10:34 PM 4/12/2017 Buffynicity #1:  Today just before I left work at 4 I was reading an article about some creep in Indonesia who sabotaged an issue of X-Men by quoting a Quran verse and putting the number “212” on the side of a building, that number being a reference to the date of a protest concerning that Quran verse.  It was a pretty treacherous thing to do.  Then in tonight’s episode the head of “The Initiative” was sneaking into room “314” to do some treacherous stuff of her own.  So those numbers on the wall were similar. 

Also today the newspapers at the gas station where I buy drinks at work had pictures of that bloody guy from the United flight, and in the episode that chick was raving about security cameras and spying on Buffy and Riley.

Buffynicity #2:  There was a mom issue going on with that chick (I can’t even remember that character’s name) being very possessive of Riley and the fish-demon was called a “Polgara”.  Polgara is the name of the half-wolf sorceress in “The Belgariad” who is a mother figure to dozens of young boys over the centuries.  The fish-demon form recalled (here with four planets in retrograde) the episode from season one where the swim team gets turned into fish-men, and also reminded me of “Black Rain”, the six-part horror series I read when I was a kid about a fish-demon who poses as the matriarch of a mutigenerational family in the deep south.  Also mother imagery – Anya the ancient female demon was talking about “spanking”, which freaked out Xander – although I bet it was her getting spanked and not Xander.

Speaking of “verses” I was looking up versicles from Solomonic sigils today.  I was also catching up on my reading about Enochian.  Reading the transcripts of all the things the Angels actually say to Dee via Kelly only emphasizes how loopy they were.  After work I went to the library and got a bunch more Motorhead albums, and then I went grocery shopping.  I made it home in time to do some magic at the Moon-Neptune trine and it worked out spectacularly well.  Then I went to run and now I’m going to get some sleep. 

I’m trying to maintain the emotional presence and commitment that “Logan” inspired in me, but the spiritual presences are moving around in such a way that I am in doubt.  I’m going to keep slogging on with it.  But I’m still reluctant to give specifics about my angels, about which one is doing what.  Kara came back to the forefront tonight, though.  She’s been a bit vague since the Saturn return but tonight she came in and helped me deal with the magic I was doing.  I just closed my eyes and saw an image of Yvonne Craig as Batgirl.  I guess I have to think about where we want all these forces to go.  I’m definitely feeling a presence right now. 

The pictures of that guy who got beaten up on the United flight, combined with the sabotage of the X-Men comic are reminding me that the United States is not really in great shape.  I think the Trump presidency is both inspiring and provoking hatred.  I would have to say that these two events coming in one day have definitely turned me against him – although of course he would be saying “I told you so” about the Muslim sabotage, my opinion is that his immigration policies are stirring up the rat’s nest. 

I’m working with Kara now, searching for the thread of the channeling.  Maybe not much will come with all these retrogrades (including Mercury) but I’m still going with it, still developing.  I’m probably going to have some things to say about Enochian magic, eventually, and also Egypt.

Now that I’ve gotten some familiarity with my ancient Egyptian lifetime, and I have the sense of two different pasts – Egypt and Europe in World War Two, I’m turning to Elizabethan imagery, Nostradamus, John Dee, Shakespeare, etc.  I have a life there to uncover.  Now that I’ve got two that I accept fully, I expect the others will fall into place a bit faster.  For instance I’m pretty sure I read Charles Dickens when I lived in London in the 19th Century.  We’ll see.  I guess that’s one thing Kara is showing me – a broader perspective on my life and the life of the people around me.  The United States isn’t supposed to be a happy country right now.  This is a dark time for the world.  But I can get the perspective I need and I suppose bring through the information I’m supposed to bring through. 

I feel much better, like the issue of reincarnation was what she was pushing me toward and now that I’ve begun that discussion I can retire for the evening and pick up the thread later.

Tomorrow should be fascinating, with events all day.  Two decent Uranus aspects, including a conjunct with the Sun, and Luna trining Chiron and Venus – I bet I’ll get some visuals!  I’ll definitely be doing some magic.  I feel that after I’ve read a couple more books on Enochian, and reread some old ones, I’ll be able to say more about it.  This seems to be building to a big Easter weekend, with Venus going direct and then Sunday also full of wild aspects.  
 
My next session with Sharyl will be crazy too, Mars inconjunct Saturn and Moon sextiling Neptune.  I wish I could predict more but it’s enough to frame these next five days as a big wave.