I missed a couple of days, but Moon in Aries really did have me taking care of business, taking steps on a financial project I hadn’t moved forward with since March, cleaning the bedroom, throwing stuff out, etc. My Psi perceptions are making leaps and bounds, my writing is taking off. I started a new “Pinterest Novel” – “Alt-Hughes”.
Now the Moon’s in Taurus and I’m just not thinking very much. There’s a big snowstorm this weekend to reinforce the stasis. This is interesting – Moon in Taurus, where my Saturn Angel is, makes me very grounded I suppose, just not interested. That angel handles Taurus energy, I just go along for the ride. Sagittarius, where the sun is, and where my Mars Angel, Catherine is from, makes my energy feel expansive and frayed. Is this something I’m supposed to work on? It doesn’t bother me because I feel so good, but not getting things done is a lifelong obstacle and I can’t tell if I’m supposed to fight this or enjoy it.
Mercury in Capricorn still has me going over the nuts and bolts of social media. Catherine and I are using all my posts to evolve my inner perceptions – both of who I am in the world now, and all the past perceptions I’ve had daydreaming about Nastassja Kinski and Moon Knight, etc. It’s really an amazing trip and I’m so glad to finally be dealing with concrete things after years of vague daydreams.
Mars and Venus are both in Aquarius now. Mars-Aq is a good combination for me, very accepting of the day to day work of society, not giving a damn about anything because everyone’s just “cocreating” and all that stuff. It’s shallow and uninteresting but I’m happy to drift along with it. Venus in Aquarius on the other hand is a little confusing.
Venus in Sag, I was wandering everywhere and pissed off and frustrated because I couldn’t make anything happen. Venus in Capricorn really got down to brass tacks – I really made a lot of headway. It wasn’t as great as I wanted, but it was pretty good and it was leading somewhere.
Venus in Aquarius though, I’m almost getting lost. I am having deep magical experiences, it’s true, but they have a lot to do with moving away from the life of Earth, cutting me off from the drama of the past. I just don’t “like” Aquarius.
So it’s like I’m satisfied with who I am but I feel a big change has to take place with where I am because this society is dull and stupid and empty and ridiculous. I’m glad I’ve gotten the perceptions I have gotten but I couldn’t give a damn less about all the things I went through to get here.
Fortunately, Catherine does not mess around and I am getting the inner perceptions I need and the sense of direction I need. Things are changing dramatically.