3:45 PM 3/25/2018 I just had an interesting dream wehre I read some orders and then I went to some kind of industrial park and met a guy named Andy, who I met at a party once in this world. We talked a little bit. I looked out a window at another building. And then someone he knew came in and he left. I was looking around and then I was trying to do some task that were on a list. I walked to another part of the “park” and saw my waking-life boss in a driveway. I told him about the problem. There were some other people there as well. And then I was thinking about my lousy relationships with women and I saw someone I know who is a priestess. I think that meeting these people from three different arenas of my life has something to do with three parts of my mind coming together. In addition one had black hair, one red, one blonde. I think my angels are showing me something about their relationship to my life.
At some point before or afte I was watching a movie made by that Nazi burlesque show from Grand Rapids I despise, so there’s another arena of my life that was in this dream. There was a little acting but it was mostly CGI that was not put together with the film very well. It was like someone had taken a video game and stuck some footage in it.
When I woke up I was thinking about How stupid people are, like my idiot grandmother for instance.
This was a fun dream because I haven’t had too many deep ones in a while. I had a few some weeks ago but they aren’t usually this clear. The main feeling of it was boredom and sadness and isolation. I do have a greater sense of isolation. I’m not sure I wrote that.
5:39 PM 3/25/2018 I swept the floor and went shopping. I wish there was a way to capture the amazing sense of peace and fulfillment I had this morning at King Spa. The days go by faster there now, but I have an increased sense of accomplishment. I have a dream circle in a few minutes and I wish I had time to work on 3d but I want to get a few more days of transits recorded. I know now that this is a truly magical act. I feel another world just on the other side of a think veil. I wish I had a focus so I could get all of this right.
Monday the 12th was full of dread, I had two huge projects going on that week, one that would take everyone else out of my office and leave me on my own, and another big one I was terrified wouldn’t work out right. I was feeling very intimidated by my boss. But during the morning the Moon squared Uranus and even in the midst of the unpleasantness I had a new sense of a new angel with me, or a better contact with Kara, which validated the transit. I felt better in the afternoon as the Moon sextiled Chiron and entered Aquarius, but I don’t remember much about the details except I dropped off the IANDS books and I felt very good about all the spiritual progress I’ve made there. Even writing about it now I have a new sense of perspective.
Tuesday the 13th Venus squared Saturn and I was at work by myself, feeling pretty good, managing to use the experience to focus better on my life. Then there was a surprise around the time the Moon sextiled Venus and my co-workers came back. Their project was cancelled which meant I would have plenty of resources for my own deal on Thursday. So like the meeting of the week before, things turned out much better than planned. But the Venus/Saturn transit was validated when I learned that I wouldn’t be getting my computer back for another 3-5 days. It was interesting that the Moon sextiled Mercury in the afternoon. I’m not sure what that meant, but I’m noting now that, without my computer, astrological transits were harder to trace. A lot is happening with this and since this transition I’m seeing better how the magic applies to the world of computers and the life of a computerized people.
Wednesday the Moon squared Jupiter and I was feeling hard-pressed to get my big project done, put-upon by the world and annoyed at being such a total nobody working for such a boring, amoral corporation. As I write this I’m drawing on a deeper intuitive sense of what was happening at the time. It’s like the inner world are more clear. I was probably asleep when the Moon sextiled Uranus in the evening.
Thursday my project got off to a bad start but I resolved it within half and hour and then it went off very smoothly. Once again a problem that seemed burdensome was resolved with relative ease and looking back on that time without my computer I can see that I passed through some kind of dark cloud and emerged with a different worldview and a much better understanding of the spirit world.
I don’t recall much about the Moon sextiling Saturn that evening but I was at my friend’s astrology salon. There was another friend who surprisingly also came and suprisingly had a story of conflict to tell with a third person we know. It was a very productive night and I think the transit revealed itself in the different attitude I was having toward relationships, seeing the conflicts other people were in and getting a greater sense of withdrawal into my own Saturnine energies. I do love Saturn transits and this one was very powerful and encouraging.
Friday was actually very relaxing at work, as I’d made it through most of the unpleasantness and I was feeling optimistic, with a relatively light workload. The Moon conjuncted Neptune early in the morning and I did feel very compfortable in my own dream. In the evening I had a date to play Magic: the Gathering with some friends but my phone charger ran down and I had an epic struggle to recover it, and with it my GPS for the long journey to Naperville. However I ultimately made it and had a very deep time while the Moon sextiled Pluto. I think the struggle had something to do with adjustment to collective energies around gaming. We played until late and the evening ended as the Moon sextiled Jupiter, leaving me feel quite Jupiterian, very accomplished and optimistic about the future.