10:22 PM 4/11/2017 It’s Passover and the Moon is in Scorpio and it is fitting that this would be the first blog entry in which we use the “Royal ‘We’” as we shift now to a dual blog. Last night at Sharyl’s intensive we were doing full voice channeling and it was very comfortable once we got started. Then we came home and finally got an attempt at a website published at www.angelvector.com. And now we are catching up with the blog, from which this may have been the longest break since we started it. We might go back and forth between “we” and “I” sometimes. Where are the emotions we were developing before, since we saw “Logan”? We had a massive telepathic breakthrough when I (and now we think it’s good to just use “we” most of the time and then occasionally use “I” because it will be obvious that “I” is “Jason” while “we” is Jason and one or more angels, because they follow me around now like backup singers).
We were really getting serious about writing emotions last week and we kept a shit-ton of notes on Wednesday through Friday at work but they’re missing now and we want to get this all caught up so we’ll forget it except for the high points. On Thursday Saturn went retrograde so looking back it seems very synchronous that that was the day life got so busy that we didn’t get a chance to blog. We saw Vincent Genna at the Wilmette theater and had deep experiences of the afterlife.
I especially saw my rotten grandfather who was coming through a little more deeply with all the other dead folks there that night. It felt as though some unfinished business were taken care of and I got a little more distance. In the midst of the necromantic vortex I didn’t feel the presence of my angels as deeply. Speaking of Saturn retrograde, Mr. Genna had a role in the movie “Grease” which I watched several times in the 70s. Olivia Newton John gains power by dressing in black in that movie. And also grease is dark, heavy stuff. The moon trined Saturn and inconjuncted Venus during that session and I wonder if the inconjunct Venus had to do with the intensity of the spirit perceptions or the chaotic nature of them. Also the moon was VOC during most of that time, which would probably lend to the chaos. I also felt very strong impressions of the dead of World War Two. It was as though my grandfather, who hated me while he was alive, had decided that World War Two was something we had in common.
So then the Moon entered Virgo and the next morning I recall that there was something very appropriate around the Moon trine with Mercury, but I have forgotten what it was and it’s too late to remember. We’re just going to leave this here as a placeholder. We left work early and while the Moon opposed Jupiter we were actually feeling very good, looking forward to the intensive. Unfortunately on the way home we stopped at a mexican restaurant which gave me a case of the shits which lasted all weekend and made me feel very under the weather – this is the first time I’ve been sick in a while and it reinforces the synchronicity of the Saturn retrograde. However I didn’t feel it too much the first evening as the intensive took place during the runup to the Moon oppositon with Neptune. It was very intense but by the end I could barely stay awake. I actually failed at the end and fell asleep but the whole crowd did a major healing on me, pushing together the broken pieces of my mind.
I fell asleep very hard right afterwards and woke up early the next morning, getting more and more sick. I did manage to meditate but then I felt so badly that we ran a little late for the meeting of Chicago IANDS. I was getting cramps and feeling very exhausted and partly out of my body, but it was nice because I was obviously shifting into the spirit world, coming to different terms with the dead. Moon trining Pluto and Mars and Venus squaring Saturn – the trines of Pluto and Mars bringing the force and the Venus issue once again seeming to make the visions of higher worlds more palpably solid and 3-dimensional. However I was also very tired and slept during a lot of the meeting. It did go very smoothly, though, as we had lots of help.
Then, rested up though still cramping and having to poop every hour or so I made it to a group magical ritual while the Sun squared Pluto and the Moon inconjuncted Venus and opposed Chiron. Once again I felt the influence of Pluto related to visions of the afterlife and Venus inconjuncting Chiron brought a powerful sense of otherworldly connection although there was a slight disruption during the ritual when the landlord knocked on the door several times. Once again I made it home and fell right to sleep.