I’m
feeling pretty good now because I’m at the “boundary”. Genvieve’s
energy has

1/19/2021
7:04 AM  Well, damn, I had an amazingly
productive night. I can barely believe it’s already gone by.  My party was a success.  I just wish I had more time to do all the
pictures I’ve thought of.

1/19/2021 11:49 AM I didn’t have time to write
a lot because so much happened.  I
started the application process for college and talked to two different
counselors.  I think I’ll probably be
going to the Chicago School for Professional Psychology.  This is so appropriate for an Aries Moon!

I
did do a cool picture and thought of a couple more.  I felt as though I was contacted by Harry
Brant, who just died and I want to do something for him.  I had an amazing session with Sheryl and I
recorded a lot of it, including myself channeling for several minutes.  Although it’s still a drag to be working so
many hours at work, I’ve never felt better about my future, like in my entire
51 years of living.

Most
exciting is that I get to listen to this recording of me channeling for several
minutes.  They told me to listen to it at
least three times to build on it for next week’s session.

1/18/2021 It
was another day of crazy ups and downs, but the magic is happening now in spite
of my moods, for which I am grateful.
I’m so grateful I don’t even want to think about the crummy things that
happened.  The spirit world is here and
I’m building up to another amazing session with Sheryl tomorrow.

That 70s
Show is like a lens for me.  It is a
journey back in time to a society that had a spiritual center, even if it was a
shallow one.  It’s also a journey into
the telepathic influence of entertainment.  The thirty second theme song is like an
encapsulation of all rock songs for me.

Right now I
feel like Doctor Strange.  The spirits
are here and they’re not letting me go.

I found out
something terrible about work, but then I got off early.  Now I am sitting here absolutely convinced
that someone is transmitting to me, and that all the answers I want are going
to be given to me.  I’m very happy
because I’m having just the same state I had last week, when I was sitting in
the dark in my living room at 3AM feeling the presence of Genvieve so
completely that I was content.  I didn’t
have to try to get at her any more.  So
this is my dream coming true, right now.

Right now I
can’t decide if I want to make an Instagram post with Doctor Strange, or watch
T7S.

1/18/2021
8:38 AM My mind stalled so hard.  I feel
the spiritual emanations, I sense the presences.  What is the next element I want to put in
this graphic? I can’t decide so I’m going to watch T7S.  

1/18/2021
8:47 AM Buffynicity?  I’m not sure.  The T7S gang found a keg, and I suddenly got
half the day off at work.  I wonder if
the sudden windfall is a synchronicity. I am having a Tea Party tonight.

Buffynicity: Mr. Pinciotti made
the comment “How many stories do you think there are in this naked burg?”.   I saw that word today at work, although I
can’t remember where.

1/18/2021
10:09 AM This is a huge trip I’m on now where Tanya Roberts appears and says
“There’s a movie in your future.”
Very bright light is coming down.

I’m very
happy that I’m getting so much energy, but I’m still desperate to know what to
do with it.

My head
fucking HURTS, man.

It’s great
that I’m having

1/18/2021
8:08 PM I’m in the middle of the game, it’s very interesting.  I may be making progress with the horrifying
emotional emptiness of Peoria.  Did
something go wrong or not? I’m having flashbacks … these things did
happen.   I’m glad they’re over.  There’s some presence communicating now and I
want to receive all of it.  I’m glad for
the specificity of this, that it can be over.
It’s disorienting with this game going on but I’m focusing on feeling
better.

It’s so
strange having this while they’re playing but I’m happy for the vividness of
it, the focus, and the sense that something is happening.

We fought
the creature from the well. There was a train wreck in my mind, my watch was
missing.

1/18/2021
9:47 PM There was a lot of confusion and twisted feelings, but it was a
liberation from the ugliness of Peoria somehow.