Well the moon went into Pisces and I just flaked, didn’t I?  Didn’t keep my blog at all yesterday.  Still adapting to the brave new world of President Trump.  At least Mars is in Aquarius now and I feel like I belong to civilization again, like we’re all working together as part of a country, even if it’s a fucked-up brain-damaged country where nothing ever feels right.  Pisces Moon just has me thinking about endings and not beginnings.  I should get into gear tomorrow with Aries moon and meanwhile I just don’t care.  Work has been going well, I’ve been getting along with everyone and catching up with work since my Halloween Vacation last week. Sun and Mercury in Scorpio, still waiting for the next big breakthrough – hopefully with Venus in Capricorn this Saturday.  I’m wondering if having Venus in Cancer in my birth chart means I just want to always “clamp on” to something, and I hate the enforced mutability of Sag.  

I’m starting to look at other peoples’ horoscopes on a deeper level, like my main shamanic teacher is a Sagittarius, and my main Astrological partner is an Aries.  I’m a watery being but my spiritual power comes from fire.  My angel of Mars is coming through loud and clear.  I’ve been focused on my angel of Saturn for the last several years but now it feels as though the arc of that work is done and I definitely feel I’m shifting my attention to my angel of Mars in the expansive, philosophical sphere of Sagittarius in the ninth house of philosophy and belief.  I’m working on understanding my angel’s message and it has a lot to do with Aquarius – how we’re all supposed to be here in this country working toward something, feeling like we belong even though we’re always in this Martial conflict.  

It’s kind of feeling like that with the new era of Trump.  Like i both know that I don’t belong in this country but the time has also come for me to say boldly what I think about it.  It just doesn’t matter any more, does it?  Belonging doesn’t matter, work doesn’t matter, ideas don’t matter, just go with the idiotic flow of whatever meltdown popular culture is having at the time … well I’ll come up with something to say about it with the Aries moon and I suspect I’m going to find out something big with Venus in Capricorn.  I have no idea what it’s going to feel like, but I’m hoping I get something done in the way of transformation.