2:20 PM 8/20/2017
Holy cow, four days without an entry. I’m afraid I barely remember the Buffynicities, although I’m pretty sure there were a couple … but wham, right then I came up with one.
Buffynicity #1: This is a mystery Buffynicity which I forgot, I’m just writing this placeholder because I’ve seen in the past that doing like this helps me remember. I just know it was in the same episode with the “audacity” Buffynicity I recorded earlier.
Buffynicity #2: This one is actually pretty big, my parents came to visit on Friday. And then Saturday morning I watched the episode where Kate goes to see her father when he retires.
So that’s actually a pretty solid one.
Now for aspects:
I’m pretty annoyed with myself because I’ve forgotten all of Thursday. I know there was something with the Moon squaring Chiron and sextiling Uranus. I’m in a semi-channeling state right now, debating the value of memory of this kind. I just remember it made sense at the time. Moon entering Cancer felt pretty good and it was cool to go to Brian’s salon that night. I was looking up the Kardashians all afternoon which seems very Cancerian to me. I’ve never really paid attention to them before. I’m having deja vu writing about this and now I wonder if I didn’t make an entry for Thursday night and then if I didn’t accidentally just delete it. I seem to remember writing something about this, about the recent news that Kris Jenner had some kind of fling with O.J. Simpson. I started looking them up just that day.
But the Cancer Moon was expressed in Brian looking up my natal chart and talking about how Mercury crossed its natal position in my horoscope on the 3rd, and it will cross it in retrograde on the 21st, the day of the eclipse, and then it will do it again on September 17th. This seems to have something to do with an increase in focus in my channeling.
Oh, shit, I remember now that I had this whole detailed entry written because I made predictions for Friday which were largely borne out. It had to to with Venus and Saturn inconjunct in the Morning and then the Moon inconjunct Saturn and conjunct Venus in the evening. As I expected I was getting the focus in the physical plane I need to channel. The various energies are aligning in a very solid way. I think deleting the entry I made is another sign that I’m shifting to a different kind of activity with my blog, writing for a different kind of audience.
And with that comes a kind of resentment of the stupidity of the world which coincided with the Moon opposing Pluto. *** I feel very psychic and very caught up in my own world, very “done” with the stupidity of America. I keep trying to put my finger on the exact word, like I’m being insulated, finding my own place in all of it and shutting everyone else out.
I met my parents after work and they got me nice presents and all in all the Moon squaring Jupiter in the evening was a good feeling, like I’m getting what I need and making progress psychically. The past is over. I have my own little world to go to now.
Saturday the Moon trining Chiron and squaring Uranus was related to my experience of the Art Institute, and especially the Gauguin exhibit. I have been there several times since I was a teenager and looking at the same paintings gave me an expanded psychic awareness of the passage of time. I’m sure I was perceiving from outside of time. I plan to go back. Then there was VOC and I felt very tired. But by the time the Moon entered Leo I was energized again. I’m enthusiastic about going back again and again because I’ve just realized how close it is to the Red Line and I can get there with ease.
There weren’t any transits in the afternoon but I feel seing “Dunkirk” with my parents was still going off of the energy of Chiron. It was very powerful and I felt I reclaimed a bit of my past. I know combined with the visit to the Art Institute there’s a shift toward remembering exactly what I did in past lives, instead of this archetypal vagueness I’m usually in. I’m getting big answers now about who I am and what I’m supposed to be doing here.
I went to meditated and get breakfast and I was coming home when the Moon inconjuncted Neptune and the Sun inconjuncted Chiron. I had had some major insights and there were some things about the evolution of this process over time that were becoming clear to me. I’m still struggling with them but I do think that for now the three Chiron transits over the last few days are clearly related to the telepathic experiences I’m having about the Art Institute and Dunkirk and my parents. Something is getting resolved. *** Mars sextiling Jupiter was another good feeling. I’ve got lots of money to have a good time during my upcoming vacation for Wizard World and the intense activity I’m having this weekend is a good sign for the next. I seem to be aligning with my own team in the higher worlds at last.
I’m clearing away a lot of obstacles. I’m going to write in a kind of simplified style for a while. I’m going to explain less and less.
And now I’m going to post this and I’ll put up par two later tonight, as we head for Moon inconjunct Pluto and later sextile Jupiter and conjunct Mars.