8:20 PM 4/25/2018  I’m in an interesting channeling state right now.  I’ve just been given the phrase “force fields” to describe some of the inner influences I feel, as they do feel like “spaces” or “fields”, but they have force to them as well.  Sue Storm has force fields and I was just looking at my action figure of Ursa, who I relate to “Susie the Bear”.  So I’m Reed, Kara is Sue, Sandy is The Thing.  That leaves Gen as Johnny, “John Vieve”.  That works out pretty well.

Although I want to catch up on the last three days of transis, they’re “bringing it down” now, reminding me that the Moon just opposed Neptune, which was one reason I felt like complete crap and unable to do any 3d work when I got home.  I just sat around and thought about wanting to do things, but then I finally got my blog going a half hour after the transit.

Before that Mercury had squared Saturn at 4:28 and I was feeling like total crap because I got a surprise e-mail at work, some jerk schedule a task for our department but didn’t tell us which threw off my whole work program and made me possibly late on a big project this week – a very definite validation of Mercury square Saturn, the communication of the e-mail, and the e-mail itself being about “data backups”, given that at 5 pm I had an appointment at Best Buy in Skokie (I just feel like being more specific about my life now) to pick up a hard drive backup which I had recovered.  Limitations, time, communication, feeling rushed on 3D in the evening as the Moon opposed Neptune – all this is substantial validation and the force fields around it are giving me insight into how to work with 3D astrologically.

Before that the Moon had been inconjunct Mercury as I woke up that morning, concerned I was going to be late for the bi-weekly internation conference call I thought was scheduled.  But then when I got there  I found that it was cancelled so that was a definite validation of the Moon trining Saturn at 7:30; I was feeling very free and ahead of the game, the opposite of how I felt by that afternoon when the Moon squared Mercury.

Interesting that I blogged this day backwards, and was taking the order of days backwards in this entry, and talking about the transformation in energies related to time between the trine in the morning and the square at night.  It’s very deep, astrologically.

Tomorrow, the day I am unexpectedly going downtown again, the Moon inconjuncts Uranus, and there are two major Pluto transits – trine the Moon and conjunct Mars.  Amazing validation.

So what about Monday and Tuesday?  I’m so excited now by these force fields that I am reluctant to make myself remember what happened, but recalling the Pluto retrograde on Sunday is like a yardstick.  It was such a total Plutonian grind that the twelve hour stretch of minute observations of inner states stands out in high relief.

I can feel that the force fields are shifting my approach to memory.

On Monday the 23rd I was thinking all about Dracula, and how he was a genuine historical figure who became a myth, and I bought Blue Tree Studio’s “Lair of the Vampyre Bride” which has the famous portrait of Dracula.  I was thinking about how Dracula means “Son of the Dragon”.  Maybe I was Dracula in a former life.  It was like a magical grounding of my daydreams back into the flow of history, the acknowledgement of the legacy of souls on the earth.  This powerful shift validated the Moon inconjunct Neptune.

But when I got home, even though I wanted to work on 3D, I just fell asleep.  It was a very nice feeling and I got lots of rest.  

Yesterday Venus entered Gemini and I am sure that’s one reason I feel so flighty and totally not a part of my own life, just watching everything go by.  I am not looking forward to a month of this.  But the thought takes me that I should do some 3D about it to stabilize.

The Moon trining Uranus was certainly validated in the afternoon as I got a surprising e-mail, just minutes before the transit, about a job request I couldn’t do myself.  The only person who could was in another town and I had a minor panic.  Surprisingly, that other person got the e-mail and came all the way back into town to do the job but it was several minutes of unpleasantness thinking about the trouble I was in before it got straightened out.  This happened again today.  

This week I am working in my home office alone and to have these two surprise jobs, doable only by those people who are out of town dumped on me just before I’m off for the day shows that all of this is arranged by a higher power.  The first one was within minutes of a Uranus transit, and the second one has me unexpectedly going downtown on the day of a major Uranus transit.

However, the Moon entered Virgo, its most magical sign for me, just as my coworker came back into town and made everything alright, so I was feeling pretty good as I came home and struggled to ground the psychic energies into some good 3D.  On the way home I stopped and checked in my hard drives with Best Buy.  There was something so unexpectedly weird about doing that on that day that the Uranus transit is validated on a deeper level, but I can’t talk about it in public.  I can sense the last several days however (since the Pluto retrograde?) that the force fields of astrological information are twisting into a more textured, layered whole just as my 3D illustrations are evolving in a similar way.

The Moon was squaring Venus as I left work for the day, feeling rushed and disappointed that my regular MTG game was postponed.  I’m trying to remember more specifically how that felt.  I think I was actually a little relieved that I was going to get more time to work on 3D, and also looking forward to getting my hard drives reclaimed, as I used the time freed up to stop by Best Buy.  The Moon inconjuncted Chiron about that time.  There was a nice surprise as it turned out one of my drives was reclaimable there in the store.  I had to wander around Best Buy for a while, thinking of the days when I lived in Grand Rapids and there was a Best Buy at the “dirt mall”, right near the crazy legal services place I used to work.  I was viewing the expanse of time since I lived there, feeling the wave-form collapse.  It was a healing reunion with old memories to go along with the reunion with the data on my drives.

8:55 PM 4/25/2018  I really got into typing all of that.  I forgot myself there for a few minutes.  My channeling is increasing in depth.

Venus sextiled Chiron a little later that night when I was at home and exactly 3 minutes afterwards I got a call from Best Buy that the transfer of data from one of my drives was complete and I could pick it up today.  Nice timing!  Chiron is definitely about nostalgia for me.

So here I am in the midst of some major force fields.  Somewhere in the last few days I also discovered that the pain in my heel, which caused me to quit running a few weeks ago, is plantar fasciitis.  It was Wednesday night I discovered this, I now remember, the day the Moon conjuncted Uranus.  So that’s another nice validation.

It’s been a week that I’ve been icing me heel and I believe it’s working, so I look forward to getting back to running.

As for what lies ahead, the Moon is conjuncting Pluto and opposing Chiron tomorrow, which should be big.  It’s conjuncting Mercury on Friday when I see Paul Selig again, and I’ll be at King Spa on the day of the Full Moon in Scorpio.  

This should be good!