crowd listening to the comedians and thinking about Lenny Bruce and the influence fo the spirit world on the public.  There was a massive barrage of transits:  Moon opposing Venus, Mercury inconjunct Uranus, Moon trine Saturn, Moon conjunct Uranus, Moon inconjunct Mercury.  I was feeling very receptive to telepathy from the worlds of the dead, like they were really giving me good information about what’s going on in America now. 

11-3-2017  The Moon opposed Jupiter right when one of my bosses wrote an e-mail to another one of my bosses causing us some grief.  I’ve thought about it all weekend.  It’s very interesting to contemplate this conflict, which will be resolved Monday morning.  Whichever way it works out, good or bad, it’s provoked a much deeper understanding of telepathy at work for me.

The Sun was trining Neptune as I was hearing about this conflict and feeling “nothingized”, just pulled right out of the physical world into a higher plane of very confusing phenomena that flash light and dark at me, sometimes filling me with dread, and other times liberating me from the world.  My angels are getting closer all the time however. 

I was making my rounds as the Moon inconjuncted Mars, mostly I was doing money calculations in my head and thinking about a number of important purchases I wanted to make on Renderosity.  The issue from work was bothering me but it was also provoking me to a new depth of insight into the people around me.

I got home and worked on 3D, staying up late while the Moon sextiled Neptune and Venus opposed Uranus right before the Full Moon.  I certainly felt like I was “peaking” with all the psi activity happening around me.  As I write visual images are sweeping into focus.  My psychic world is being organized for a new level of productivity.

One very “Uranus” thing that happened was that although I had been expecting to attend “Days of the Dead” this weekend, I just found out Friday night that the show isn’t for another two weeks, so I had a lot more free time than I thought.

11-4 Moon trined Pluto in the morning and sextiled Chiron.  I met a few people from one of my rituals at the grocery store, an unexpected surprise and an encouragement that everything was synchronized – they told me some things I would have been disappointed not to know.  In other words if I hadn’t seen them there would have been negative consequences, so it was like they were messengers that everything is synchronized. 

Moon sextiled Chiron as I was participating in a powerful ritual, and then just afterwards it inconjuncted Saturn and Venus.  I was riding very high, feeling on the verge of getting liberated from my boring life as a corporate troll. 

11-5  Mercury has entered Sagittarius today, and now here I am back at work on my blog.  I realize now that Mercury in Scorpio was probably partly responsible for my withdrawal into 3d.  Nice timing! 

The Moon inconjuncted Jupiter while I was running around trying to catch up on some things, still dreading this work issue sometimes although also feeling very powerfully in contact with higher worlds.  I have some people I need to write to as well.  I gained an hour to nap wth daylight savings time and then I went to Edgewater where I felt very awkward and suspicious, bumping into people and generally sensing that my guides are taking over my life to a greater extent, steering me away from the casual wandering that used to take up so much of my time. 

The Moon trined Mars as I got up from my nap to go run – validating because I don’t usually cut it so late and it may have been the tranist almost to the minute that prompted me to get out of bed. 

And now the Moon is approaching square with Neptune as I go back over my huge week, seeing how much I’ve accomplished psychically, watching the stream of images in my mind clear away, feeling a shift in my relationship to the past.  Something huge is happening and it feels great.  Different states I’ve been in are pulling together.  I feel much less fragmented.

Tomorrow Moon inconjuncts Pluto in the morning.  I’ll probably be making some kind of adjustment to how I deal with people at work. 

In the evening the Moon’s square with Chiron and opposition to Saturn should be interesting.  Something from the past?

There’s a sextile with Uranus.  It seems exciting, possible a brief interruption but ultimately cool as I’m expected the opposition with Saturn to be like a “full moon”.  So I’m predicting a positive surprise with a Chiron mood.  We’ll see if I’m correct.

 I did have a couple of Buffynicities to report, but I think I’ll do them tomorrow night.

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