10:33 PM 8/7/2017

Tonight’s episode was fully of Buffynicity, possibly too much to recall.  I feel the resonance of it broke wide open and I was seeing  myself in everything. 

Buffynicity #1:  I got a letter today indicating that I am involved in a court case.  As I’ll write when I get to transits, I’m having a week loaded with bureaucracy – courts, insurance, and three major “events” at work all involving large amounts of paperwork and managing teams of vendors.  It’s timed very well with the Lunar eclipse.  In tonight’s episode Jayne gets arrested.  I found that synchronous.  Fortunately for me my lawyer immediately told me to do nothing and it will all get straightened out.  However I didn’t know that while I was watching so I felt like there was something about going into the “Core” and getting involved with the law that was resonating.  Also the planet they visit is “Ariel”, which is another version of “Auriel” or “Uriel”, the angel of individuality and secrecy, which is what bureaucratic hassles teach us about.

Buffynicity #2:  Very minor,

JAYNE
 Well, hey, you know. We’da been back first, except there’s
 something wrong with Inara’s shuttle. She done somethin’
 to it, Mal. Smells funny.

I had to go buy a new box fan at Target on Friday, my old one burnt out.  I stopped in the dollar store next door and picked up a jar of those “scented beads” – Hawaiian Breeze.  I’ve been enjoying the smell and I’ve been thinking about getting into the whole “room-scenting” trip.  Especially since I have a new car – I want to get one of those “vent clips”.

The main thing is that I have all this legal, bureaucratic stuff going on that was making me feel very dark and while I was watching the episode it was feeling like a Kafka-esque labyrinth.  However reassurance from my lawyer makes me feel okay and now I’m just marvelling at the intensity of this sudden wave of busywork.  I forgot to mention that I dropped my iPod off to get repaired this afternoon, as well.

When the full Moon came this afternoon I was working on one of these huge “events”, the first of three, and I was actually feeling pretty confident in my abilities although dreading all the other hassles that seem to be lined up for me.  There was a lot of energy and I feel like this is “groundedness” or a quantum leap with my angels to being a functioning intuitive with a role in the world.  Gears are shifting and everything is getting more serious.

Moon trining Jupiter – I was on my way to Ubreakifix to drop off my iPod, feeling good that I was going to get the use of it back, even though my other iPod and my phone are doing an adequate job.  I was upbeat about making the adjustment to bureaucratic effectiveness.  When I got home there was a letter indicating I might involved with this legal issue, and then 45 minutes after the trine I got word it was really happening.  This gave me a really dark feeling, and made me suddenly start working hard on the latest model I’m building and also a poster I’m working on.  Then I went to run and dwelled on the kafkaesque horror of paranoia and bureaucracy.  But then as soon as I got home there was an e-mail from my lawyer saying forget about it, do nothing, it’s a non-issue so all was well again leaving me once again with a nice feeling of accomplishment – preserving my iPod for (hopefully) several more years with a replacement part, and having made a ton of progress on my latest model, and this poster.

Tomorrow Moon sextiles Uranus in the afternoon, hopefully something fun will happen.  My next event should be mostly over.  Perhaps I’ll make some progress on dropping off my car to get the maintenance done.  Then it will be VOC all afternoon but thankfully Moon will enter Pisces around 5 pm, which is always a relaxing break (if a little lethargic) in the middle of this lousy phase of the lunar cycle.  Once again Capricorn Moon has proven to be the lousiest time of the month.  Aquarius was a little better, but still feels cold.  I usually just drift with Pisces Moon.