1/20/2021
12:06 PM I
had fun today. My energy was very
high. The Angel Picard is here and much
of his communication is crystal clear.
But I’m so excited I wasted an hour, and now I’m not getting as much
done as I want. But it’s a familiar
trance, which I associate with Kara.
I
just wish I knew how to get control of it.
1/20/2021
12:24 PM I made myself watch the last six minutes of “The One With
Phoebe’s Husband”. Now I’m in the
tunnel and even though it’s late I’m going to start T7S. Where is the intense, driving energy I felt
just a few minutes ago? I don’t know,
but there has to be a way to capture this fury.
There
was a bit of Buffynicity.
Buffynicity
#1: In “The Keg”, from T7S Kutcher was
squeezing Kunis very tightly, holding her in the air to make her let them have
a party. Then, that same day (yesterday)
Phoebe was meeting her husband and when they hugged she wouldn’t let go. So it might not be much but it was two such
embraces in the same day. Now that I’m
writing it it does seem a valid Buffynicity.
1/20/2021
12:43 PM
Buffynicity
#2: This is fascinating, I just had time to get
through the beginning of “That Disco Episode”. Whereas today I finished off “The One
With Phoebe’s Husband”, which ended with Ross feeling very chipper after
his first lovemaking with Julie, “That Disco Episode” begins with Fez
making a joke about the probably “first lovemaking” of Donna and
Eric. So the cosmos snuck in one more
before bed.
Buffynicity
#3:
Yesterday I posted a gif of Hyde on Facebook.
I’ve been thinking about the actor, Masterson, who’s been charged with
rape. I think he’s innocent. I downloaded some images to use in a meme
about him. Today he is learning to dance
from Eric’s mom. This is the first time
I’ve seen Hyde do anythin on his own in this show. So it may not be a full-blown Buffynicity but
it’s a current of thought.
I’m
feeling much calmer now, but that power is still there, just under the
surface. I could tap into if I want
to. What I really want, though, is to
know what to do with it.