7:08 PM 4/21/2017  John’s circle is starting in a few minutes.  I just got home from day one of C2E2 and I feel so happy that I want to capture this moment, this feeling of realization.  So here I am capturing it.  I get a little more identity every time I go.  The confusion I feel about the supernatural forces in my life gets a little less.  The biggest question is, what do I say about the specific angels that I saw and what they were doing in my life?

Before I go down to the circle,

7:35 AM 4/22/2017 I stopped right there and went down and had a very focused channeling experience during the circle, and then afterwards I talked to a few people for a while and continued channeling in a more relaxed atmosphere.  I learned quite a bit.  I must say that after waiting for this weekend for months it has already proven to be everything I wanted.  I wish I had more time now to relay everything that happened yesterday but I am in a hurry to get down to McCormick Place in time for the Frank Miller/Stan Lee panel.  I don’t want to get shut out in case it fills up.  Would it fill up?  I’ll see, and it will be significant – the panel is such a big deal for me I worry that it might, but perhaps no one will care that much.  I mean there will surely be a lot of people but maybe it’s not the Comics Apocalypse I feel it to be.

I woke up yesterday a few minutes before the Moon sextiled Uranus, which was interesting.  I was lying in bed awake, anticipating the day as Mars moved into Gemini.  There’s so much going on it’s difficult to get a distinct feel for the shift but perhaps that’s part of it – the sense of activity all around.  I was drifting around, feeling pretty good about my day but a little tired as Venus squared Saturn and come to think of it, feeling excited but disappointed because you’re tired is a very Venus-Saturn square experience.

I didn’t watch Buffy because the Sun was too bright at the health club.  I listened to my old action-movie playlist instead, this time with “United” by Judas Priest in place for a big scene in Book IV.  I thought a lot about 2Pac all morning.

Just as with dreams, it’s only as I write these things down that the subtleties of the experience comes to light.

The Moon sextiled Saturn while I was on the train down.  Despite being a little later than I wanted, I was very pleased at how smoothly everything was going.  I used to get nervous about getting the most out of my day, and having everything I needed, but now I’m skating through the whole experience, and it is very grounding.  I’m definitely able to handle the energies associated with all the dream-interactions much better.

I’ve got to go now.  More tonight when I get home.