10:14 PM 5/9/2017
Buffynicity #1 is a complete one, although possibly not major. A few minutes before I went to run I was looking at an e-mail from The Hollywood Reporter with a story that the Hellboy franchise is being rebooted. I was actually thinking about Hellboy this weekend because Mike Mignola has a new series out. But then during the beginning of the second episode I watched tonight Buffy mentioned Rasputin in class and it was Buffynicitous because Rasputin is the villain in the first Hellboy movie.
I don’t remember much else but happiness that the episode I watched was all about Xander and Anya and it was a sign from my angels.
I was very synchronized with today’s astrological aspects as well. As I realized later, right around the time the Moon iconjuncted Venus I was feeling really rotten and totally overwhelmed by work, and someone called to point out a mistake that I made a few days before. It was a bit of a crisis but I sat through it. However it was eerie when I went back and saw that the phone call came literally 2 minutes before the transit. I was feeling totally alienated from work but then things swung back around – my angels are helping me not give a damn. I started cranking the Dio-era Black Sabbath and I was rocking out for the next hour. It was an interesting trip because I wound up feeling great, totally liberated by my newfound “lock” on the angelic frequency. Suddenly, once again literally 2 minutes before the Sun trined Pluto, “Mob Rules” started playing on my iPod and I realized that I’d heard that song before on the “Heavy Metal” soundtrack. I was really enjoying it and I think it’s fascinating because I hadn’t realized that was a Black Sabbath song, and I hadn’t listened to it in years. The idea of the “mob” is definitely related to Pluto, and I also think (now that I’m writing this) that I always loved the movie “Heavy Metal” and now I’m really getting interested in heavy metal music. *** Now I’m thinking about writing about the angel who got me into Heavy Metal, but then suddenly she’s here with me and it doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks.
Then I went and sold an old air conditioning unit that I had lying around for years and made a little money, then I went to the library and got a whole bunch more music – some Dylan, some more Black Sabbath, and various odds and ends like Men Without Hats greatest hits. Then I went grocery shopping. I saved a bunch of money now that I’m not buying sodas or Monster energy drinks anymore. All this was during the runup to Mercury conjunct Uranus. I think the Buffynicities about Anya were the beginning of a major leap forward and despite the hassles I’ve had at work I have felt fantastic. As a matter of fact the hassles at work only serve to prove that I don’t care anymore, that most of the emotional hurdles of that job are overcome now.
Another interesting happened, perhaps related also to Mercury conjunct Uranus, I started listening to the soundtrack to Game of Thrones, playing the main title music over and over, remembering last year at this time when I had watched the first five seasons straight through with my roommate. It was a big deal for weeks. Playing the music really brought that back and even though I’m not a huge fan of the show anymore it still gives me a magical feeling. I’ve listened to it more than a dozen times today (it’s only about a minute long). I have a lot to think about concerning what I want to say about this song.
I’m going to be mysterious now and change the way I write about these things. Even as I type this I’m working to move the magical energies around … this is kind of an experiment because there’s an angel with me *** the axis of my blog is shifting a little bit. The angel brings a very solid perception of space. I’m “expressing myself” but the self that I’m expressing is different.
I came here from somewhere else, and there were people I knew there who were important to me. That’s part of the Buffynicity symbolism of the Troll that Anya used to date (I was wondering about that).
I don’t know what to say about this change, except that it’s good and I’m not looking back. I’m tired now so I’m going to focus on aspects for tomorrow.
There’s an “assessment” going on at work, and if anything is found wanting in the department I’m in charge of it will be tomorrow. I don’t really give a damn, my angels are with me rock solid now and I can feel my future moving on to better things. I’m actually expecting everything to work out fine but here are my predictions:
Moon sextiling pluto at 2:29 PM – the whole assessment will be over by then and I’ll be fine, with my other projects scheduled and under control as well. With the full moon at 4:42 I’ll be on my way home for a one-on-one session feeling pretty good. The moon will be full but VOC so after the reading I’ll run and mess around without purpose.
But Thursday I’ll be downtown again, with the Moon trining Chiron while I’m on my way to work, and then entering Sagittarius at 11:59, and mars squaring Neptune at 12:52. It’s going to be a wild day down there until I get off work right before Mercury trines Saturn. This is a very powerful buildup to seeing Jennifer and her guest medium on Thursday night – these sessions are always deeply moving for me, bringing me deeper into alignment with mediumship. I’m looking forward to a magical day and to me this means that I should just focus past tomorrow.
But I’m a little frustrated. I should be able to do more with predictions. These are good but I need more specifics. I’ll talk to my angels about it. But for now I’m tired; I’m going to bed.