I have a recurring problem when I do 3d, I can’t make up my mind which direction to take.  There are so many possibilities that I just sit paralyzed while they crush me with astral creation.  I’m looking for “one shot”, the perfect angle on 3D that will let the creative energies flow.  It’s nerve-wracking.  It can get physically uncomfortable to have so much imaginal energy pent up inside myself and not understand the occult implications of this.  

So I’m sitting around tonight, listening to “Halloween Parade” by Lou Reed and playing with “The Temple of Shadows” and a few other assets on Poser, and I felt afraid to work with this.  It’s so amazing, with all the levels and the sense of space.  It’s like it taps into something too powerful for me to work with right now.  I should be trying out a smaller room or something.

But I decided to go ahead and post it, just to get over the block, just to see what would happen if the potentials I sensed were actually contacted.  

The scene itself is nothing, just some “random” objects placed in the middle.  I just want to get over this horrible astral paralysis.

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