12/24/2020
10:45 AM I had another awesome day.
Apparently I’m not getting another day off until possibly January 4, but
work is going well and at least the Xmas rush is mostly over. I’ve been taking
a lot of Photoshop tutorials so I feel very productive, and of course I have
“Friends”.  

I
don’t have much to say that’s personal, but I am happy to be making a blog
entry anyway.  I have made the transition
to “performance”.  I know that
somehow the incremental nature of this is transforming my approach to social
media.  I’ve been cross-posting on more
and more platforms – today I posted on LinkedIn for the first time in
years.  I’m developing more and more
ideas for things to put on the web.  

The
Moon is in Taurus and I feel the usual contentment.  And there I had to pause because I came up
against the barrier, the synergistic self/non-self axis where I sense other
worlds.  I haven’t thought of them much
this evening as I was so enthusiastic about Photoshop.  

They
remind me that more and more people are asking me for advice at work.  My understanding of society is changing.  "They" are all around me now,
helping me try to find a point for this evening that went by so fast, although
it was very focused and I accomplished a lot.

It
is Christmas Eve, after all. “The COVID Christmas” forevermore.  After tomorrow the tension is gone.  I will have survived the doom I felt upon me
when I got hired to this new job back in August.  

I’ve
heard Trump is asking for a $2000 … they interrupted me again.  Where are you, my ladies?  I have indeed been feeling the “dark core”
of my inner perceptions today.  How do I
find this core now?

12/24/2020
11:08 AM So I quit working and thought up something to do with a picture I
downloaded recently.  It’s a relatively
simple project, and it fits very well with where I am in the tutorials.  I’ll upload it tomorrow.  It’s nice to feel so productive and that the
pictures I’m making are actually accomplishing something in terms of my
spiritual perceptions.