The Buffy Diaries 1/28/2021

Today
I’m thinking about Harry Brant and the alternative “Iron Man”
scenario I developed at Ravenswood Kinowerks.
Laundry is doing, I’m going to have some fun with a Rendo cart, like I
used to in the old days.

{this is all the stuff in my shopping cart at Renderosity as I decided what to finally buy, and the reasons I wanted it, although the names of the models are abbreviated.} 

Futuristic
apartment – I could create a gloomy scene from the Nuunar, or even use it in
Blackjack

Techno
Town – more street hassles although I already have a couple

Bar
– would be good for Blackjack

Miniatures
– what’s it good for?  I’d just like to
have it.

Striptease
– has some potential for erotica

Overseers
– for villains in Nuunar

Spooky
props – erotica

I
spy – erotica in all stories must get

Gas
mask – erotica

Thunder
road – blackjack, nuunar, porn

70s
hotel resort, who knows?

Cubicle
office – unnamed satire

Colony
dome

600
ft under

1/28/2021
10:16 AM I’m losing it now.  I have no
focus and I’m worried the evening will slip by without me enjoying it.  The spirit presence is here.  What do I do with it?

1/28/2021
10:50 AM I’m going to time myself to see how long it takes to make a meme.

1/28/2021
11:43 AM The Moon is in Leo and we’re approaching a full moon.  My mind is burning but at least I made a meme
from deep inside my flight.  I didn’t get
as much as I wanted done, I have to find a way to harness this energy.  

1/28/2021
11:58 AM So I’m just not coming down from it.
I’m going to feel I did accomplish something today and just stay in this
frenzy, daring the universe to stop me.

1/28/2021
12:14 PM So I had an amazing imaginal journey discussing things with Harry
Brant.  I watched his video.  But he’s keeping me awake too late.

1/28/2021
12:22 PM Okay, tonight was a journey with a beginning, middle, and I’m pissed
off about the end because I don’t know how to wind it up, but Harry has pointed
out that I’m going on Night Flights, even though it’s daytime, something to
look forward to in the evening, an intensification of the ritual elements of
this.

1/28/2021
12:54 PM I’m off to bed now.  Somehow I
didn’t get as much done as I wanted because I was flying around in my mind,
although I did get a meme done, and I got a bunch of ideas and accomplished
some other non-creative tasks.

Still,
I wish I could do more.  I’m signing off
from inside the burn.