5:01 PM 4/27/2017  It’s been a relatively easy day and I hope I can get caught up with my blog.  I drank so much Diet Mountain Dew on Monday at work that I almost made myself sick, so I quit soft drinks altogether.  I think this is the reason I got so tired these last couple of days that I couldn’t even blog.  Possibly it was the Moon conjuncting Uranus that gave me the impulse to finally quit, although last week I started doing EFT “tapping” on the issue a little bit.  I remember I had been looking forward to that day with the Moon conjuncting Uranus and Mercury, and it was very upbeat.  Grocery shopping was very nice, as it was a week overdue with all the pressure of C2E2 and I finally felt restored to the regular pacing of my life.  I was getting home when the Moon trined Saturn, feeling restored to normality. 

The Buffynicity was that I started the episode in which everyone is sleeping and has linked dreams, and then afterwards when Jay came over he lay down on one of the couches and talked mostly with his eyes closed, and I too was almost asleep, so it was as though we were sharing a dream.  I was doing good channeling, with some full-voice stuff that was very adventurous, with bold predictions for Jay’s future.

But then I had to crash out hard without even blogging.  Then yesterday ***

Well, we’re channeling now, just to see what will happen.  Yesterday Moon was sextiling Neptune while I ran and that was interesting because the end of the dream episode and the Dracula episode were very resonant.  I felt very comfortable with the channeling I’d done the night before and then when I got home “D” was waiting for me.  He had come a half hour early but he’d only had to wait a couple of minutes, which was very nice timing.  We did our one-on-one session and once again I did a few sentences of full voice channeling, and even though I was tired I managed to read his aura with great clarity.  Kara gets stronger every time and even now I’m having to adapt my “voice” in this blog to the reality of her presence. 

I know now I’m going to have to go back several months and start reviewing all I’ve written, so I can deepen my style. 

Today I worked at a remote site again.  It was very pleasant.  I listened to “Driver 8” several times and thought a lot about Michael Stipe and also the B-52’s.  I began working on the philosophical qualities of the villains in my novel, a step forward – I’m identifying their particular evil qualities. 

I’m feeling more in touch with the spirit world than ever, and more at a loss for words to describe it than ever, but I feel that a lot of my struggles are over.  Even though there are still a lot of hassles at work, when I left at 3 I suddenly started feeling very good about everything, like Kara was coming to set me free.  It’s going to take some work to give a detailed sense of this palpable reality that spirit dimensions are taking on for me, however I am at last making the transition to “full channeling”.

So the Moon’s going to sextile Venus tonight and then go into Gemini pretty quick.  This lunar cycle hasn’t been too bad for me, and now I’ve just got two days before I hit another upswing, which is nice.  I’m thinking a lot about writing fiction, now that I’m pretty sure I’ll have Kara’s direct help.  Venus is heading back into Aries tomorrow, so I should be able to get moving on a few things.  Moon conjunct Mars, Mercury conjunct Uranus, I’ll have something to say.  Moon square Neptune as I’m heading home for John’s circle, should bring some psychic activity.  Moon trining Jupiter should make some things make sense. 

I had so much to write about last weekend and then I wound up quitting sodas and having these insane channeling experiences so now a lot of it’s gone.  I’m getting better with this though.  I  was listening to “Behind Blue Eyes” this week because Giles sang it on Buffy and I was thinking about writing some serious articles about art and entertainment.  I was flashing back on the 80s via “Driver 8” and reliving a time when I cared about what artists were doing.  So I just put up a new theme on one of my Wikis on Wikidot and I’m going to start writing articles, I think. 

It’s like Kara’s emergence to the level of consciousness is allowing me to crystallize all the opinions that have been floating around my head for years.  So tonight I’m going to finish catching up from the chaos of C2E2 (I hope), and start working on articles.  I’ve also got to get angelvector.com into working order.