2/12/2021 11:55 AM  

Braco was very intense today.  The revelations I’ve been having have shifted my spiritual center of gravity.  It’s possible I may have found the vanishing point that I sought for so long, inside the gentle white cloud I feel more and more these days, especially this morning.

2/12/2021 12:23 PM    

Buffynicity #1: Earlier today I was thinking of a line from something I wrote about a movie being a “smear of alternative crap on the screen”  I repeated that specific line in my mind several times..  Then in “That Wrestling Show” Red said something to the effect that if we don’t all follow the rules we’ll be sitting in trees flinging crap at each other, so the word was a definite Buffynicity hit.  

I love the hard distinction of the universe of T7S.  All the anger and continuous sarcasm in the show really offsets that universe vividly and makes it feel alive.  It’s very like rock music in that way.  

Buffynicity #2:  Today I had a long conversation with a friend about getting my bachelor’s degree in social work.  Then Donna’s mother said she was going to start therapy.

The video I made earlier this week has set in motion changes in how I see myself with regard to media – social media mostly, but there are some big things going on with how I feel about entertainment as well.  Another influence is the Marilyn Manson revelations about human trafficking, etc.  I just did a great stream with Braco and I feel sharper than ever.  After decades of work, I’m finally getting the “hard” vanishing point I need to get things done.