12/29/2020
3:44 AM So much to my surprise I’m back having another Tea Party. My present understanding is that this segment,
this year of my blog is wearing away the self-consciousness I have around other
people, and helping me triangulate on the feeling-source of my own intuitions
about life.
The
Dream:
Three
women in an old house, I’m seeing from one of their points of view, although at
the same time I still feel like myself.
It’s like I’m a character like Sophie Turner in Game of Thrones. There
is a round mirror which “bites” the woman I am. We’re all talking about, why the mirror bit
me, because it usually likes me. It’s because I’m wearing a shiny silver ring,
that’s very cheap.
They
remind me of the rhyme, I’m thinking it’s because the mirror doesn’t like
gold. The rhyme is “not too silver,
not to bright”.
There’s
a rhyme about my fate, one knight will stand, one knight will leave …
Waking
up I feel great, the magical presence of my astral double, or something. It does have something to do with (someone).
So
this must be my higher self, or some aspect of it, and I can focus on it while
I work.
12/29/2020
9:01 AM There have been two Buffynicities today,
Buffynicity
#1: one is that I took a tutorial on the “Liquify” filter in
Photoshop, which turned out to be just like the mirror “Liquifying”
in my dream.
Buffynicity
#2: I was seeing through the eyes of a
younger character in my dream, and then in “The One With The Ick
Factor”, Monica was pretending to be four years younger than she was. Also Phoebe played a “character” as
a substitue secretary for Chandler, pretending she didn’t know him.
Buffynicity
#3: Furthermore, back a day or so before I started watching
“Friends”, I was thinking of the phrase “Ick Factor”
concerning something else, and then I noticed in the list of episode titles
when I first bought season one. I’ve
been thinking about that synchroncity since then, and now I find that it
intertwines with an episode that relates to my own dream. This is the intertwining of three levels of
my mind represented by the three women.
12/29/2020
9:49 AM Buffynicity #4: Last night at work, I noticed a co-worker had a clear
plastic backpack with a Subway sandwich in it.
Then tonight at the end of the episode, when they were leaving for the
birth of Ross’s son, Joe came into the hallway with a huge sub sandwich in his
hand.
Buffynicity
#5: This is possibly the most insane Buffynicity of all so far but Rachel had
three dreams about having sex with three friends and I had a dream about three
women, and they were in fact talking about “knights”, i.e. lovers.
So
this becomes a very important nexus and I am going to plan a very major picture
about it, the crossing of “Alice In Wonderland” and
“Friends”.
12/29/2020
9:59 AM I have a couple of hours now before I go back to bed and back to work …
I’m trying to do a Pareto analysis here.
In forty-five minutes I’ll go to the store. I’ll pick up my laundry on the way back. Boy even part of a night off means so much
after 20 days straight work. Genvieve
was so clear tonight. This represents a
transition in that I am no longer reluctant to say she is “appearing”
… I can talk about her the way Sheryl talks about Siria Family, although my
first thought is there’s a lot of mess to clean up.
12/29/2020
11:45 AM It’s a performance for and of myself now. I can feel one level of my mind with Gen, and
then I’m also cruising along out here in the world. I wish I could capture all the layers of
perception which I just experienced over at the grocery store. The full moon isn’t until tonight, so I guess
everything’s still building.
I’m
glancing over news reports of the Senate, where support for the $2,000 payment
is growing. As I get more telepathic I
can see the silliness of this group of 100 men deciding the fate of a nation of
330 million. I can see the futility of
trying to make sense of it spiritually. I’m trying to capture the peace I’m
experiencing while another part of my mind wonders if I should try to complete
any more tasks before I go to bed. The
peaceful, golden light is so expansive and so full of information I could never
capture it.
