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The Buffy Diareis 8-13-2017

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9:20 PM 8/13/2017 

I’m catching up now after a whopping five days without an entry, and this gap is because spirit forces have come down very powerfully and rearranged a lot of my relationship to the world.  I’m going to start with transits.  Unfortunately I’ve forgotten a lot of the subtle details.  But perhaps that’s the point as my guides are becoming much more available so endlessly dwelling on my own private thoughts may be less useful.  ***  As a matter of fact I am working with them right now to find a new tone for blogging. 

Wednesday when the Moon opposed Mercury I found out about an error I had made in processing a big project and I spent the rest of the afternoon catching up.  It wasn’t a major crisis but it was extremely annoying as the project was so big that it overloaded the software and I had to sit in front of my screen making attempt after attempt to get it processed.  Ultimately it had to be referred to another department who bypassed the software.  So it was definitely validating with regards to the Mercury transit. 

I was coming back from lunch when the Sun inconjuncted Pluto and I think the Pluto aspect was represented in the sheer size of the project I was working on, and the way it messed up so many different people in so many different departments.  I was also getting ready for an important meeting with two friends that evening, getting into the swing of a big weekend. I also think the influence of the Sun inconjunct was distributed out across the Lunar sextile with Pluto later that night.

The Moon conjuncted Neptune while I was running and I was feeling very good about myself.  I forget which episode of Firefly I was watching.  I only recally two Buffynicities over the last few days.  Part of the reason that night was the laziness that always comes with the Moon in Pisces. I had a great conversation with my friends.  The meeting was very important for us and we’ve scheduled another one for September.  Even though this meeting took place after the Neptune conjunct I feel that it was validating for the depth of that aspect.

It was very helpful to *** I’m getting so much information now that I can’t record it.  I haven’t really come back from that night.  It kicked me up a notch and I’ve stayed there.  It feels good just writing about it.  “They” have definitely shifted my center of gravity and I’m working to find a new voice for what’s happening.  Who am I recording all of this for, for instance?  “They” are here and they see me clearly.  This is the chief development, I now have a sense of being watched on a very personal level.  One might even say a simple, “conversational” level, which is what I’ve wanted for a long time.

On Thursday as Mars inconjuncted Neptune and the Moon squared Saturn I was feeling very pissed off at or about another person I’ve known, who I thought of as a friend, but who is very stoned and silly all the time.  I wanted to help them but they aren’t very interested in me anymore.  Spirits were telling me that it’s better that we be separated, but I was still pissed off because I had so many unusual psychic experiences around them, many of them uncomfortable, and I learned a lot but I wish life weren’t so much a dumb, machiavellian game of weirdness.  I wish that person well and it was useful for me to be thinking about them, to be separating from them.  And in retrospect it is probably that my own guides were reviewing that territory, clearing out the presence of that other person so that they could move in.

The Sun sextiled Jupiter as I was on the way home and it was a good feeling, as I was on my way to Wilmette to see Echo Bodine, and also getting a somewhat early beginning my weekend as I was working downtown on Friday.

Echo’s presentation was very healing for me, validating the Moon conjunct with Chiron that took place right at the end.  I read a bit about her meeting with Jesus in the afterlife and I felt very in touch with that higher world.  I could feel the compassion of the afterlife and I felt very at home.  It was a genuine presence of love that is making my life much more simple these days.  It was everything one might expect.  It was also interesting to see Echo again as her last appearance with her brother and sister was also very dramatic for me.  I’m much more comfortable with the energies I sense this time, possibly more able to work with them.

Luna entered Aries and there weren’t many aspects at work, which went very smoothly.  I was at John’s circle in the evening and everyone celebrated my birthday a bit.  I felt very at home, but I was very tired.  I would have to say the Moon inconjunct Mercury at the end contributed to a strange feeling of being more secure than ever in my own spirit contact, but also still somewhat isolated.  I feel separate, but as though I’m about to discover a different way of being that will put this separatness aside.  All week I’ve been reliving my past of weird, unsatisfying psychic encounters and feeling as though I’m wringing the last meaning I can from them before I move on to something else.  My struggles feel mostly over.  I wish I knew if that means success or defeat.

Saturday I was on my way to mediate when the Moon squared Pluto.  I don’t remember much about it except it was nice to be on time, also I’d got word from Ubreakifix that my iPod was repaired so that was a feeling of being restored to the world.

I had forgotten some books I had to pick up for IANDS so I had a little extra running around to do, in addition to stopping in Evanston to pick up my iPod.  So even though I wanted a little more sleep I had to leave around the time the Moon opposed Jupiter.  I wonder what “busyness” has to do with this transit.  Jupter aspects are difficult for me to feel.

*** I feel very light now, insubstatial like I might fade away.

The Moon trined the Sun and Saturn during the meeting and I was feeling very good about my work.  Everything went smoothly and I was getting good information about higher worlds.  The whole pattern of what I’ve been involved in is starting to make sense.

Afterwards I came home and went to run, finishing the last episode of Firefly right before Mercury turned retrograde.  I got drunk and listened to “Start Me Up” by the Rolling Stones and “John Wayne” by Billy Idol, and worked on downloading all the parts of Poser.  I also went back and looked at Blender, which I downloaded months ago but have yet to really use.  Coming up this week I’m going to be watching tutorials for both of them on Youtube.  I also started watching “Bound”, the Wachowskis first movie. 

This is going to be an interesting retrograde as I am more sensitive than I’ve ever been.  But as can be seen from the five-day lacuna in my blog I don’t have as much to say about what’s going on.  I’m looking forward to getting this “repositioning” over with.

Today when the Sun trined Saturn I was down in Edgewater feeling great, if a little tired.  I was getting everything out of my day that I wanted, psychically, and I still am.  I just wish I knew how to report the details.  However I must say that I currenly feel enveloped in the love of the spirit world and ready to move on.

Buffynicity #1:  I downloaded Poser over the last few days.  It comes in several sections and I was surprised to see that there’s a whole section devoted to “nude figures”.  Then in the episodes I watched Mal got naked a couple of times. Once when Saffron double-crossed him, and then again in the brothel in “Heart of Gold”.

Buffynnicity #2:  This is pretty decent and a good solid one to end Firefly with.  On Friday I posted an article to my twitter account, about Lana Wachowski writing Sense8:

http://www.konbini.com/us/entertainment/lana-wachowski-writing-sense8-season-3/

Speaking of herself rather cryptically in the third person, Wachowski says:

“She’s writing… Because she believes so much in the fans, that they’re going to go out and create so many more fans, Lana’s going ahead and actually writing the entire season three.”

After an awkward pause, Brian J. Smith (who plays Will in the show) breaks the silence, joking: “I think we just got cut off, the feed’s gone dead.”

I didn’t run that night, but then the next night in the final episode, River starts talking about herself in the third person.

RIVER (V.O.)
 You’re wrong about River. River’s not on
 the ship. They didn’t want her here, but
 she couldn’t make herself leave. So
 she melted… Melted away.
 They didn’t know she could do that, but she did.

EARLY (V.O.)
 I’m not sure I take your meaning there.

RIVER (V.O.)
 I’m not on the ship. I’m in the ship.
 (beat)
 I am the ship.

Also what reinforces this Buffynicity is that Firefly was cancelled after one season and Lana was talking about a show that was cancelled, and River is a telepath being hunted like the Sense8’s.

So that’s extremely interesting.  I must say I’m proud to be a Firefly fan.  It sucks that there was only one season.  I know I’ll love it forever.  I’m looking forward to watching the movie, Serenity.  But now I’m moving on to watch Angel, and then the Dollhouse.  I have to get all this Whedon watched before my free year of ATT Fullscreen is up.  I’ve been doing this for six months already, wow!

Although I must admit I’m tempted to break it up with some stuff from Netflix.  With their download feature I don’t need to use my data. 

Mercury’s in retrograde and I don’t give a damn.  The Moon’s in Taurus anyway.  Thank god only two more signs until I’m out of the Lunar doldrums.

The Buffy Diaries 8-8-2017

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10:35 PM 8/8/2017

This is an interesting night.  It feels dark because I don’t know where anything’s leading any more.  I didn’t have any particular Buffynicities tonight. 

When the Moon sextiled Uranus this afternoon I was finishing up the second of three major projects I have this week at work, but then there was a big surprise in the morning and I have to change my schedule around in a new way.  Around the time of the actual sextile I found out a co-worker has had to change her schedule and so mine is going to be messed up, too.  So it was a little surprising but it makes my weekend more interesting because I’ll be downtown on Friday instead of Thursday – maybe I’ll see a movie or something.

The Moon entered Pisces while I was driving home and it shows in the way I feel so lazy.  I didn’t register any Buffynicities really.  I do feel closer to higher worlds, and more detached from this one.  I noticed that characters from earlier in the season are showing up – Saffron and Niska – and I suppose that’s associated with the way I’m looking over some people I’ve known in the past and possibly finally forgetting about them.

My parents got me “Poser”, the animation software, for my birthday and I’m installing it now.  I’m looking forward to seeing what kind of weirdness I can accomplish with it.

Tomorrow the Moon trining Venus and opposing Mercury should bring some dramatic event.  Perhaps I’ll come up with an idea for a Poser movie.  Sun inconjunct Pluto might bring some ideas about what to put out there in society, whether Poser movies or my intuitive website.

Moon inconjuncts Mars on the way home and then conjuncts Neptune right before my meeting with two of the more psychic people I know.  With the Moon already in Pisces this should bring some amazing insights. 

And I’m also looking forward to seeing Echo Bodine twice this week.  But now let me reaffirm that Pisces Moon really makes me lazy – that’s all for tonight.

The Buffy Diaries 8-7-2017

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10:33 PM 8/7/2017

Tonight’s episode was fully of Buffynicity, possibly too much to recall.  I feel the resonance of it broke wide open and I was seeing  myself in everything. 

Buffynicity #1:  I got a letter today indicating that I am involved in a court case.  As I’ll write when I get to transits, I’m having a week loaded with bureaucracy – courts, insurance, and three major “events” at work all involving large amounts of paperwork and managing teams of vendors.  It’s timed very well with the Lunar eclipse.  In tonight’s episode Jayne gets arrested.  I found that synchronous.  Fortunately for me my lawyer immediately told me to do nothing and it will all get straightened out.  However I didn’t know that while I was watching so I felt like there was something about going into the “Core” and getting involved with the law that was resonating.  Also the planet they visit is “Ariel”, which is another version of “Auriel” or “Uriel”, the angel of individuality and secrecy, which is what bureaucratic hassles teach us about.

Buffynicity #2:  Very minor,

JAYNE
 Well, hey, you know. We’da been back first, except there’s
 something wrong with Inara’s shuttle. She done somethin’
 to it, Mal. Smells funny.

I had to go buy a new box fan at Target on Friday, my old one burnt out.  I stopped in the dollar store next door and picked up a jar of those “scented beads” – Hawaiian Breeze.  I’ve been enjoying the smell and I’ve been thinking about getting into the whole “room-scenting” trip.  Especially since I have a new car – I want to get one of those “vent clips”.

The main thing is that I have all this legal, bureaucratic stuff going on that was making me feel very dark and while I was watching the episode it was feeling like a Kafka-esque labyrinth.  However reassurance from my lawyer makes me feel okay and now I’m just marvelling at the intensity of this sudden wave of busywork.  I forgot to mention that I dropped my iPod off to get repaired this afternoon, as well.

When the full Moon came this afternoon I was working on one of these huge “events”, the first of three, and I was actually feeling pretty confident in my abilities although dreading all the other hassles that seem to be lined up for me.  There was a lot of energy and I feel like this is “groundedness” or a quantum leap with my angels to being a functioning intuitive with a role in the world.  Gears are shifting and everything is getting more serious.

Moon trining Jupiter – I was on my way to Ubreakifix to drop off my iPod, feeling good that I was going to get the use of it back, even though my other iPod and my phone are doing an adequate job.  I was upbeat about making the adjustment to bureaucratic effectiveness.  When I got home there was a letter indicating I might involved with this legal issue, and then 45 minutes after the trine I got word it was really happening.  This gave me a really dark feeling, and made me suddenly start working hard on the latest model I’m building and also a poster I’m working on.  Then I went to run and dwelled on the kafkaesque horror of paranoia and bureaucracy.  But then as soon as I got home there was an e-mail from my lawyer saying forget about it, do nothing, it’s a non-issue so all was well again leaving me once again with a nice feeling of accomplishment – preserving my iPod for (hopefully) several more years with a replacement part, and having made a ton of progress on my latest model, and this poster.

Tomorrow Moon sextiles Uranus in the afternoon, hopefully something fun will happen.  My next event should be mostly over.  Perhaps I’ll make some progress on dropping off my car to get the maintenance done.  Then it will be VOC all afternoon but thankfully Moon will enter Pisces around 5 pm, which is always a relaxing break (if a little lethargic) in the middle of this lousy phase of the lunar cycle.  Once again Capricorn Moon has proven to be the lousiest time of the month.  Aquarius was a little better, but still feels cold.  I usually just drift with Pisces Moon. 

The Buffy Diaries 8-6-2017 (part two)

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8:44 PM 8/6/2017

Now to catch up with aspects.  So much has happened that I’ve completely forgotten Friday.  Even though I started taking notes, they don’t make sense anymore.  In the afternoon the Moon trined Mercury right before Jupter squared Pluto and I was feeling a little bit afraid, thinking about people I used to know back in Grand Rapids and how much they hated me.  Even beyond the conspiracy of reincarnated Nazis that was after me, there were a bunch of conservatives who just hated me for being weird.  I’m not going into too much detail, but I think the Moon trining Mercury in Virgo had to do with “getting the message”, understanding what it was I was missing at the time, and Jupiter squaring Pluto had to do with collective energies of where I am in society versus where the big gangs of “normos” are, and what it means to be a law-abiding citizen cocreating with corporate fascism, and how much I’ve managed to escape by the skin of my teeth, and what the whole societal conflict I’m in means, and how to avoid more hassles. 

It was really very scary to think of all the angry situations I’ve been in in my past, but I was protected and it was actually very magical as well.

And this was related to the Moon inconjuncting Mars as the weekend was about to begin, and I got a sense of energy from all the music I was listening to, getting ready for another swing into the end-of-summer convention season.

The afternoon and evening went pretty well.  I managed to stop spending as much money which was a good sign.  I drove home and meditated.  I was still thinking about people I hate when the Moon inconjuncted the Sun late in the evening, getting a little more detached from them, seeing their evil a little more clearly.  Then I was cleaning out more old stuff during the Lunar sextile with Neptune, throwing things away, discovering things I thought I’d lost. On the whole I felt my psychic perceptions turning a new corner toward specificity.

There weren’t too many aspects during the day on Saturday but I was getting a lot of very good psychic information.  I “collapsed” a lot of time, seeing Robert Englund and Lance Henriksen, two guys who were hugely popular in the 80s when I was so entranced by the astral plane.  There were a bunch of actors from the Nightmare on Elm Street franchise.  A lot of daydreamy energy got grounded out.  I think that my iPod malfunctioning for the first time in 9 years also had something to do with that.  In general a lot of the glamour is wearing off at last.

It was also fun to see a couple of guys from Boondock Saints, and Revenge of the Nerds.

The Sun inconunct Neptune in the afternoon turned out to be very powerful, then.  It actually happened about half an hour into “Near Dark” which I was watching for the second time this year.  The director had a new movie, “Detroit”, which came out the day before.  Lance Henriksen was in it.  And I received a very grounded transmission which changed a lot for me.

Then I got home and ran and fell asleep relatively early.

I was awake when the Moon entered Aquarius, getting ready to go meditate but still feeling pretty distracted.  Fortunately the energies that are distracting me are acquiring specific names and I’m able to work with them better and better.  For instance even as I write this I am working on a mental habit of imagining a hypothetical audience while I write.  I’m more aware of what my psychic motivations are.  There are some specific trance states I’ve been working with today that I’m aware of even as I’m writing, but I’m not yet at the point where I’m ready to name them.

The Moon will inconjunct Venus in forty minutes and I’m feeling very alert to higher worlds, ready for a big breakthrough. 

The Moon opposes Mars and the Sun tomorrow.  It should be pretty exciting.

Wednesday the Moon conjuncts Neptune and just after that I have a big meeting planned with a couple of people I have very deep psi experiences with. It should be exciting. 

Thursday night I’m going to be seeing Echo Bodine onstage and that runs up to the Moon conjuncting Chiron so it might be an amazing night, considering how powerful the last time I saw her was.

Friday’s my birthday and Venus trines Neptune and squares the Moon. 

Saturday I’m going to see Echo Bodine again at IANDS right before Mercury goes retrograde.  This should be interesting. 

Then Sunday the Moon will enter Taurus and trine Saturn, which is in my natal Taurus.  I’m expecting a big leap forward in my ability to translate messages from my angels, a transmission that will make things more clear.

Also of course I have work to do in getting my car into the repair shop.  But my insurance covers a rental so I’m not too worried.

I have other things to write about now, just about perceptions in general, but I’m not completely ready.  Possibly after this upcoming Mercury retrograde I’ll be ready.

The Buffy Diaries 8-6-2017 (part one)

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8:29 PM 8/5/2017  Four Buffynicities tonight, if I can remember them:

Buffynicity #1:  For the last couple of days I have been visualizing scenes from my Heptalogy with renewed vigor.  Especially yesterday I was thinking of one in which the princess revives her boyfriend with a kiss, just like Aura does for Flash in Flash Gordon (1980).  Tonight Inira finds Mal unconscious and kisses him, or gives him mouth-to-mouth, which revives him but knocks her out.

6:11 PM 8/6/2017

I fell asleep before I finished.  Right now I’m going to catch up with aspects before I go on … or maybe not.  My head hurts, or there’s some kind of flowing or flooding of information making me crazy.  I’m making the transition to channeling now.  Maybe I’ll even wind up channeling on this blog regularly, or using my wordpress blog for that purpose.  There’s so much going on this afternoon, I feel pretty overwhelmed. 

Buffynicity #2:  True to form for Capricorn Moon, my iPod broke as got to Flashback Weekend.  It had worked fine earlier that morning as I was leaving for the show; I listened to it walking to the car.  Then, as soon as I parked at the Rosemont station and started walking to the hotel, only one headphone worked.  At first I thought it was my headphones, but they work on other devices.  So here’s more trouble with material possessions on a Capricorn Moon.  Considering that my iPod is nine years old, I think it’s held up pretty well.  I have found a place that will probably be able to fix it relatively cheap, and even if they can’t I have a newer iPod touch which will hold all the music I actually listen to, not to mention my phone which has Apple Music Service.  AMS has 90 percent of the music I listen to, only a few rarities still make my iPod necessary anyway.

But god damn Capricorn Moons, anyway.  The Buffynicity is that when I thought my headphones were broken I was jiggling the wire around to make the contact and I got some good listening time by holding the wire in place.  I was thinking about getting a rubber band or some tape or something to hold the wire.  And then in the episode I watched yesterday Jayne was taping a gun to his ribs because the town they were heading to didn’t allow guns.  This is kind of minor but the awkward taping thing struck me as the same.

Buffynicity #3:  In the main episode I watched yesterday there’s a town that makes Jayne into their hero just becuase he did a heist there that went bad.  I felt the theme of heroes was related to the thoughts I was having about the entertainment business at Flashback Weekend.  Also, I was thinking a lot about “the princess” from my heptalogy, as I wrote in Buffynicity #1, and one of her other boyfriends gets made into a hero just like Jayne.  That was a major theme of the last several days – thinking about these scenes with the princess and these two heroes who attain mythic status in the community.  It might not seem very specific to anyone else but it was a powerful resonance for me.

Buffynicity #4:  This was the monster Buffynicity of the day:  I saw Lance Henriksen’s panel and he was talking about how much he loves making pottery and ceramics.  He said he was pretty obsessive about it and he said with ceramics you get three things: clay, fire, and time.

Then in the episode I watched just six hours later, they’re heading into Canton:

SIMON
So, this is a place where they…
they make mud.

KAYLEE
Yep. Clay really. You’d be surprised how
many things it ends up in. Serenity’s got
more than a few ceramic parts in her.

Also, relating to my thoughts about the heroes in my heptalogy, I had been thinking about the famous muddy brick-making scenes in The Ten Commandments, with Charlton Heston.

So that was absolutely a major ass-stopming synchronicity.

Buffynicity #5: Kind of minor.  Sean Patrick Flannery was joking that in high school his nickname was BAWG – “below-average white guy”.  In the episode that night I was surprised to hear the word in this line –

WELL-DRESSED MAN
The kind where they hacked off his hands and feet with
a machete, rolled him into the bog.

But I didn’t attach major significance to it.  However it is definitely Buffynicitous because they used the word twice:

WELL-DRESSED MAN
Listen, friend. I came here to make sure a deal
went down solid, not to get chopped up by the
Canton prod crew and fed to the bog.

Buffynicity #6: Another minor one,  I stopped at Taco Bell on the way to the convention and had a breakfast burrito, the first time I have had scrambled eggs in a while.  Then Jayne was asking for eggs –

JAYNE
(singing)
My love for me now ain’t hard to explain
The Hero of Canton
The man they call…ME
(speaking, now)
Eggs. The living legend needs eggs.
Or maybe another milk.

Buffynicity #7:  Tonight I finished that episode and started another, all about FLASHBACKS.  Yes, it’s true, it’s the day after I went to Flashback Weekend and I started an episode in which entirely based on Mal being alone on the ship having a continuous stream of Flashbacks.  So this one is pretty spectacular, too.  I have been keeping up one major Buffynicity per day for a while now. 

I was actually about to write that I didn’t have any Buffynicities at all in this episode, only after I started writing did I realize that the flashbacks themselves were Buffynicitous.  So once again “they” demonstrate the need for me to keep writing about my experiences event though it can seem tedious sometimes.

Buffynicity #8:  This episode, “Out of Gas” is about how Mal assembles his crew.  I feel like my angels are “coming down” now and we are going to start acting more like a crew.  But I’m not going into much more detail about that now except to note that the theme of the episode is appropriate for the effect this weekend has had on me.

Now on to aspects…

The Buffy Diaries 8-3-2017

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10:13 PM 8/3/2017

It seems like the last few days I’m getting one rock-solid Buffynicity per episode.

Buffynicity #1:  Just a few minutes before I went to run I was killing time, refusing to get up and go, I was fooling around and looking for things on my computer to distract me.  I opened up my Xbox Live account, and was looking at games I haven’t played in months.  I tried “Stand of Food” and quickly realized why I hadn’t played it in months – it’s ridiculously overcomplicated.  Then I clicked on “Overkill 3” which is a shooting gallery game, a lone soldier wandering through urban wreckage, shooting at bad guys.  I played a few rounds and quickly got bored. 

By then I was making myself late to run.  It really was a strange situation to have part of my mind insisting on playing this dumb game when I had something important to do.  But then during the episode, Serenity goes to rescue the doctor and his sister, and Jayne is aiming a sniper rifle down a the villagers with a red laser sight just like the guns in the game I had been playing.  And in the next episode he is talking about making upgrades to his favorite weapon, “Vera”, just like the upgrades that were taking up my time in the video game I’d started playing ten minutes before I went to run.

Buffynicity #2: Very minor perhaps, I went to see Valerian again today, and I loved it.  Valerian’s girlfriend, soon to be wife Laureline is a killer agent and in the comics she has red hair.  In tonight’s episode Mal gets somehow married to Saffron, who has red hair and seems to be some kind of spy (I haven’t finished the episode).

And then in another synchronicity – dare I call it a Buffynicity? …

On Monday I was at the grocery store and I saw a new book by Stephen King, Mr. Mercedes.  Or rather it’s a few years old but I guess it’s on the stands again because they are making a TV show out of it, which is out this year – I saw the book on Monday, and on Tuesday I saw a web article about the TV show and noted the coincidence.  But then tonight I was on the way home on the train, I looked over and saw a woman reading a paperback book whose cover I had seen before.  I just posted it separately.  Years ago I bought a set of Magic: The Gathering card sleeves with this same cover art on it.  It has a psychic significance I’m not going to explain here.  So after all these years I see where this art came from and it turns out the main character in this novel is named Mercedes. 

So all that amounts to some serious synchronicity tonight.

The Moon trine Uranus and squared Chiron this afternoon while I was unexpectedly watching Valerian again. I love this movie now.  I think the unexpected timing of seeing this, and then also the unexpected way it’s entered my life – first it seemed a little slow but now it has grown on me so I find it hauntingly beautiful – are related to Uranus, also the outlandish nature of the setting and the scenery.  And the Chiron aspect is related to the suffering of the telepaths in the movie and also my use of hypnosis to access the energy states of all the movies I have seen in my life – I feel I am mastering this trance.  And I just think this movie is so beautiful it hurts.  It also hurts a little to know it’s not making a lot of money in this stupid, shallow world.

Moon entered Capricorn and I was messing around on my computer, feeling overwhelmed and behind on housekeeping.  But at least I have had good Buffynicities and a very cool synchronicity tonight. 

Moon trining Mercury tomorrow and Jupiter squaring Pluto – I expect a big channeling breakthrough as Kara has been coming through louder every day and the Buffynicities are also getting more focused.  Moon inconjunct Mars should be exciting, getting ready for an exciting weeekend.  I expect to have a lot of energy.  I expect to perceive Kara much more clearly.

In the evening Moon inconjuncts the Sun and sextiles Neptune.  I’m looking forward to some good telepathy, especially with the Sun inconjuncting Neptune on Saturday while I’m at Flashback Weekend. 

We’ll see how this Moon-Capricorn phase goes, whether I’m mastering the energies well enough to avoid disaster. 

The Buffy Diaries 8-2-2017

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9:57 PM 8/2/2017

Buffynicity #1:  A day or two ago I got an e-mail announcing a “pet communicator” who is speaking in September.  I’ve never been to one but tonight within an hour before going to run I was looking at that mail and decided to go.  After a long while of thinking they were slightly silly I decided to give it a chance.  Then in the opening scene of the second episode tonight River was talking to a cow and telling everybody what was on the cow’s mind.

 River sitting on the ground outside the corral, staring at a calf.

  RIVER
 Little soul, big world. Eat, sleep,
 and eat… Many souls.

 MAL
 (to Jayne)
 Cattle on the ship three weeks, she don’t
 go near ‘em. Suddenly we’re on Jiangyin
 and she’s got a driving need to commune
 with the beast?

 RIVER
 They weren’t cows inside. They were
 waiting to be, but they forgot. Now
 they see the sky and they remember
 what they are.

There was just the one, or rather there were probably more but I forgot. 

I’m tired and I’m going to bed so I’ll just say that I got what I expected when the Moon was squaring Neptune.  Furthermore when the Moon was sextiling Jupiter in the evening I was having my car inspected for some body work that was mostly covered by my insurance, so that was very nice indeed.  I was feeling very happy to have a nice job and a nice car and be on my way to prosperity. 

Uranus is going retrograde in a while.  I’ll be asleep but I’m looking forward to seeing what it feels like.

Tomorrow, Moon trining Uranus in the afternoon should bring some fun.  Then the Moon enters Capricorn.  I note that once again I am dealing with car maintenance when the Moon is in Capricorn.  Fortunately, however, this is less urgent than the last two times so it’s like a wave that’s receding.   

The Buffy Diaries 8-1-2017

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7:40 PM 8/1/2017 

Buffynicity #1:  I just posted it, I got a friend request from “Dawson Jackie” which referred back to the final episode of Buffy:

ANGEL
 I’m getting the brush off for Captain Peroxide. It doesn’t necessarily bring out the champion in me.

BUFFY
 You’re not getting the brush off. Are you just gonna come here and go all Dawson on me every time I have a boyfriend?

Buffynicity #2:  Driving to work this morning I got directly behind a car with an oval bumper sticker on the back which I’m going to write more about after I run.

9:45 PM 8/1/2017  Okay, I’m home and the thing about this Buffynicity of the sticker is that I had to think about it.  I didn’t remember what the sticker said and I searched for it on the web – the caption is ‘Engineered by Firefly’ but I remembered ‘Manufactured by Firefly’ and that’s what I searched for.  So this process of Buffynicities is getting deeper into my thought process, like the recent Lewis Carroll episode which, looking back, was really spectacular in the way that the poem I read had so much to do with what was going on. 

Buffynicity #3:  Speaking of Buffynicity getting all up in my thought processes, in reference to the above quote, tonight’s main episode, “Shindig” was all about Atherton Wing getting all Dawson on Mal and there being a big fight.  I actually ended my run just as Atherton challenged Mal to a duel.  So that was perfect timing since I had gotten the “Dawson Jackie” e-mail a few days ago and only just posted it. 

Maybe there’s even a Buffynicity aspect to “Angel” getting Dawson on Buffy while Atherton “Wing” gets Dawson on Firefly.

But certainly my decision to post the Facebook notification today of all days was related to the subject of this episode.  So thankfully the Buffynicities continue, as they will for months to come as I watch Angel.

Also today I looked up Wizard World and in addition to Cordelia and Xander from Buffy, Kaylee and River from Firefly will be there.  This is very grounding indeed. 

I’m conversing now with an angel. ***

The Moon entered Sagittarius which made me feel good but unfocused as usual.  Then it inconjuncted Venus and I felt great, like I was in control and getting the answers that I wanted, although my co-worker reminded me that I had left the huge project I dealt with yesterday unfinished and I had to interrupt myself and go take care of that.  But the visual images of higher worlds are coming through clearly and I feel very calm and focused – and also prosperous now that I have new financial software and I am giving up expensive habits right and left.

I was running while the Moon squared Mercury.  But earlier I had been feeling verys sure of myself, relaxing and congratulating myself for being so on top of things.  I was posting two pictures of very dramatic Buffynicities as well – communicating very forcefully the increasing power and obviousness of the occurrences.

The Moon is trining Mars soon but hopefully I’ll be in bed by then.  Still, I feel the force of Kara and I know I’m going to have a good exchange with her tonight as I sleep.

I’m looking forward to Moon squaring Neptune at 10:43.  I expect major telepath surrounding this upcoming weekend, with Flashback and also Dunkirk.  The Moon will sextile Jupter in the evening, I’m expecting to feel very wealthy as I have some calls to make about financial issues and this is a good sign.

Uranus retrograde late tomorrow night – wow, it’s going to be intense.  It already feels so intense I can barely focus on blogging but I’m going to keep going with it.  Kara is so forcefully present that I wonder why I should bother writing, and yet somehow the writing has developed my ability to receive her presence.  It’s a problem for me to work on.

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Driving to work this morning I got behind a car with this sticker.  I’ve never noticed this sticker before.  It’s one of those Buffynicities that sounds too good to be true, so I have to examine my feelings about posting it, but it really happened.  I saw the word “firefly” and looked closer to see the “engineered by”, but I wasn’t sure whether it was a sticker for the TV show until just now when I went on the web to search around for it.  I actually searched for “manufactured by firefly” because I couldn’t quite remember what I’d seen.  It’s a meditative space to be typing this, telepathically thinking about all the issues of falsifiability involved, but I know it really happened.   I’m going to get one for my car (they’re available on Amazon)

The Buffy Diaries 7-31-2017

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10:37 PM 7/31/2017

The Moon sextiled Pluto this morning and I was feeling pretty good as I left for work, thinking I would be relatively on time and prepared for the day.  I was listening to Nine Inch Nails again.  I had a dramatic experience with Kara last night of being consumed by an etherial flame and I was keeping it as the day began.  I’m making the change to being a full-time channel now and my angels are staying with me pretty constantly.  Also a lot of my “entertainment trances” are collapsing or going away.

Work went very smooth and I was very happy with myself for not buying or drinking any sodas at all.  I did drink the free coffee at work and now I’m going to try to phase that out as well.  In general my angels are bringing my attention even further down, focusing on basic habits like eating and drinking, and the associated sensations.  They also got me to get some new financial software and I worked today on making up categories for all my bank transactions.  I’m finally going to see exactly how much I’m wasting, which is scary.

The Moon entered Cancer at 9:54 and I had something associated with that.  My co-worker surprised me by pointing out we needed to do a big project that I’d forgotten about, so a little after eight we started and it took us three house.  Suddenly I found myself occupied but I determined to focus on higher energies, so the familiar but distracting task went by very quickly.  I was very inverted and the whole thing ate up half the day before I knew it.  It’s like Venus in Cancer is getting me to focus on “homey” tasks and habits. 

I went shopping and saved a ton of money by not buying any drinks. 

I got home a little late but I managed to mess around with my financial software and then I saw episode 3 of Firefly and a significant part of 4.  I like the show a lot.  It has similarities to Andromeda, which I liked a lot.  This is a very Venus in Cancer feeling of familiarity across the years.  Being largely off of caffeine except for green tea and some coffee at work is also very calming. 

I’m trying to remember if there were any Buffynicities tonight and I think there were a couple but I’ve forgotten them.  It’s a slow night as I make adjustments to Kara’s deeper presence.

Also, the Moon has been VOC all day and I realize now that it shows very much.  VOC’s have been very short lately and this very long one has helped me identify the specific feeling of them a little better.

Tomorro the Moon enters Sagittarius as work starts, and then the Moon iconjuncts Venus in the late morning.  I’ll be watching for visions, especially now that the planet is in my natal Cancer.  My intuition tells me this will be good, and help me recognize myself. 

Moon squaring Mercury in the evening – I may get some writing done.  This new depth with Kara is changing my whole attitude toward my writing, and Firefly is also giving me new insights into character chemistry. 

Uranus goes retrograde this week, which makes the Flashback Weekend this weekend appropriate.  The Sun itself will incojunct Neptune while I’m there on Saturday, which seems appropriate.

I’m wondering whether I should see Atomic Blonde after all, but considering I just saw Debbie Harry with Blondie singing “Atomic” last weekend I should probably take the cosmos up on the synchronicity.