8:44 PM 8/6/2017

Now to catch up with aspects.  So much has happened that I’ve completely forgotten Friday.  Even though I started taking notes, they don’t make sense anymore.  In the afternoon the Moon trined Mercury right before Jupter squared Pluto and I was feeling a little bit afraid, thinking about people I used to know back in Grand Rapids and how much they hated me.  Even beyond the conspiracy of reincarnated Nazis that was after me, there were a bunch of conservatives who just hated me for being weird.  I’m not going into too much detail, but I think the Moon trining Mercury in Virgo had to do with “getting the message”, understanding what it was I was missing at the time, and Jupiter squaring Pluto had to do with collective energies of where I am in society versus where the big gangs of “normos” are, and what it means to be a law-abiding citizen cocreating with corporate fascism, and how much I’ve managed to escape by the skin of my teeth, and what the whole societal conflict I’m in means, and how to avoid more hassles. 

It was really very scary to think of all the angry situations I’ve been in in my past, but I was protected and it was actually very magical as well.

And this was related to the Moon inconjuncting Mars as the weekend was about to begin, and I got a sense of energy from all the music I was listening to, getting ready for another swing into the end-of-summer convention season.

The afternoon and evening went pretty well.  I managed to stop spending as much money which was a good sign.  I drove home and meditated.  I was still thinking about people I hate when the Moon inconjuncted the Sun late in the evening, getting a little more detached from them, seeing their evil a little more clearly.  Then I was cleaning out more old stuff during the Lunar sextile with Neptune, throwing things away, discovering things I thought I’d lost. On the whole I felt my psychic perceptions turning a new corner toward specificity.

There weren’t too many aspects during the day on Saturday but I was getting a lot of very good psychic information.  I “collapsed” a lot of time, seeing Robert Englund and Lance Henriksen, two guys who were hugely popular in the 80s when I was so entranced by the astral plane.  There were a bunch of actors from the Nightmare on Elm Street franchise.  A lot of daydreamy energy got grounded out.  I think that my iPod malfunctioning for the first time in 9 years also had something to do with that.  In general a lot of the glamour is wearing off at last.

It was also fun to see a couple of guys from Boondock Saints, and Revenge of the Nerds.

The Sun inconunct Neptune in the afternoon turned out to be very powerful, then.  It actually happened about half an hour into “Near Dark” which I was watching for the second time this year.  The director had a new movie, “Detroit”, which came out the day before.  Lance Henriksen was in it.  And I received a very grounded transmission which changed a lot for me.

Then I got home and ran and fell asleep relatively early.

I was awake when the Moon entered Aquarius, getting ready to go meditate but still feeling pretty distracted.  Fortunately the energies that are distracting me are acquiring specific names and I’m able to work with them better and better.  For instance even as I write this I am working on a mental habit of imagining a hypothetical audience while I write.  I’m more aware of what my psychic motivations are.  There are some specific trance states I’ve been working with today that I’m aware of even as I’m writing, but I’m not yet at the point where I’m ready to name them.

The Moon will inconjunct Venus in forty minutes and I’m feeling very alert to higher worlds, ready for a big breakthrough. 

The Moon opposes Mars and the Sun tomorrow.  It should be pretty exciting.

Wednesday the Moon conjuncts Neptune and just after that I have a big meeting planned with a couple of people I have very deep psi experiences with. It should be exciting. 

Thursday night I’m going to be seeing Echo Bodine onstage and that runs up to the Moon conjuncting Chiron so it might be an amazing night, considering how powerful the last time I saw her was.

Friday’s my birthday and Venus trines Neptune and squares the Moon. 

Saturday I’m going to see Echo Bodine again at IANDS right before Mercury goes retrograde.  This should be interesting. 

Then Sunday the Moon will enter Taurus and trine Saturn, which is in my natal Taurus.  I’m expecting a big leap forward in my ability to translate messages from my angels, a transmission that will make things more clear.

Also of course I have work to do in getting my car into the repair shop.  But my insurance covers a rental so I’m not too worried.

I have other things to write about now, just about perceptions in general, but I’m not completely ready.  Possibly after this upcoming Mercury retrograde I’ll be ready.