7:54 PM 6/27/2018  I’m drifting, and I need to know where I need to be.  The astral landscape has changed dramatically in the last few months. I can feel how different it all is, and I know my 3D work has been instrumental in this change, but I still get lost in it.  I still don’t have the compass I need.

10:16 PM 6/28/2018 I’m adapting to a new form of blog.  I blogged every astrological transit for two years, I think, and then I hit a big gap.  It was right after I gave up the techniques of the “I AM” activity and began to use that time for other things.  Ironically, after having stopped working out for months I also started back again, this time riding bikes instead of running.  And with working out I’m watching more video, and I’m back involved with stories.  Especially since I “subscribed” to the AMC Theaters A-List and saw two movies this week.  I’m planning on using that time in theaters to work on trance states and focus on emotional transitions.

10:31 PM 6/28/2018 Cancer Sun opposed Capricorn Saturn yesterday at 6:28 AM and I felt it in a sense of being overwhelmed by life, not caring about anything, and yet having a sense of security in my own darkness, impervious to anything this world could bring against me.  Looking back, that transit was totally validated in the sense of escaping from this plane altogether; even though it was a dark escape it was comforting.  Also, thinking about this membership in AMC Theatres has me going deeper into the dream world.  The Moon entered Capricorn at 10:52, I forget what happened but I was making the shift to … suddenly I’m just totally pissed off and I don’t want to go over this in detail anymore.  Except I was certainly enjoying my free time last night, working on 3D while Capricorn Moon conjuncted Capricorn Saturn, feeling relatively secure in my home with my new memberships – The Field Museum and AMC A-List – promising a series of mental adventures over the coming year.

I’m skipping the rest of yesterday’s transits and moving on to today.  I was downtown again, but no Pluto transit.

Capricorn Moon sextiled Scorpio Jupiter at 2:13 PM.  I was feeling great, caught up with work and happy about a relatively peaceful day and an interesting weekend coming up.  Something is peeling me away from my blog again.  (However the transit was validated in the sense of optimism and security in my secret little ritualistic life.)

I went to see Deadpool 2 and even though I’d been wondering whether I’d enjoy it I wound up having fun and feeling like my membership is worth it.  I’m looking forward to a lot of stuff that’s coming up, since I can see it for free anyway.  I got home around the time Capricorn Moon sextiled Pisces Neptune at 8:06 PM, so optimistic about being immersed in the collective dream that I even joined Hulu to see what was on it.  (TV means “transit validated”).

Capricorn Moon just inconjuncted Leo Venus at 10:24 PM.  I would say TV since I’m back to expressing myself, my feelings in a Leonine way, but I feel strange about it in the cold, Capricornian Lunar landscape of nothing but greed and emptiness in this crummy world.  I’m getting used to my own futurelessness and darkness even as my telepathic powers increase.

Mercury enters Leo at 12:16 AM.  I can feel it in the sense of control I’m getting over my own 3D projects and my familiarity with film through increased exposure.  A lot of my mental processes which have been occupied with my various stories are coming to the level of self-expression.  It’s going to be an interesting arc.  I’m very excited to get to work on 3d even now and I feel very happy with my new AMC membership, like I belong somewhere.  I’m expecting a ton of information from this process.

Also coming up this weekend will be another workshop with John which I expect to be very dramatic.  

At 3:58 AM the Capricorn Moon conjuncts Capricorn Pluto, which I guess validates my working downtown/Pluto serial-synchronicity after all.  I’m happy with it.  *TV*  Since I’m very pleased with my fully-paid memberships in these societal structures, museums, and I feel I’m gaining the perspective on the collective necessary to advance my career as a reader or messiah or whatever I am.  I’m very happy, I just wish I could communicate my happiness.  But I feel enveloped in a comoforting darkness.

Tomorrow the Moon is VOC all day until it enters Aquarius at 8:37 PM.  I expect to be taking care of business but it occurs to me now I shouldn’t be focusing so much on daily transits as planning to take advantage of big movements – like arranging my life so I can enjoy the Lunar transit to Cancer on the 11th.  

I think that month-long break a few weeks ago, from which I haven’t completely recovered, was the tipping point to moving to a true public presence.  I’m having the urge to do some research on social media and get myself out in the world.

Chiron is going retrograde and the Moon is entering Aries on the 4th of July.  That should be interesting.