“Dark
information futility”

12/21/2020 7:30 AM I got this information last
night before I went to work, a wave of darkness depicting the horror and futility
of everything, but it was so psychically clear that I knew it contained a
genuine insight.

12/21/2020
8:13 AM Whatever persona I was performing when I started this section of The
Buffy Diaries, it’s gone now.  Now I’m
looking for something to crystallize the energy I feel.      

12/21/2020 9:49 AM I did laundry today because I’m not getting a day off until
after Christmas.  It’s going to wind up
being at least 13 days in a row, I think.
At least I’m getting overtime. I’m very tired.  I couldn’t decide what to do first,
eventually I wound up listening to the Depp/Heard audio.  It’s an interesting bit of voyeurism,
changing a lot of my psychic landscape, as I have spent so much time
daydreaming about Hunter S. Thompson and
other friends of his.  I can tell
this is the year for “collapsing the waveform”, for excavating all my
entertainment fantasies and getting to the hard information that will burst my
fantasy bubbles.  

ALL
CRUSHING Johnny Depp/ Amber Heard Audio Evidence EXPOSED! (1)

I
got caught up in “Bang-Shang-A-Lang” for a while, but I did
ultimately complete this audio.