The Buffy Diaries 1/23/2021

1/23/2021
10:14 AM Yesterday I had a dentist appointment so I didn’t get to blog or work
on any pictures.  … I had to stop there
because I was drifting into something.  

1/23/2021
10:42 AM I wish I could remember everything that happened.  Once again someone interrupted me when I
wrote that so I guess I’m not supposed to write about the experiences I had
today.  I do seem to be getting much
better perceptions of people like Trump.

1/23/2021
11:59 AM Buffynicity #1: A true Buffynicity, earlier today I was
thinking about Anthony Michael Hall smelling Molly Ringwald in 16 Candles, and
making up jokes about guys smelling girls, and then in “That Disco
Episode” Eric smelled Donna. 

I’ve
had a very wild, productive “evening”, with lots of improved
perceptions.  I have a lot of things
going on that spirits don’t want me to talk about, which is frustrating because
I know blogging and making pictures is changing my inner landscape dramatically
for the better.  The fascination with
entertainers is disappearing.  They can
all go to hell for all I care.

I
think I’m writing for my future self.
I’ve “moved inside” myself now, I’m in here with my spirits
and none of us gives a damn what goes out on the web.  

1/23/2021
12:25 PM Buffynicity #2: In the Friends episode I was watching, Chandler
is pretending to be someone else so he can get a hold of this woman who calls
his apartment looking for “Bob”.
In “That Disco Episode”, Fez and Hyde are making moves on
Kelso and Eric’s women …

I
was very happy during this episode, laughing out loud and rocking back and
forth as the gand did all that disco dancing.
I felt it was synchronizing the halves of my mind, because until now
I’ve always had to stop every movie I’m watching every few minutes … I just
can’t put up with video.  But I’m in the
world.

Buffynicity
#3:

This one is extremely powerful and I didn’t even realize it until I finished
blogging about #2.  For hours tonight I
was playing the same song over and over, visualizing my guides performing a
rock concert.  I decided to keep this
song secret.  But then in tonight’s
episodes, half of the Friends went to see Hootie and the Blowfish, while the
gang from T7S went to a disco, so not only is there a match between the two
episodes, there’s a match with this very powerful visualization I was receiving
this morning.  

I’m
glad I could enjoy these shows without having to stop them.  And I did feel like someone was there,
enjoying it with me.

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