The Buffy Diaries 4-29-2018

8:34 AM 4/29/2018  Thursday was pretty crazy.  Thoughts are jumbled in my mind as I catch up with my narrative again, another experiment as I am on my way to King Spa after a very fruitful weekend.  I’m thinking of a few things, for one about how happy I used to be last year during the Jupiter retrograde, watching Buffy.  Those were the best weekends ever, and I have been distilling the essence of them for a very long time.   Jupiter, Saturn, and Pluto are in retrograde now and I realize I should have kept my 2017 planner to see exactly what planets were in retrograde back then, to get the specific flavor of them.  I’m very happy that I have until July to savor this particular retrograde.  

On Thursday the 26th the Moon trined Pluto and Mars conjuncted Pluto.  The Moon was VOC all day so it felt like a really big nothing, but with a lot of grinding in it.  It was a fairly harsh day of putting up with corpo bullshit and by “coincidence” I did wind up working downtown again.  All my people were in another town working on an event that wound up being cancelled, and I had a bunch of requests to deal with and the general apathy of the corporation I work for.  The day was dragged out as I waited for answers about various things, and yet at the same time I was glad to be getting things over with.  I caught up with a bunch of stuff and I did manage to get paid for travel time between sites, so it was long and drawn out but also a little mellow at the same time.

No aspects all day, just the Kafka-esque machinery of Pluto grinding along with Mars.  In the evening, as I wound up my day, the Moon incojuncted Uranus as I ended my unexpected downtown trip, looking forward to some time off the next day.  I think that was probably the benefit of Uranus – as it worked out I got to leave early on Friday, so it wasn’t all bad.

I don’t remember much about the Moon entering Libra and opposing Chiron, except Libra is always about boring work and superficiality and the opposition made me feel “unhealed” I guess, like there was nothing going on but work and never for enough money.  However with the Chiron opposition I did post two new pictures on my Tumblr and I feel the gates are opening for me to be more active in actually putting pictures on the web so once again the transit was validated and I am being reminded to associate my web-postings with Chiron.

Friday was better, there were great sales on Renderosity.  The Moon inconjuncting the Sun in the morning was a little anti-climactic after my stressful week.  I was getting off early but there were still a bunch of little things do deal with.  And yet I was having some fun.  So the transit all-in-all was like a wave on the ocean, a little bump in the road but not a lot to focus on.  A slightly unsettled feeling but as I write this I feel prompted to note that it was Moon in Libra inconjunct Sun in Taurus and my guides say from now on I should note where the Moon is as we do this.

Libra Moon square Capricorn Saturn – getting off work, still early but later than I expected.  A definite time issue as I dragged out the time at work to be thorough.  Transit validated.

I did have a brief discussion with a co-worker abotu that time which also had a lot to do with what a pain in the ass work is and some negative things about my work environment which does validate harsh Capricorn Saturn but at the same time gives me a clear focus to evolve to a higher level, away from anatagonism.  This dramatic event could also have been related to the Moon/Mercury opposition.

3:17 Libra Moon oppose Aries Mercury.  A “fullness”, I think, as I was looking forward to seeing Paul Selig that evening.  I definitely had a dramatic experience of communication from higher realms that night so I would have to say the opposition was validated.  The “working” aspect of Libra reacting with the initiating Aries, communication encouraging me to decide to read all of Paul Selig’s books.  So there was definitely a Mercurial beginning on the night of that opposition.

Saturday 4-28-2018

10:19 Libra Moon square Capricorn Pluto.  Meditation was powerful.  My facilitator gave me the names and numbers of two other faciltators and explained some changes to their program – they’re shaking things up and trying to introduce people in new combinations, so that was a definite change in the collective pattern.  Transit validated.

I took naps all afternoon.  I was having good telepathy but I wished I could be working on 3D instead of daydreaming.  I felt a little dizzy.  I assume it was a new spiritual presence in my life.

Libra Moon squaring Capricorn Mars – I had power in the sense of spiritual clarity but it was getting diffused in daydreaming states.  I was unable to focus it on doing actual 3D although I did feel the beginnings of a true magical “bridge” between my own inner states and what goes out to the public, related to the recent postings I did on Thursday and Friday.

12:32 Libra Moon opppose Aries Uranus.  I went to a spectacularly powerful ritual and I stayed up late that night working on 3D and processing the amazing energies I felt coming into my life from a higher power.  I don’t want to be too specific, but the transit was definitely validated.

I think I was still lying awake when the Moon entered Scorpio at 2:11 but I can see the synergy of the Uranus transit with the Scorpio transit being the force behind that early-am reverie during the VOC.

Now I’m up to the present moment, feeling pretty good as Scorpio Moon has just trined Capricorn Saturn.  I’m ready to make predictions for my day.  I am going to be focusing on Sandra.  

Scorpio Moon inconjunct Gemini Venus – I’ll be very fuzzy and not paying too much attention this afternoon.

Scorpio Moon sextile Capricorn Saturn, momentum will build for the full moon Taurus Sun, Scorpio Moon.  Very concrete developments around 7:58.  I will observe as closely as I can and direct my attention toward getting the maximum ride from that.  

Once again I’m spending a VOC day at King Spa, looking forward to an amazing Monday as Scorpio Moon trines Pisces Neptune and conjuncts Scorpio Jupiter.  

9:12 AM 4/29/2018  As I am getting ready to go I am appreciating how much more fluid my blogging is, and how much more comfortable I am with my public persona.  I have a few “clients” waiting for consultations and I am getting better at sharing spiritual information at the level of quality I have wanted.  This process of blogging has worked although incrementally.  There’s a lot to look at today.

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