10:37 PM 7/31/2017

The Moon sextiled Pluto this morning and I was feeling pretty good as I left for work, thinking I would be relatively on time and prepared for the day.  I was listening to Nine Inch Nails again.  I had a dramatic experience with Kara last night of being consumed by an etherial flame and I was keeping it as the day began.  I’m making the change to being a full-time channel now and my angels are staying with me pretty constantly.  Also a lot of my “entertainment trances” are collapsing or going away.

Work went very smooth and I was very happy with myself for not buying or drinking any sodas at all.  I did drink the free coffee at work and now I’m going to try to phase that out as well.  In general my angels are bringing my attention even further down, focusing on basic habits like eating and drinking, and the associated sensations.  They also got me to get some new financial software and I worked today on making up categories for all my bank transactions.  I’m finally going to see exactly how much I’m wasting, which is scary.

The Moon entered Cancer at 9:54 and I had something associated with that.  My co-worker surprised me by pointing out we needed to do a big project that I’d forgotten about, so a little after eight we started and it took us three house.  Suddenly I found myself occupied but I determined to focus on higher energies, so the familiar but distracting task went by very quickly.  I was very inverted and the whole thing ate up half the day before I knew it.  It’s like Venus in Cancer is getting me to focus on “homey” tasks and habits. 

I went shopping and saved a ton of money by not buying any drinks. 

I got home a little late but I managed to mess around with my financial software and then I saw episode 3 of Firefly and a significant part of 4.  I like the show a lot.  It has similarities to Andromeda, which I liked a lot.  This is a very Venus in Cancer feeling of familiarity across the years.  Being largely off of caffeine except for green tea and some coffee at work is also very calming. 

I’m trying to remember if there were any Buffynicities tonight and I think there were a couple but I’ve forgotten them.  It’s a slow night as I make adjustments to Kara’s deeper presence.

Also, the Moon has been VOC all day and I realize now that it shows very much.  VOC’s have been very short lately and this very long one has helped me identify the specific feeling of them a little better.

Tomorro the Moon enters Sagittarius as work starts, and then the Moon iconjuncts Venus in the late morning.  I’ll be watching for visions, especially now that the planet is in my natal Cancer.  My intuition tells me this will be good, and help me recognize myself. 

Moon squaring Mercury in the evening – I may get some writing done.  This new depth with Kara is changing my whole attitude toward my writing, and Firefly is also giving me new insights into character chemistry. 

Uranus goes retrograde this week, which makes the Flashback Weekend this weekend appropriate.  The Sun itself will incojunct Neptune while I’m there on Saturday, which seems appropriate.

I’m wondering whether I should see Atomic Blonde after all, but considering I just saw Debbie Harry with Blondie singing “Atomic” last weekend I should probably take the cosmos up on the synchronicity.