I just got done with an amazing dream circle and then I had to catch up on my social media. I’ve only been doing this a few weeks and I really have to stop going through every post, especially since I keep adding new stuff to follow. Psychically, I get more and more sensitive with it, each new post is tweaking my perceptions of what it means to be a person in the 21st century. I’m narrowing things down to where I know what I want to say, and also gaining some detachment.
This world is really like a dream. I have to figure out why I’m dreaming Donald Trump. And if it’s my dream that Trump is in, what do I do with him? It’s fun to watch him self-destructing but at the same time I know that, destroyed or not, he’ll probably be around for a few more decades, which just means his goon followers will get more strident – not a pleasing prospect for America.
I have to go deeper with spirit as I do this. Posting pictures of the dead is affecting me, gaining me closeness to the spirit world and distance from the physical plane at the same time. I’m becoming something else as I do this, but nerve-wracking vagueness is all I can come up with to describe it. A sense of disorientation in time and extension across multiple dreams. I feel like I’m participating in the thoughts of all those who are tweeting, even though I know there’s no emotional connection … it’s so natural to make my comments, they come to me spontaneously, as though I was conversing with someone, and yet I know they just spill out into the void.
I was really energized by DeNiro’s rant against Trump, and I was really annoyed by Jon Voight’s response. I posted a belittling remark about him. It was so strange to do that for someone I used to think of as a distant, abstract, and even admirable figure. It seems that all of public discourse has crumbled into mere sniping. All my boundaries are changing and I don’t even know the direction they’re moving. However as I immerse myself in it I do go into a light trance that I fills the gap I used to feel between me & the world. It’s magic and I do believe the spirit world is refining my understanding of it continually. Hopefully I’ll be able to turn all this to good use at some point.




